It Won’t Happen Overnight

I’m sorry, but I am actually not gonna follow back people, who post Sh in their blog. I have talked about how I feel about it before and I didn’t think it would trigger me. I was wrong and I may or may not have cried seeing those pictures.

౨ৎ literally me <3

“I need motivation”

Lift your shirt up and look in the mirror if that doesn’t motivate you then you clearly don’t want it that bad.

I do that with the movie “The Dreamers“

𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒊’𝒎 𝒚𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒐𝒖𝒕

𝜗𝜚 — i promise i'm cool, you guys.

What fasting feels like:

My intention was never to shame anyone or call them stupid or disgusting. I understand that people can’t simply stop this behavior as it is a coping mechanism. The only thing I was hoping for and still hoping for is to stop someone, who is not deeply in this situation. I would want them to know they are not alone and simply say the affects it might have in their future by sharing my personal experience. If someone who did go through the same experience has told me this before maybe I would have stopped sooner. Even after posting I have seen many others express the same thing as they have also been treated differently in their lives.

I don’t want to disregard anyones experience and feelings since I will probably never know what others are going through, but even if this makes someone to rethink their behavior it would still be a step in a good direction.

Apology if this came across arrogant or insensitive it was never my intention. :))

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

Why do people wanna fight me these days?

Recently my fyp has been filled with people spraying clones or other chemical sprays on foods to avoid binging. I think I should try it!