Heya, could you write one for Tanjirou where the reader gets hurt on a mission and he feels bad about letting it happen as they were protecting Nezuko and he has feelings for her?
Thanks. I love your writing and take your time x
Okay I LOVE THIS
Pairing: Tanjiro x fem!reader
Word Count: 2,8k
Synopsis: Despite being well-composed and never deciding without thinking twice, you find yourself recklessly risking your life in order to protect Nezuko from getting hurt by Daki. Little do you know what an impact your second impulsive choice will have...
Warnings: severe injury, near death experience, fluff over fluff with Tanjiro with probably the cutest ending I've ever written, not proofread, I'll use one collage and one stand-alone AI pic so if this triggers you, I suggest not to read or look at them đ€
You never considered yourself impulsive. No, you never acted out of a feeling, never operated without thinking twice. Always kept your composure, a cool head. Maybe this is the reason for you still being alive, the reason why you are able to call yourself a quite skilled demon slayer on the side of your friends.
âYouâll come with me. I need you to look out for my wives.â
It was clear right from the start that this wouldnât be an easy mission. All of Tengenâs wives enjoyed education when it comes to fighting skills. As a former shinobi, he made sure they were able to defend themselves. If he lost contact to them, it was clear something bigger is behind it. Something way bigger than anything you witnessed until that day.
âI canât allow you to take (y/n) with you like that. I will join!â, Tanjiro suddenly shouted from behind with his oh so confident voice.
You will never forget the way he smiled at you back then, how much he cared for your well-being each and everyday since you arrived in the red-light district.
âI would never allow a demon to hurt one of my friends!â
Friends. Not quite the word youâd like to use for him. Since you first met each other when he saved you during the final selection, you always kept an eye open for the boy with the special kimono.
And his sister.
Apart from many people who dislike her, you loved Nezuko since the first day you laid eyes on her. Slowly but surely, it became your mission as well to save her, to free her from the curse of being a demon.
âI guess Iâll never be able to thank you enough for your support.â
You didnât allow yourself to look at him, fully aware of that youâd get lost in his tender orbs again if you do. No, instead your eyes roamed about the glittering city to your feet, drifting over the facial expressions of the people underneath you.
âWeâre friends, right? This is what friends doâ, you murmured into the night.
Oh, you didnât believe yourself a single word. What a filthy little lie to call Tanjiro a friend when all you are able to think about is his smell, when his voice is everything that lingers through your mind. Are friends supposed to think about one another constantly, to ponder about how their lips might feel pressed against each other? You promised yourself to never find out. After all, revealing your true feelings might scare him away forever. And losing Tanjiro all at once is definitely far worse than calling yourself his friend. After all, this would be impulsive with a not foreseeable outcome.
But even after you swore youâd never act out of a feeling, you find yourself sprinting into certain death.
It all happened faster than you expected. Inosuke managed to find Tengenâs wives and therefore the demon.
The upper moon six, to be exact.
The devilish who injured not only your friends, but Tanjiro as well. And now, sheâs about to injure Nezuko as well.
Apart from your usual composed self, you find yourself dashing forward while grabbing the handle of your katana tightly. This is ridiculous, you donât stand a chance against a demon like hair. Nezuko is a demon herself, sheâd probably recover from her injuries.
You furrow your eyebrows, eyes fixated on both of them. It doesnât matter right now. All you are able to think about is helping your friend.
âGet your filthy hands away from herâ, you hiss through gritted teeth.
A well-placed hit. Your knee hits the ground roughly. Then everything around you is discoloured red.
Like in slow motion, you watch your own body sink onto the ground lifelessly. Your lungs feel like collapsing any given minute while you gasp for air like a fish on land. Blood takes your sight, drips down onto the already soaked floor while all you can do is watch in sheer horror as that hell of a demon grins at you.
âYou did well until now. Dumb girl, why would you even think about defending a demon? Look how weak you are.â
The urge to cough becomes unbearable. Over and over, you spit out your own blood until your ribs feel like breaking. Did she hit you? Are you severely injured? Apart from your aching lungs, your body feels completely numb, almost lifeless. Like in slow motion, you watch as she walks towards you, the upper moon six emblem sparkling dreadfully in her eyes.
Is this your end?
What a senseless way to die when Nezuko is a demon. After all, even an upper moon wouldnât be able to kill another demon without the right blade to do so. You never considered yourself so impulsive, so reckless.
Your eyes dart towards Tanjiroâs beloved sister who puts up a desperate fight against all the debris that buried her. Not everything needs to make sense.
It doesnât make sense you decided to spare her life in the first place. It doesnât make sense that you fell for her brother, that you allowed yourself feelings deeper than sympathy in a world full of cruelness and death. It doesnât make sense that you decided to follow the sound hashira only to rescue his wives, that you actually considered going with him on your own.
All of that because you are so madly in love with Tanjiro. All of that because you view Nezuko as your own sister and could never allow another person to hurt her.
âWhat an ugly girl you are with your face twisted like that. Whatâs wrong? Are you in pain?â
You can hear your flesh bursting underneath another merciless hit of her belt, feel the throbbing pain that starts radiating through your bones. You will die right here and now, without any doubt. And you will die without seeing his face again, without telling him a single word about your true feelings.
âDonât worry (y/n), Iâm sure weâll be fine! And as soon as weâre back, Iâll invite you to a bowl of ramen!â
A bowl of ramen?
Like in trance, you press your hand onto your leg, feel your busted flesh all too clearly, your very own blood slipping through your fingers.
Just like the love of your life.
âYou need to get up.â
A distant voice in the back of your brain, muted by the constant ringing that takes over your ears.
â(y/n), can you hear me? You need to get up.â
Is Tanjiro still with Tengen-sama? They will manage to defeat those demons, you just know it. With the help of Inosuke, Zenitsu and Tengen-sama, Tanjiro will be alright. Who knows, maybe heâll be a hashira in a week from now, maybe heâll defeat Muzan Kibutsuji. Oh, what youâd give to hear that boyâs voice one last time, to witness his beaming smile again.
âSheâs basically dead, idiot. Get lost so I can finish her.â
Are those hands lifting you off the ground or is your soul evaporating from your body?
âPlease stay with me, (y/n). You need to keep on fighting.â
You allow your eyes for the briefest second. When you open them again, you barely miss how Nezuko catapults the upper moon six into a nearby building with full force. No, why would she risk to get hurt, what if that woman hurts her? It seems like youâre moving away from the scene and youâre unable to do anything apart from stretching out your shaky hand.
âNoâŠI canâtâŠleaveâŠ.â, you breathe out.
âWhy did you risk your life like that? (y/n) youâŠyou could be dead right now.â
That voice, it isnât inside your head. No, someone is talking to you with an oh too familiar voice in a tone you know so well.
âTanjiro.â
âIâm here, (y/n). And I promise everything will be alright? I just...donât do something like that ever again, not even for Nezuko.â
Even though the sheer movement feels like breaking your own neck, you lift up your head enough to make sure this isnât just a dream.
But his eyes are already set on you, filled with nothing but worry and threat while he carries you over the battlefield.
For a moment, time stands still. Just you and Tanjiro. No battlefield, no injuries, no demons. Just peace, love and Tanjiro.
Love.
âI love youâ, you mutter so muted that he almost fails to understand.
You can feel his heartbeat picking up next to your throbbing head, watch how his eyes widen. Oh, how lovely they look in that red light, how easy it is to get lost in their gleam. What a waste of time it was to keep your feelings to yourself when all you were able to do was thinking about him. How lucky you are to feel your body pressed against his one last time.
One last timeâŠ
âIâŠsoâŠtiredâŠâ
Desperately, you fight against the urge to close your eyes. You need to take this sight in for a little longer, need to stay awake at least for another minute. But your vision slowly but surely starts to get darker and darker until you canât see him anymore.
â(y/n), donât give up on me, not when I didnât told you that-â
Nothingness.
-a week later-
âYou should really start focus on getting back on your feet yourself, you know? It wonât help her if you donât get better tooâ, the Kakushi next to him speaks out.
Since the moment he opened his eyes and realized that you arenât awake, Tanjiro didnât allow himself to leave your side. The last time he did that was at the entertainment district. The last time he did that you almost lost your precious life over defending his sister.
âI will stay just a little longerâ, he mumbles lost in thoughts.
You always loved Nezuko dearly despite being a demon. Even though your logical thinking and composed acting, you accepted her as the human she was before and supported him in finding a cure for his sister. StillâŠ
He runs his fingers through his hair roughly, frustration almost taking over him. Tanjiro never expected you to almost sacrifice your precious life for his sister. Not when sheâs fighting against a demon, not when two upper moons are your opponents. No one would have doubted you, would have judged you for staying in safety. Nezuko would have never allowed you to interfere if she could, just like him.
âI should have arrived sooner. I should have been right by her side all the time. Maybe none of this would have happened if I kept an eye on her like I promisedâŠâ
âDonât be a fool, she would have never allowed you to stay by her side knowing that it might cost the success of the mission. Still, I didnât expect someone like her to act so reckless. Whoâs your sister doing?â, the man opposite of Tanjiro replies.
âSheâs been crying the whole time.â
âDid she finally wake up?â, Inosuke suddenly blurts out while entering the room on his own.
âSheâs still unconsciousâ, Tanjiro explains briefly.
âDid you put that horrible bandage around her head? Before you came here, it looked alrightâ, the Kakushi interferes dryly.
âWith the power of master Inosuke, (y/n) will be back on her feet in no time!â
âHâŠHello?â
When your eyes flutter open, you get greeted by 3 pairs of excited eyes in an instant, your clouded mind still unable to process that youâre awake.
âWhere am I?â, you croak with your throat feeling like sandpaper.
âI will call Shinobu-sama right awayâ, the Kakushi announces and gets up with a swift motion.
âYouâre at the butterfly estate, dumbassâ, Inosuke barks at you.
â(y/n)âŠ.I was so worried about you!â
Before youâre able to react any further, you find yourself emerged by green and black fabric, surrounded by a scent you know so well by now.
âTanjiroâ, you breathe out.
Over and over, you whimper his name like a prayer in order to convince yourself that this is real. You didnât die. You are still alive. And right now, none other than Tanjiro Kamado holds you in his arms as tenderly as you always imagined. Is it a dream, maybe? A sweet hallucination to get you through the immense pain?
âIâm sorry I wasnât there. All of this, only to stand up for my sister. Words canât express how worried I was. How is it possible that this made me realize how much I-â
âYouâre finally awake, how relieving. Would you mind moving to the side so that Iâm able to examine (y/n), Tanjiro-san?â
That voice as sweet as honey belongs to Shinobu Kocho, without any doubt.
âS-Sure.â
âYou really fought well, (y/n). Surviving that long with such severe injuries took its toll on your body, though. All of this because you wanted to protect Tanjiroâs sister?â
Her skilled hands begin roaming around your skin while you feel her gaze fixated on you. But you cannot look at Shinobu-san right now. No, your eyes are locked with those of Tanjiro next to you.
âThey both mean the world to meâ, you murmur.
He lets out his breath visibly while taking a step towards you. What is that glimmer in his eyes? Sorrow, dread?
Or maybe affection?
âHow unusual for you to act this reckless. But maybe this is what love makes us do, right? I will leave you two alone for now. How about youâre taking a look outside? The sunset looks lovely today. But please use a wheelchair since your leg is still shattered.â
With a last bright smile, the insect pillar is gone in the wind again, leaving you alone with Tanjiro in a suddenly so tensed room.
âWhat do you think? Â Do you want to watch the sunset with me?â, Tanjiro questions with low voice.
âI would love to.â
As careful as ever, he lifts you off the bed and places you into the wheelchair before gently guiding you outside.
Your eyes get greeted by the prettiest red youâve ever seen covering the whole sky. Like a painting, the beautiful scenery lays itself in front of your eyes. Shinobu-sanâs flowers painted in the colors of the sky, the fluffy clouds that look so comfortable from afar.
But what mesmerizes you way more than that is the striking sight next to you, the boy you loved in silence since you first saw him. With his face lit by the downgoing sun and the ever so slight blush that creeps up his face while looking at you, you canât help but get lost.
âMaybe I needed thisâ, he speaks out.
You blink a few times, still tired mind trying to process the meaning of his words.
âWhat?â
There is it. His usual beaming smile, the optimistic glimmer inside his gorgeous orbs. Careful not to hurt you he grabs your hand and gently strokes it while kneeling down next to you. Is this really happening? Your heart threatens to beat out of your chest, reminds you urgently that you are definitely still alive. Why would Tanjiro Kamado get onto his knees for you?
âYou.â
An answer so simple and yet so intimate that you canât help but blush as well. Like in slow motion, you watch as he draws closer and closer until his face is only inches away from yours.
âI love you, (y/n). I guess I was too dumb to realize it until I saw you injured like that because you protected my sister. I love you.â
âI love you too.â
The words leave your mouth just in time before he places his soft lips onto yours, making all your dreams come true with one innocent kiss.
You always acted well-thought and composed. But oh, what a plot twist it was to follow your heart twice in a row.
-bonus-
âDidâŠShinobu-san put this around my head?â, you question while staring blankly at your messy hair and the wild bandadge around your head.
âThe insect girl? Of course it was me! You wouldnât even be awake if it wasnât for me! But donât worry, you can worship me laterâ, Inosuke replies while stretching out his chest in full proud.
âYou lookâŠâ
âWellâŠâ
âI meanâŠâ
None of the three girls dare to raise their voices at him whereas you stare yourself up and down. Of course, it was Inosuke. Shinobu-san would never stitch you up like that.
âDo you wantâŠKanao to fix this?â, one of them finally suggests quietly.
âYeahâŠ.I guess that would be pretty nice.â
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âYou wanna what?âhe drawled, speech muddled by the toothpick hanging out of the corner of his mouth. The room was warm, the light dimmed and candles burning. You were kneeled behind him, massaging his shoulders and peppering the back of his neck with kisses.Â
âWanna have a little fun with youâyou purred, leaning forward so your chest was snug against his back and your lips were brushing the shell of his ear.Â
âScared of a little finger, Toji?âyou goaded. You could feel his scowl through his skull.Â
âAinât scared of shitâhe muttered, groaning as you dug your nails deeper into his tense muscles.Â
âShiuâs been working youâyou hum, letting your hands wrap around to run your nails along his pecs. His breath hitches as the sharp tips catch on his nipples.Â
âGetting big, Tojiâyou purr, rubbing the brown nubs until they pebble beneath your fingertips. You feel a rough hand grabbing yours stopping you in your tracks, pulling you forward over his shoulder for you to see unamused green eyes. â
You know betterâhe rumbles, running his thumb along the pad of your hand. âLeave my chest, girl.â You sigh fully letting your body slump over his shoulder.
âCanât touch your tits, canât finger your assâ you grumble, âjust say you hate me,â you feel him chuckle more than you can hear it. His shoulders bouncing slightly, jostling you just enough to be mildly uncomfortable.Â
âIf I ever say I hate youâhe says, tugging a little harder causing you to topple over his shoulder onto the bed in front of him, starfished and disoriented with two gleaming eyes staring down at you. And a stupidly handsome smirk. âYou better kill my assâhe finishes, bringing one of those big hands to rub your cheeks. You huff, moving languidly to reorient yourself.Â
âThen let me play with your ass,âyou say, a pout forming on your lips. âIâll be gentleââ
âBabyââ
âTojiâyou press, leaning up to squish his cheeks between your hands. He let out a growl and leaned forward to bite your fingers.
 âPaws off the merchandiseâHe says, practically ripping your fingers off his face. âAinât no dog to be pettingâ
âYouâre rightâyou say, âYouâre more of a catâ
âGirl..âhe warns.Â
âA big catâyou placate rolling your eyes, âlike a pantherâ
âPanthers ainât nothing more than glorified kittensâhe huffs.
âIâd like to see you take down a panther thenâwaitâyou narrow your eyes, âdonât change the subject, take your pants offâ
âCuteâhe chuckles, âyou demandinâ things from me, girl?â
The mood seemed to shift in an instant, his eyes darkening, tracking what seemed to be everything about you down to the beat of your pulse. Your breath hitches when he leans forward, crowding so close that you lean in for a kiss but end up on your back, caged between two strong arms. Toji leans down, his breath fanning over your lips, his eyes lidded and heavy and wanting.
âIâm gonna ask you againâhe whispers, smirking at the tremor that ran underneath your veins. It was like he could taste your adrenaline.
âWere you asking, or were you demanding me?â
âI plead the fifth?âyou say.
âSo cuteâhe mumbles, running his nose along the hollow of your neck. âIf you wanted me to fuck you so badly, you shouldâve just said..âhe grips the inside of your thigh tight, prying your legs apart. âAskin to finger meâŠâHe chuckles, running his finger along the front of your panties to rub at your aching clit. âPoor little thing just wanted some attention,â he pulls your panties to the side, running the pad of his fingers along your folds, âMamaâs been purring for me this whole time and I didn't even know.â âPoor babyâhe purrs, letting his finger slip inside your cunt. âsheâs cryinâ for meâ
You gasp at the feeling of his rough fingers prodding at your hole, only having a few seconds to catch your breath before heâs plunging them inside of you. One hand pressing down on your tummy to keep you from squirming. Heâs looming over you, his fingers curling roughly against that sweet little spot.
âBreatheâhe croons in your ear, biting on the lobe of it. Heâs pushing harder on your tummy and you take in a shuddered breath, feeling the pleasure wash over you in waves that seemed almost tidal.
âTojiâYou moan, gripping at the large hand splayed over your tummy, digging into the flesh as an anchor. You can barely hear yourself over the sound of the blood rushing to your ears. The squelching of your cunt background to the sound of your moans.
âT-Tojiâyou whimper, gripping his hand harder, trying to hold onto your original goal.Â
âW-want..want..â
âWant wantâhe mocks in your ear, cruel and biting as he adds another finger; his pace brutal.
âAlways fuckinâ want somethinâ girl, like I donât give you the world.â he punctuates his words with a particularly rough thrust, soothing your cunt with a fat thumb on your clit. Through blurry lashes you can see his eyes glisten with a dangerous gleam.
âTell you what,âhe muses, pushing his thrusts but still rubbing languidly at your clit to soothe your whines. âYou last more than five minutes, and I'll let you play with my ass. Good deal, girl?â
It would be a good deal, a great deal even if you werenât already close. You played a lot of losing games with Toji but this had to be his cruelest one. A frustrated tear slips down your cheek and he has the nerve to laugh, his sharp canines on display as he licks the tear off your cheek.
âWhat?âhe teases, his fingers slowly but surely continuing their assault. âNot even gonna try?â
oh, yâer squeezinâ around me already? Whatâs got you so worked up, hm?â
Whatâs got you so worked up? You wanted to murder him, take that stupid pistol sitting in the bedside table and bust a cap in his ass.
âWhat is it, girl?âhe whispers, curling his fingers again with the intent to ruin you. The pads of his fingers rubbing against your g-spot in tandem with the thumb on your clit.
âHm?âhe hums, âwhatâs going on in the pretty little head?â
âT-Tojiâyou choke out, your thighs trembling.
âThinkinâ about me?âhe intones, âyâer pretty little fingers in my ass? Sluttinâ me out anâ makinâ me your bitch?â
His thumb on your clit presses down a little harder, his own breath trembling a bit. You begin to shake your head but the hand on your clit quickly snaps up to grab your head and nod it manually.
âDonât lie to me, girlâhe grins ferally, âyou want me face down, ass up on this bed for you moaninâ like a bitchâ
The heel of his hand drilling into you slapped against your clit in the most delicious way.
âT-Toji!âyou cry out, tears continuing to roll down your cheeks.
âThatâs itâhe coos, âmy girlâs close, isnât she? Always knew you were a freak but this is newâ
Your face burns with humiliation, the feeling intertwining with the arousal deep in the pit of your stomach, sending your careening head first into an orgasm. You donât know how many minutes itâs been, but if he kept fucking talking then there was no way you were going to last.
âPleaseâyou beg, for what you donât even know. He shushes you, pressing his lips against yours, with him this close you could see the flush on his face and the knit of his brow. This was turning him on just as much as you.
âQuiet, girlâhe mumbles, sucking sloppily on the hollow of your neck, âyou know iâll always get you there, just let this pussy speak tâmeâ
Heâs closer now, his cock rubbing against your hip roughly. âP-pretty little fingers just wanna fuck meâhe grits out.Â
Your jaw drops a bit and your back arches.
 âa-and iâm the freak?âyou pant out, âyet you canât stop talking about it?â
His eyes narrow and thatâs the last thing you see before your vision whites out and your cunt is gripping his fingers like a vice, cum dripping down his arms like honey. You tune back in moments later to his eyes screwed shut and his jaw slack and heâs cumming. You could feel the thickness of it seeping through the front of his sweats onto your thigh where he was rubbing. The only difference was it seems like he kept cumming. He wasnât a very vocal lover, but he was moaning, biting down hard on his bottom lip to muffle more of the sluttier sounds. You hadn't even realized when you gripped his chest for comfort, your fingers were rubbing against his nipples and he was liking it.
It seemed like he kept cumming forever before his hips jerked for a final time and he collapsed on top of you. Damn near two tons of man crushing your body into the mattress. You could feel his heart beating through his chest, his breathing was shaky when even a full day of cardio couldnât affect him.
âSo..âyou pant, running a hand through his damp hair. âGonna let me finger you next time?â
You felt him mumble something against your shoulder that sounded familiar, but you needed to be sure.
âCome again?âyou tease. He pulled his face away from the crook of his neck and he was scowling but he was red.
âI said maybeâhe grumbles, his fingers leaving your cunt to pinch your clit meanly.
âAnâ stop being a brat before I make you cum again.â
âYou say that like itâs a threatâyou giggle, soothing your fingers over his scalp.
âAnd you act like that orgasm didnâ damn near kill you, girlâhe chuckles, planting a kiss on yout shoulder. âNow stop beinâ a freak and sleep, âm fuckin tiredâ
âOh so iâm the freakââ
âSleep, girlâ
hi guys! this is my first full length fic and I got bit by the Toji bug and he's been rotting my brain and my pussy for the past week so we've got this now. if you guys enjoy please be sure to rb,comment,leave a like or come yell at me! lmk if you wanna see more things like this as well.
needy!drunk!gojo satoru x gn reader-based off this post
synopsis: gojo is a lightweight, vowed to sobriety to keep whatever bit of shame he has left to his name. but he really can't help but take a few shots when he sees you doing the same.
warnings: sub gojo, gn dom reader, both reader and gojo are drunk, gojo's a lightweight, handjob, semi-public sex, he cries-like a lot, he also had nipple piercings bc i couldn't help myself, reader's kinda a hoe, feelings, think that's it
The warm press of hands against your hips is what makes you gasp. The soft touch of lips traced over your throat is what makes your head spin.
What a delightful feeling.Â
What a human desire.Â
âTouch me.âÂ
The room spins around you, the warm feeling of being held making you sigh, leaning into it. The scent of him, the greedy claiming of his presence in your mind. So selfish. Of him not to think of the effect that this has on you. To not care about the war going on in your mind.Â
âTouch me, please?â A whine this time. A meek sound, spilling from his lips, making your body light up in return.Â
âSatoru,â He practically purrs at his name on your lips. Pathetic. How easily riled up he is. How easily youâre able to make his knees feel weak. How much he loves the sound of your lips forming his name.
âMmmm, say it again.âHis nose sweeps delicately over your neck, working over a heavy sigh as he tries not to get drunk on the smell of your shampoo. Or more drunk than he already is, that is.Â
âYour name?â You mutter slowly.Â
âYeahâŠ.â His words have been gradually slurring over the span of the night, with the amount of shots heâs taken, with the amount of drinks heâs had. With the inches of space between you closing until thereâs nothing between you but the thin layer of clothing that does nothing to hide the bulge he shamelessly presses against you.
Even so, you know that he's always been far beyond measures of shame, but this is a whole new level, the way he continues to press his body impossibly closer to yours, his broad chest against your shoulders, his hips canting against you.Â
Youâve always hated how heâs been taller than you, his incessant teasing when he throws you over his shoulder as you yell and pound on his back. He takes advantage of it all too often.
You donât mind now.
âWhy, Satoru?â Maybe youâre cruel for the teasing, for liking your friendâs reactions all too much. Shivering, nearly violently, throbbing against your lower back.Â
He whines, âSounds soâŠ-so much better when you say it. Makes me wanna justâŠâ
His breath is heavy with the scent of alcohol and youâre still not entirely sure how Shoko and Suguru managed to get him to break his vow of sobriety. Not when youâd seen him turning them down for the first bit of the night.
The next time you saw him he was getting dragged along by you, gulping down whatever liquids you shoved into his hands.Â
With his feverish hands tracing up your body and his sinful hips pressing against yours. Muttering about how he wanted you and needed you, whispering about things he'd never have said in the harsh reality of day, but was that not the beauty of getting intoxicated beyond belief?
âHmm? Just what?âÂ
He simpers, âWanâ you to touch me, play with me, like Iâm just a toy for you~â He grinds slowly and you wish you could kiss him. Kiss him until heâs breathless and red and canât remember his own name. Dazed and dizzy and muttering gibberish while loosely gripping onto you.Â
You donât think if youâd even have to kiss him to do that right now, but the taste of his perfectly pink lips would just be an added pleasure to this delectable mix.
But you shouldnât. And you wonât.
Not because heâs your friend and this will surely be crossing some unspoken line.
Or because itâll throw off the axis of your entire friend group. You'd never let that stop you before. And you wouldnât let something like that stop you now. Not when you've clumsily pressed your lips to Shokoâs, high out of your mind and hidden under the blanket of dark nights. Or when you let your hands wander along the lengths of Suguruâs skin, promising to make him feel things heâd never felt before.Â
Not because Satoru Gojo is one of your best friends.
But because Satoru Gojo is currently drunk and so are you. And despite the fact that youâre practically drowning in the warmth of alcohol and all that is Satoru Gojo, you want whatever you do with him to mean something-be something. Not just a clumsy night of drunken mistakes and hazy flashes, not something youâll forget in the morning and agree to never speak of again.
Heâs tooâŠimportant for you to treat him like that. And youâre too selfish to let anything you do to him to mean anything but the fact that he would be yours. But heâs not yours. And youâre not his. And all this thinking is only making a steady ache build behind your temples.
You sigh, twisting around in his arms. Blue eyes blinking back at you, slowly searching over yours and fuck, his lips are so kissable. Pink and plump, trapped between his too white teeth.
âLetâs get you back to Shoko and Suguru, theyâll take you home and make sure you donât kill yourself.â Youâre not entirely sure where they went or why theyâve left the two of you behind, all alone where they'd know neither of you were in the right mind to make good choices.
 âNo,â He shakes his head, white hair tossing, ruffled and mussed from a night of clinging to you like this. Far too close for comfort though you still couldnât bring yourself to pry him off. âNo, n-no, donât wanâyou to leaveâŠâÂ
You begin to tug him off either way. Heâs not sane enough to make decisions for himself and you donât think you are either. âCâmon baby, letâs go find your friends.â
He shudders and grips your hand, refusing to move an inch. Tears pool in his eyes and your jaw hardens.
You sigh. You didnât know why you thought this was a fight youâd win either way. It was a losing game trying to argue with Satoru. His lips wobble and you can feel your resolve withering away by the second. Tearing down every single defence you put up around, being ripped away by him and his stupid tears as if they were paper.Â
âDonât leave.â He whispers and he looks pathetic but you know youâll give in to him if he asks you to. âDonât leave meâŠplease.â
You cup his cheek and he purrs, melting into the touch as if he were a cat, pushing into you for more attention. Basking in your attention as you sweep his tears away with your thumb, letting him close his eyes and pull you into the soft cushioning of a booth.Â
You feel heady or maybe itâs the alcohol talking. More tears roll down his cheeks, tracking along the slopes of his flushed face. Crystalline and sacred and you realize with a twist in the pit of your stomach that itâs arousing.
The sight of him. His sweat-soaked skin and his eyes big and glassy. And the fragile mask heâs worked so hard to keep up deteriorating beneath your very eyes, each tear breaking and cracking apart the image of the powerful man he claims to be.
A crumpled facade of a God into a something more, something divine and corrupt, something vulnerable and weak and so very human in your arms, falling apart by a mere touch.
Maybe youâre more fucked up than you realized. Maybe youâre just horny. Maybe because itâs him. And heâs Satoru Gojo and everything about him is perfect. Powerful. Transcendent. A God against humans, finally falling apart like this, before you, ready to fall to his knees. Perhaps he was always meant to.
âDonât wanna be aloneâŠdonât wannaâŠngh~âÂ
His hips thrust up, a whiny gasp working past his lips. He pants as if heâs run a marathon and you want to do such delectably sinful things to him and youâre sure you could do them all and more and heâd only beg and plead for more.
PerhapsâŠ
âKiss me.â
Your heart thuds in your chest, you wonder if he can hear with how loud it is. âSatoru,â
He whines and grinds and you moan. And itâs a losing battle.
âShut up,â he insists, hand cupping the back of your head, running his fingers through your hair, almost obsessively. âShut up and just kiss me.â
âYou know we canât. You-â
âI, am perfectly fine.â His words are a pant, a plea, whispered with a kind of reverence of a worshipper to a god. âJust kiss me, fuck me. Use me,â white eyelashes flutter, blue looking all the bluer rimmed with red and filled with tears. âUse me until youâre bored of me, until thereâs nothing left-i donât care.â He breathes, desperate and pleading and looking like heâs ready to get down on his damn knees on the dirty sticky floor. âJust-please.â
A losing fucking battle.Â
Maybe it always was. Trying to keep your hands off him, now, you realized it was like setting a treat on a dogs nose and telling them to wait. A crazy amount self control with the eventual prize just in sight.Â
All you can think as you cup his cheeks, flushed and wet from tears, warm against your hands is how fucking pretty he is. How you want him more than you think youâve ever wanted anything. âFuck, Satoru,â you mutter and he moans deep and appreciatively and then youâre pulling him in to slide your lips against his.
 And now all you can think about is how much of a dumbass you are for not doing this sooner.
He tastes like alcohol and cigarettes-when he had one you donât know but you do know that itâs the most intoxicating mix youâve ever encountered. You feel like youâre floating, high off his taste and his moans; like heâs a drug and youâre the addict, injecting him straight into the vein.Â
It's far from elegant and heâs not perfect at it in the way youâd expect from a man as beautiful as him-godhood hasnât blessed him in every aspect. But heâs desperate and he's eager to take everything you give, mewling against your lips.Â
Heâs so needy and it's crazy the way it sends you into a sort of reverie. His hands gripping your hips hard, like heâs afraid youâll slip away if he lets go, like heâs hoping youâre real and not a apparition of drunken hysteria. He pulls you closer, as if you could get close enough that no one could find where you ended and he started, that you might be able to meld into one.
Youâd be lying if you said you didnât feel the same sentiment. If you didnât try your hardest to do the exact same; nails pressing into his skin, making him whine as you tilted his head back and slipped your tongue into his mouth, exploring, feeling, taking, using.Â
Just like he told you to do.
He vibrates against you, nearly shaking with choked noises. He mutters soundless words, each and every one swallowed by you as soon as theyâre spoken. Pleas and prayers, worships and praises.Â
Youâd show him what real ascension felt like.
You probably should be embarrassed, or at the very least shameful to be putting on such a show in front of what you know are watching eyes. But you know that Gojo is far past shame at this point and you're too enamoured by the beauty that is Satoru Gojo clinging to you like heâs about to break.
To be honest, you can't find it in yourself to give a shit about any of them. About anything but him, focusing your attention on devouring him whole as he shatters, ready to catch every piece as they fall into your waiting hands. No matter if the shards rip apart your skin and leave you a bloody mangled mess.
You break away first, fighting a smile at his whine as you pull away from him, panting.Â
He looks unravelled, messy. His usual flirty facade lost to pleasure. His watery eyes and heartbroken whines gone as well. Overwhelmed by swollen lips and gasps to make up for lost air. A blush like heâs just realized where he is, burying his face into your neck to hide from the probing eyes. To whisper, "You're too good at that, you know?.â
You bark a laugh and he nuzzles into your skin.Â
And then youâre redirecting him to your lips again.
In a flurry of hands and lips, messy steps and youâre clumsily stumbling into the bathroom. Quickly, Satoru is shoved against the door, fingers fumbling for the lock.
Your lips find his neck, fluttering a barrage of open-mouthed kisses over the heated skin, dragging your tongue along his thrumming heartbeat.Â
He whines and he begs, muttering nonsense that makes it to your ears but not to your head as you hum against him. Slender fingers knit through your hair, holding you close to him, pleading for you to never leave him.
âTouch me, touch me, touch me.â He repeats, slurred and slow, his eyes drooped shut, his voice husky with want, with lust and everything heâs been just barely repressing all this time.
But you've only ever been a slave to his desires.
So you respond in tenfold, nipping and sucking, leaving evidence that you've been here, staking a claim that doesn't exist and maybe never will but for tonight maybe you can play pretend.
Because he keens when your teeth sink into his skin and his back arches, pressing evidence of his wanton yearnings against you like you might devour him whole.
Like he wants you to.
He quieter when he whispers something that could change everything. âLove me?â
Your heart pounds in your chest but youâd never turn him down.Â
Fingers deftly undo the buttons on his tight-fitting button up, revealing porcelain-like skin underneath. His nipples are hard and pink and fucking pierced.Â
He gasps when you touch them, pinching them between your thumb and forefinger.
And you've never been particularly mean but you can make an exception for the God in front of you, leaving him to tortuous touches all while he throbs and thrusts into nothing but the fabric of his too-tight pants, whining from the stimulation that's all too little.
He's been begging for this all night. Whispering dirty words like a little tease, like a shameless slut.
He got you all riled up and for that you think that he should take his own share of teasing.
For retribution, for your own piece of mind and the pleasure it is to watch him squirm against the wall, eyes squeezed shut and tearstained and begging in small breathless whimpers barely over a whisper.
But you've never been able to resist him long, not then, not now and not ever.
Your hand finally reaches for his waistband, his body shivering with the feeling of your fingers dipping onto hot, untouched skin.
But he stops you.
His hand, large and pale landing over your own in a quick moment of lucidity.
His voice emerged, a whisper of uncertainty and longing. "Y-You'll take care of me?"
You met his vulnerability with a promise because you could never leave him with any less. "Yes," your words a whispered caress, a undying oath in itself, a vow that you'd take beyond this in whatever may happen.
Your lips brush over his ear, his eyes squeezing shut as your hand wraps around him, dragging a ruinous moan from deep in his throat.
"I promise, I will."
And your hand is wrapping around him, hot and wet and hard, all for you. Just for you. And his head is turned off, just sensations and feeling and you.
Just you.
"F-fuck, yes, please," so broken, fragile almost as ironic as it is. "Yes, pl-please, feels so go-good."
He doesn't last long and you don't know if it's from all the teasing you've administered or from how long he's been worked up for.
But you rather like the thought of him being sensitive enough that your voice and a few strokes is enough to bring him to the edge.
To have him pulsing in your hand while his arms wrap around your shoulders, blunt nails scraping into you skin as his hips thrust with reckless abandon.
His body quivering with pleasure as your hand forms a loose hole for him to fuck into, your thumb playing with the sensitive head of his dick.
"Please, please I need it, need it so bad," And he has no right sounding this good, looking this good while fucking into your hand like a goddamn dog. "Need it more than anything."
He always has been one for dramatics.
His head falls back against the wall, throat bobbing with the moan deep in his throat, fuck how the marks of your teeth stand out on the pale skin of his neck. Your lips permanent on his body for now, forever maybe if he'll let you keep replacing them.
"Fuck, Satoru," You free hand threads through his head, pushing his lips to meet yours, messy and slopping as he arches against you, hips thrusting erratically to match your pace. Keening when you nip at him, teeth tugging at his bottom lip, nails scratching at his scalp sending tingles down every part of his body.
He breaks away with a gasp and a cry when and only when he absolutely has to, eyes shining and chest heaving with breaths to fill his burning lungs.
And he's crying. And he's beautiful.
More beautiful than anyone or anything you've ever seen in your life.
"Shit, I'm close, m' so fuckin' close-!"
Youâre half out of your mind and you couldnât feel more sane. Like this was meant to happen-like he was meant to be yours.Â
"Don' stop, please don't stop," he gasps, like you'd ever think about it, like you'd could even if you wanted to.
âSatoru,â And he shakes.
âSatoru,â And he sobs.
âSatoru,â And he breaks, head falling back as if in prayer, a finger pushing his chin up, clashing against a higher power he didn't think possible.
âMy one and only Satoru.â Soft and sweet and just for him and only him. And heâs gone.
Ropes of cum spurt out, rope after rope, covering your hand and the floor. Covering his thighs and his stomach in a mess.
Everything feels fuzzy and his cheeks are pink. A stupid grin crossing his face as he melts, boneless in your arms. "I love you." He mutters, distantly, foggily.
Perhaps somewhere beneath the haze he thinks that maybe you've said the same back. But he isn't quite sure anymore. He needs to be sure.
Slowly, he's lowered onto the floor into a sitting position. The tile is cold against his bare skin but it's okay because you're still caressing him, holding his face in your hand, thumb wiping at his tears.
"You love me right?"
You leave for moment and a whines at the loss of you pressed against him. Even if it's only for a few seconds he feels lonely and empty without your touch.
But then you're back and you're wiping him down with a wet towel, cleaning off his skin so gently, as if he's made of glass of porcelain, like he something to be cherished and taken care of.
"Hey pretty boy, you good?" He recognizes your voice even throughout the cloud in his mind. He nods and you smile and he's melting all over again.
"Do you love me?"
You roll your eyes and for an awful second he thinks that maybe you're going to say no. But then you're pushing the hair off his forehead and kissing him so fucking gently he thinks he'll cry.
"I do love you Satoru."
And his heart is bursting-he swears it is, it's beating so fast and so hard he's absolutely sure that you can hear it and that the quiet laughs escaping your pretty lips is because you can tell how dumbly in love with you he is.
But that doesn't matter.
Because right now he's normal person and you're a normal person and nothing else will matter but the fact that he's your's now.
"I love you too, y'know?" He mumbles.
You kiss him again, and again, and again. On his forehead and his temples, his cheeks and the tip of his nose and each of his eyelids. You kiss everywhere on his face until his lips are pouted out and he lets out a little whine of frustration.
And then you kiss his lips. Barely a peck, too fast and short for his taste but he doesn't have time to complain as you pull him off the floor.
âCâmon pretty boy, let me bring you home.â
âMmm,â He doesnât move, boneless against you. âWill you fuck me again?â
You laugh, soft. âLike Iâd be able to resist you.â
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His hips slap against yours in a frantic, desperate rhythm, the weight of him pressing you into the mattress with every thrust. Viktorâs thin frame trembles above you, his arms braced on either side of your head, shaking from the effort of holding himself up. His damp curls cling to his forehead, sweat dripping from his temple onto your skin, but he doesnât slow downânot even for a second.
His breath is ragged, broken between whimpers and gasps as he buries himself inside you over and over again. The pace is wild, messy, almost frenzied, like heâs afraid youâll disappear if he stops even for a moment. He lets out a high, choked sob when your legs tighten around his waist, locking him in deeper, forcing him to grind against you with each thrust.
âPlease, please, pleaseââ The word tumbles from his lips in a breathless chant, his voice cracking on every syllable. Heâs shaking so much, completely lost in it, his forehead pressing against yours as he whimpers, needy and overwhelmed.
âYouâre doing so good, baby,â you murmur, reaching up to cup his flushed face. His skin is burning, his pupils blown wide, tears clinging to his lashes. âYouâre such a good boy for me.â
Viktor keens at your words, his whole body shuddering violently. He gasps, rutting into you harder, his hips stuttering against yours. âMommyââ His voice breaks completely, raw and pleading. âIâ I c-canâtââ
âYou can,â you soothe, threading your fingers through his damp curls, pulling him close. His breath stutters, his lips parting with a desperate moan as you cradle his face, pressing soft kisses along his jaw. âYouâre taking me so well. So deep. Youâre being so good for me.â
His back arches, his hips slamming into you erratically as he lets out a wrecked, sobbing moan. âMommyâf-fuckâ!â His voice is so thin, so desperate, it makes your chest ache. âToo much, too much, Iââ
âShh, you can take it,â you whisper, running your hands down his trembling back, feeling every ridge of his spine, every taut muscle trembling beneath his feverish skin. You squeeze his waist, guiding his frantic movements, keeping him buried inside you. âYouâre my good boy, arenât you?â
Viktor whimpers helplessly, nodding, his nails digging into the sheets beside your head. Heâs completely at your mercy, his mind drowning in the pleasure, his entire body wound so tightly you can feel him teetering on the edge.
âTell me, baby,â you coax, tightening your legs around his waist. âWhoâs making you feel this good?â
âYouâ!â he sobs, burying his face in your neck, his voice breaking into something shattered and breathless. âYou, Mommyâoh, fuck, youââ
His thrusts grow erratic, frenzied, his breath coming in ragged, desperate pants. Heâs trembling so badly now, his whole body rocking against you, pressing you deeper into the bed.
And thenâ
His hips stutter, his breath catching in his throat, and he comes with a long, wrecked cry, burying himself as deep as he can go. His whole body locks up, a strangled sob leaving his lips as he spills inside you, warmth flooding your core as he shakes apart in your arms.
He clings to you like youâre the only thing keeping him tethered to reality, his body collapsing against yours as he rides out the aftershocks, twitching and gasping with every pulse.
You hold him through it, stroking his hair, whispering soft praise against his temple. âThatâs it, baby. You did so well for me. Such a good boy.â
Viktor shudders, pressing his face into your neck, his breath hitching. âD-donâtâdonât stop saying that,â he murmurs, voice thick with exhaustion, still trembling in your arms.
You smile, pressing a soft kiss to his damp curls. âI wonât, baby,â you promise, holding him close. âIâll take care of you.â
And you do.
Art not mine
incredibly influenced by this convo i had w ellie ( @bigfatbimbo ) urgrhgrhrhrhr hes soooo
đ„Cw: smut!!!, sub!jayce, dom!reader, humiliation, sub top, exhibitionism kink idk what its called
đ„minors dni
đ„Character(s): Jayce Talis x reader
this man is suuuuch a sub, but he wouldn't admit it, at least not until he meets you
jayce is a very confident person, and you'd assume that would carry over into the bedroom, but nooo. the first time you were both intimate he was so pathetically unsure of what to do that you just had to take control for him. he tried to act dominant and in-control, but the second he started thrusting into you he was a needy mess.
he was so confident leading up to it, but he just gets so flustered :(
jayce is so embarrassed about how submissive he is, and is probably a little shy at first. he definitely needs some coaxing to "get out of his shell" per se, and would probably muffle his moans and be a little awkward in general
this man is a WHINER i just know he's so loud in bed and he can not control it. his voice gets all hoarse and raspy from panting, and he has the neediest wanton moans, it genuinely sounds like he's in a porno because of how loud and lewd they are
his volume has probably led to you two almost being caught on multiple occasions, he genuinely has no control but gets SO embarrassed about the thought of getting caught. it turns him on a little, and the fact that it does only makes him more embarrassed
more than once he's fantasized about you fucking him in the council room, risking it all just for the thrill of possibly being discovered
jayce would be SO flustered if you teased him about it, if you began whispering in his ear about how you coincidentally forgot to lock the door to your room, and how just about anyone could just walk in? he's already whining, and he'll cum within seconds
"aw, how would the council feel if they saw you being fucked like this?imagine if they could all see you like this, all needy and pathetic for me," type of shit, he'd fold in seconds
jayce is definitely kinky too, but he takes his time discovering himself. he isn't super willing to try new things at first, however over time he becomes more and more confident in doing kinkier shit, especially with someone he trusts
guys. sounding with jayce. HEAR ME OUT. he'd be SO embarrassed, like he knows how anatomy works and all, but he never really thought of something like that, and he'd probably be cocky too, thinking that it wouldn't even feel that good. imagine using a vibrating sounding rod on him and double tapping him too, irgrhrrhrgrhrrh he'd be so needy and fucked dumb
he never tried anything with anal/pegging before you, but he can't deny that he isn't at least curious. he'd mention it offhandedly, hoping that you'd get the hint, but don't make it that easy for him. fluster him, make him say it aloud and admit that he wants you to fuck him like that, and then praise him for being so sweet about asking while fucking him absolutely senseless. whether you have a dick or a strap he doesn't care, jayce would love it regardless
this is kind of a random hc, but he probably masturbates a lot. i mean, it's natural, he's pretty stressed most of the time, and even when he's with you he has an insane libido and would probably still masturbate a lot. however, his favorite form of getting off? pillow humping. don't ask me how i know, i just do, because i'm right. imagine the mighty councilman talis, the man of progress himself, humping a pillow like a bitch in heat because he's too needy to wait. sometimes he'll imagine that it's you beneath him, and he'll moan your name as he cums, thinking you can't hear. this leads to you both discovering that this man has a major kink for dry humping, he loves either sitting in your lap or having you sit in his and just getting off fully clothed. i also think he'd enjoy lap dances too, and would ride your thigh too. i ALSO think jayce would enjoy it if you rode his thigh, i mean.... c'mon who wouldn't want to
ok but like... sub!top jayce. me thinks yes. making him top you as a punishment and forcing him to fuck you. you take care of him all the time, shouldn't he return the favor? jayce desperately wants you to take control, flip him over and fuck him senseless, but your silky words and sweet praises make him want to make you cum even more. he would definitely manage to make you cum, he knows what he's doing, but he's really whiny and needy about it and would need some reassurance
look me in the eyes and tell me he wouldn't like being manhandled a little. you can't because your wrong. he totally would. jayce is used to people giving him what he wants and he's absolutely the type to get off to being pushed around. he wouldn't mind being folded into deep sex positions or even being slapped a bit, as long as you praise him afterwards
PRAISE KINK!!! i do think he has a degrading kink too, but it's definitely mostly praise. he gets a bit insecure sometimes, and the only way to get out of his own head is to be fucked silly and senseless by you while you whisper the sweetest words in his ears. he wouldn't mind a healthy mix of degrading/objectifying and praise tho, if you called him your "pretty slut" he'd think it was hot but if you started genuinely degrading him he would probably cry and get really clingy afterwards
i think his biggest kinks would be PRAISE, oral fixation (absolutely will elaborate if asked. please ask.), hair pulling, DRY HUMPING, somnophilia/sleepy sex (again, ABSOLUTELY will elaborate), breeding kink (đ), and obviously exhibitionism. i also think he'd have a little bit of a hand kink/fetish but would not admit it. if he saw you wearing a lot of rings, or if you're hands just look really nice in general, he would get a little turned on but won't say why. he thinks your hands look really nice around his neck too... đ
"fuck- hngh-" Jayce bit down hard on the back of hand, attempting to muffle his moans as you rub his cock. you were seated on his lap, your hand wrapped around his thick girth as you jerked him off. within the confines of your shared bedroom you could be as filthy as you liked, yet it seemed Jayce was still too shy to fully let out his moans yet.
"aw, poor baby," you croon, speeding up the pace ever so slightly and paying attention to the tip of his leaky cock. his dick twitches against your palm as your thrusts quicken, Jayce's hips jerking upwards in response to the stimulation.
"hic- plea- please," he gasps, his hand hovering over his mouth as he throws his head back. "well, since you asked so nicely~" you tease, slowing down to painfully slow thrusts. Jayce lets out a sob, tears prickling at the corner of his eyes with each of your ministrations. he had lost count of the times you had teased him to near-release, only to ruin his orgasm at the last second. his abs clench with each stroke of his cock, and you can tell your pretty boy's patience is wearing thin. he really was too cute!
"Jayce," you murmur, speeding up again to catch his attention. his glossy, fucked out gaze meets yours, and you begin to jerk him off faster. with a gasp, his hand flies to your wrist, whether to push you away or to hold you there you were unsure. "s'too much!" he babbles, a few tears streaming down his cheeks as the coil in his abdomen tightens.
"aw, don't you want to be good f'me? you can take it, can't you?" Jayce nods, his dick twitching eagerly witth each thrust against your palm. you can tell he's close, and you decide to reward him. "can i- can i please-"
"you can cum, Jayce." with your reassurance, Jayce throws his head back, not even bothering to smother his moans as he cums so hard he swears he sees stars. his thighs shake as he coats himself in his own cum. as he comes down from his high, you gently massage his shoulders, tethering him back to reality as he steadies his breathing.
"you still with me, Counselor Talis?" Jayce grumbles, pulling you in close. "don't call me that. to you, 'm Jayce. nothing to else." you giggle, melting into his embrace. "lets get you cleaned up, hm?" you ask, and he nods, wordlessly following you like a lost puppy towards your shared bathroom. you both know damn well that this is probably going to lead to another round of steamy shower sex, yet he follows you in with the smallest smirk on his lips. what a man.
i will always be the number one jayce defender i do not CAREEEEE he's trying his best. i know nothing about leavue of legends lore and im basing this solely off of arcane, but i genuinely sympathize w him and idk why people hate him sm
TELL ME || Levi A.
even during the battle to end the rumbling, levi canât help but think about you.
âTell me, Y/N . . . Are you proud of me? Or are you disappointed? Did I fight hard enough? Could I have done more?â
Unanswered questions continued to appear in Leviâs mind as he glanced down at the blood splattering onto his fingertips, dripping from his mouth.
âWill I see you again someday? How long do I have to wait until I can know the answer to that?â
The pain in his leg was horrific. Awful. Indescribable â there werenât any words in existence that could accurately detail the burning, aching sensation that made him wish he could chop off his own leg to escape the misery.
Even so, as one or two of his comrades held onto his limp body â he couldnât tell who or how many, thanks to his blind eye â he did nothing but cough up blood.
âIf I died today, I wouldnât mind. Not if I get to see you again. I promised you that Iâd always keep fighting â thatâs what I said, right? I wish I didnât make that promise, because Iâm tired. Iâm tired. Iâm tired . . .â
As Levi rode on the back of Falcoâs winged titan form, he realized something.
The pain in his leg was nothing compared to the agonizing heartache he felt every second of every day since he watched you die.
He hated himself for falling in love.
He hated himself for not being strong enough to save you.
Being known as Humanityâs Strongest Soldier felt like an utter joke. Like he was being mocked.
It was all he could think about as he looked down at the kids â no, they were adults now â fighting titans on Erenâs skeleton-like form, desperately attempting to stop the rumbling.
It was like he raised them. You both did.
But you didnât get a chance to see them grow.
If you were still around, you would have known that Connie did indeed get taller. You won that bet. Levi owed you a new tea set, as he thought that the hilarious kid would stay the same height forever.
You didnât witness Armin start to come out of his shell a bit, either. He was the commander now, could you believe that?
The shy kid who you thought of as a son â who followed you around like a lost puppy during his early days as a scout â was now Leviâs boss. And the colossal titan. How silly.
Jean had turned out to be a great leader as well, fighting for humanity instead of for himself. You would have been proud.
He only grew out his hair because you werenât around to help him trim it. He could do it on his own, but he didnât want to. Not without you.
Mikasa was exceptional then, and she was exceptional now. You were the only person she trusted to wash her scarf whenever she was too busy to get around to it.
Reiner and Annie were fighting too.
Everyone was fighting. All to stop the rumbling.
Even if it meant killing Eren.
âCould you do it, Y/N? Could you have helped us take Erenâs life?â Levi wondered.
You wouldnât have supported the rumbling. That was a fact. Even so, you adored that kid, almost as if you were possessed by Carlaâs ghost.
And he adored you too.
Your death was one of the horrific events that pushed Eren to this unspeakable point.
Both Eren and Levi witnessed it.
A titan snacking on your body as if you werenât a person, but grapes at a picnic. Both of them were too weak to stop it.
They could only watch. Watch as you were eaten alive.
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When the fight ended, your face was among the many ghosts staring at Levi. His old comrades were all satisfied. He didnât have to fight anymore. He could just live.
But he couldnât rest.
That came later. It came when Levi was an old man, sitting alone in his wheelchair at his favorite place in Marley to stare out at the glistening water with his one decent eye.
Old age claimed his life as the sun started to set, its beautiful orange rays shining over the water.
And you were waiting for him. You and all of his old comrades.
He pushed himself right out of his wheelchair. He could walk again. He could see again. He was young again.
His wrinkly skin melted away. His gray hair was once again black. His scars no longer existed.
Slowly, he walked towards you, the love of his life. The person he never got a chance to grow old with. Start a family with. Experience peace with.
When he wrapped his arms around you, holding you after so many years of trying and failing to remember what it felt like to touch you, he knew that he could finally rest.
wait⊠what about nanami fucking inoâs ass while ino fucks you as a way for nanami to âteach himâ how to fuck you properly but it just ends with ino being so overstimulated between the two of you while nanami pounds his prostate and forces his cock in and out of you because of how hard nanami is pounding him â it would almost feel like nanami was fucking you himself
ino would be borderline crying into your neck about how warm it feels and how heâs never felt so full and so much before ^.^
(donât ask for a full fic pls lol i was just sharing my thots ^3^)
just thinking about how obsessed i am with how close nanami and his wife are. đ
yes, there are two toothbrushes in the bathroom. they look the same, so he'll use both.
wow, that new body wash you picked up today smells divineâlight, just how he likes it. he'll wash with it in the morning so he can smell as adjacent to you as possible.
sharing the same utensils, straws, bites, and bathroom trips is so mundane that you could forget. but its the shit like that that means everything to him.
most of your bodily fluids? he's ingested it - spit, cum, blood, tears, slick, sweat... it's all run its course through his system. he's sure there are shards of you worked into his very dna now.