I Went On Accutane In My 20s To Try To Straighten Out My Skin, To Some Success, But My Skin IRL Will

I went on Accutane in my 20s to try to straighten out my skin, to some success, but my skin IRL will never look like the faces I (currently) paint, no matter what I do. It's inspiring to see an artist I admire---I've been gleefully in love with Loish's work since the olden days of deviantart---out there doing the thing with their art.

Story Time: I’ve Had Acne Since I Was 11. I Inherited It From My Dad. After Almost 25 Years Of Taking

Story time: I’ve had acne since I was 11. I inherited it from my dad. After almost 25 years of taking hormones to treat it, I went off the pill last year because I was tired of the side effects. The acne came back, and even though I had prepared myself for that beforehand, it’s still really challenging. I can’t help but feel a sense of shame when my skin breaks out. At the same time, I would never judge anybody else for having blemishes. Skin texture is such a complicated thing and I have so many emotions around it. So here are some drawings of pretty girls with blemishes - it helps me process some of these complicated feelings. And hugs to all of you who also suffer from skin problems - you’re not alone! 

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6 months ago

Reblog if its ok to spam you with boops

1 year ago
The Rest Is Silence --------------------------

the rest is silence --------------------------

This is an illustration I did for @thescholarlystrumpet's fic "The Rest is Silence," which you can---nay, you must, go read on AO3. The Rest is Silence on AO3 (Explicit rating, sorry kids)

We did this collaboration as a part of GOAD's (@goodomensafterdark) ongoing Smut Wars so, this is not at all safe for work, but if you wanna risk it anyway, check out the full size under the jump.

The Rest Is Silence --------------------------
The Rest Is Silence --------------------------
The Rest Is Silence --------------------------

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1 year ago
Of Fire And Falcons - Aziraphale (aka Falconer Daddy Beardziraphale) ---------------------------------

of fire and falcons - aziraphale (aka falconer daddy beardziraphale) --------------------------------- OH HO! I finally finished one of the full character portraits for @cemeteryangel725's lovely Renaissance Faire AU fic, Of Fire and Falcons (rated E on AO3, mind the tags!), for which I also did this cover art, which you may recall:

Of Fire And Falcons - Aziraphale (aka Falconer Daddy Beardziraphale) ---------------------------------

full res detail shots below the jumppppppp

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY LOOK AT THIS TATTOO I DREW

Of Fire And Falcons - Aziraphale (aka Falconer Daddy Beardziraphale) ---------------------------------
Of Fire And Falcons - Aziraphale (aka Falconer Daddy Beardziraphale) ---------------------------------
Of Fire And Falcons - Aziraphale (aka Falconer Daddy Beardziraphale) ---------------------------------
Of Fire And Falcons - Aziraphale (aka Falconer Daddy Beardziraphale) ---------------------------------
Of Fire And Falcons - Aziraphale (aka Falconer Daddy Beardziraphale) ---------------------------------

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6 months ago
Snoops (Snake Boops)

Snoops (Snake Boops)

1 year ago
OP These Poses Give Me Life.

OP these poses give me life.

Together, Soft, Shining ✨
Together, Soft, Shining ✨

together, soft, shining ✨

1 year ago

lines to "cel shade," or really more like a fancy base color

and now we paint


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11 months ago

Oh holy shit, OP, this is stunning. What an illustrator you are!

Lesbiaziracrow

Lesbiaziracrow


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1 year ago

Oh shitttttt look at the details in this, people.

OP your art process sounds painfully familiar, straight down to the playlist on repeat while I work. Great piece.

Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,

Hold my head inside your hands I need someone who understands I need someone, someone who hears For you, I've waited all these years For you I'd wait 'til kingdom come Until my day, my day is done And say you'll come and set me free Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

~*~*~

holy hell I think it's done? I don't normally do much fanart but my brother and I wanted to understand why all the tumblr girlies are so obsessed with these day old men so we binged this show which immediately grabbed me by the throat and hurled me into the gay old men fervor and wouldn't let me do anything else until I finished some kind of tribute ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

few more process shots+thoughts beneath the cut ♥

Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,
Hold My Head Inside Your Hands I Need Someone Who Understands I Need Someone, Someone Who Hears For You,

okay so I know you have to be kinda careful about making someone's face all black... but I usually dislike clearly human halves on most monster designs, and red wouldn't work either, so I just kind of tried to lighten it closer to the orangey scales on his snake face and hope it worked out?

you can see the other design ideas I had for naga!crowley in the thumbnail sketch but it diverged enough that actually I'm gonna probably just keep that as a separate design for perhaps a future character, like a tiefling/salamander npc for the next campaign perhaps 🤔

this one took a lot longer than usual due to trying to actually somewhat accurately capture an existing person's face, trying to put more effort into detailing the scales, and a style of hair I don't draw as often haha. wahoo @ being able to rather fittingly apply my monsterpeople habits to some fanart for once :)

I immediately threw together a playlist for them that I keep listening to on repeat and "til kingdom come" is the last song on there, which has been giving me blorbo heart hurty for over a decade now

genuinely felt a tangible kind of relief like 'ahhhh...' when I finished the lines cause this art was all-consuming til I let it out 8') I really really wanna keep drawing these two but feel like a week or two is all I can reasonably take away from commissions at the moment... but if I can power through another real quick maybe I'll allow myself some smorching doodles heehee


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1 year ago

Me? Reblogging my own art?

I would NEVER. I am SCANDALIZED.

👀

Blood Of A Reptile, Just Underneath The Skin

blood of a reptile, just underneath the skin

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DRAMA!CROWLEY, ACTIVATE!

So we meet here again, in front of another flaming-as-anything-ginger Crowley. We can't keep doing this, you know. People will talk.

More info and hi res under the jumpppppppppppp.

I wanted to try my hand at a standalone portrait of Crowley before I jump back into what will inevitably be another Aziracrow portrait---I'm thinking 1920s theme. Flapper Crowley & Aziraphale? But that's for another time.

Blood Of A Reptile, Just Underneath The Skin

I wanted to try grey scale under-painting in digital art. A success, I hope? I'm pretty happy with the portrait (for now, give it a week and I'll hate everything about this painting, happens every time!)

I struggled a bit on the eyes in this piece. I normally paint straight color to canvas, so I have a method to my madness with painting eyes. Not so, here! This was new territory. I'm not 100% satisfied, but that just means I need more practice.

ALSO, GOLGOTHA HAIR WITH A BRAID WHAT WHAAAAAT

Blood Of A Reptile, Just Underneath The Skin

And because I learned how to paint snake scales for the last portrait, I decide to reprise that theme and torture myself again keep practicing them, this time with iridescence. I wanted to keep the scales low-key, though, almost as if they're just emerging or maybe the viewer caught a momentary glimpse of scales through the veil to an ethereal occult plane. Additionally, I wanted some good creepy claw hands with long fingernails (big fan of creepy, me) for a proper demonic manicure.

Blood Of A Reptile, Just Underneath The Skin

About: All digital, all Photoshop. Orig. 7200 x 5400 px. ~1 week of off-and-on painting. Title is taken from Reptile by Nine Inch Nails because I guess I'm still naming art after 30 year old albums? Is this a thing I do, now?

...and if so, can you imagine what I'll have to draw to use lyrics from Hurt in the title?

1 year ago

OP this is fantastic and you should maybe swing by Reddit and pop this up on /r/goodomensafterdark, if you haven't already. We'd love it there. 🖤🖤🖤

@goodomensafterdark

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