Little Rant Ig? So I'm A Junior In Hs And I'm Freaking Out Because I Have One More Year And Then Shit

Little rant ig? So I'm a junior in hs and I'm freaking out because I have one more year and then shit gets real. I wanna be a cosmetologist but can I even do it? I wanna specialize in black hair but the way these schools are set up is that possible? I feel like it would be really hard and I'm scared, I'm scared of life and growing up. I don't even know how I'd pay for trade school and will I regret not going to college? Idk I'm just scared and have a lot of questions and wanted someone to talk to since my family isn't really listening.

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2 years ago

Respect yourself so much that you immediately cut off anyone who triggers your red flag detectors. If you even have a small feeling that you can't trust a person, your instincts are probably right. Don't put yourself in a situation that can damage your self esteem, boundaries and inner peace.

And no you should not see it through, unless of course you can observe with out letting it have any negative affect on you. And when I say cut them off immediately, I'm talking about people who provide no actual value to your life.

1 year ago

Some little observations:

I swear there has to be a thing with Tauruses and food my mom said I ate more than an average new born she had to put cereal in my bottle and I even out are that

Me and my sister both have gemini moon and my mom would talk to me and my sister all the time (probably while in the womb too) she would also read us books

My mom has Saturn in her 5th house and had problems getting pregnant/was infertile until she start taking some kind of medicine

I have capricorn in the 3rd house and my sister has Sagittarius in the 3rd house, she's older but people always think I'm the older one and it's almost like we're both the big sister. I've taught her how to do things and kinda act like the big sister at times but she also has more common sense and maturity than me at times.

Eros in the 6th house have nice bodies maybe Mercury too

I have a friend who has Neptune opposing her asc and a Scorpio moon and her eyes are big and so pretty she also has dark eyes/eyebags

Ngl as a Scorpio rising/dominant I hold grudges, be mean to me once and don't even dare try talking to me bc I'll hold it against you

I think me and my sister are so much alike because we have Gemini moons. People used to say we looked alike when we we're younger and we're very close. Talking is also a huge part of our relationship and it's like we're on the same level intellectually. We always have good conversations about pop culture, our opinions, politics, etc.

Sorry about not posting often I'm trying ๐Ÿ˜ญ


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11 months ago

Lilith in 11th house

Malefics Ruling The 11th

Malefics ruling the 11th

2 years ago

FR!!!! I be minding my business and people just don't like me ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

iโ€™ve noticed that ppl with heavy scorpio/pluto in their chart get a lot of strong reactions. a lottt of dislike too.

and its mainly from people who arenโ€™t really confident within themselves, so they feel intimidated/threatened.

2 years ago

Idk if it's these transits but I lost two friends and now it feels like my whole friend group has been split up with me basically out of it โ˜น๏ธ


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2 years ago

Omg look another rant about my life! ๐Ÿ˜ So my friend has a bf and talks about him constantly. I want a bf and it makes me sad and jealous. It's not just her it's my friends in general, they have boyfriends and love interests. It was also really hard to see the type of girls my crush goes for because I'm never gonna be that- it was white, really tan girls with bleach blonde hair btw. I know that a lot of guys wouldn't wanna date me because I'm black (I also live in Alabama). I'm 16 and never had a real boyfriend which sucks because I just really wanna experience it. I'm tired of being told to focus on myself more or to love myself more. It also makes me feel like I'm undesirable.

Also I'm hoping to upload astrology content soon!


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1 year ago

Ok am I the only one or are Geminis kinda mean/harsh? I thought I liked them but I had a recent encounter that I think changed my mind I do like Gemini risings though idk about moons but I probably will since I'm a Gemini moon.


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1 year ago

"I respect my boyfriend by not wearing revealing things"

randomblack-girl - Aphrodite
2 years ago

Hello! what does it mean to have pluto in the 10th house in your ascendant persona chart? :)

Honestly I'm not good with personal charts im still figuring it out but I would say it means you can seem intimidating maybe you have a powerful presence, job, etc maybe you have a bad reputation or you could just give off scorpio vibes your reputation might be linked to a scandal or you could have a mysterious reputation

11 months ago

I want that "have you seen the way he looks at her" kind of love.

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Hi I'm Tionna, I love astrology and decided to get tumblr to learn more. I'm a Scorpio signature and I'm Pluto, Sun, Jupiter, and Venus dom ๐Ÿ˜‡ also my Instagram is @_livingaphrodite_

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