Good Morning Apotheosis Nation

Yahoo! Wheeeeee!

Joining the hivemind and drawing this scene :thumbs up emoji:

i knowww troy was sick of the philosopher's shit during the ride up to the surface but it's so so so interesting to me how he responded to questions about his family. like obviously we know he has Issues with his dad (and likely his brother, if he hasn't thought to bring him up ONCE) and he doesn't really elaborate on it much further -- but he's still always relatively casual about it, if not a bit dismissive.

but going up the clocktower, his answers were straightforward and distant. one or two word answers, no elaboration, no emotion other than mildly irritated. even when the subject shifts from his family to his first name, he keeps the same demeanor until he explodes at runt. and i think it's so striking to me bc he DOESN'T talk like that!! at no other point in the campaign so far has he behaved like this, even when bringing up his father.

i also wonder about his relationship with his brother. troy has said on multiple occasions that his relationship with his dad is rocky, but he still mentions him in casual conversation sometimes. never once has he mentioned a brother. the only time he has EVER acknowledged it was this episode, when asked if he really does have a brother (to which he responds "yea" and doesn't elaborate any further.) and idk. it's interesting.

omgomg is this anything

wonderlust animatic to pink floyds "time" about troy lougferd

i can see it in my head omg im just not talented UGH

it started with the clocks at the start then i kept listening and i was like wauw.. this is so troy angst

We were watching the glass blowing competition show on netflix because it's really cool to see those talented artists do their thing...

But I will NEVER forgive the judges for eliminating an amazing artist who's concept was that plastic hamster tubes are actually dangerous for hamsters yet they are normalized in our society so they made a beautiful glass rendition of an endless loop of colorful hamster tubes as an expression of how we can be trapped by society in a loop of behavior that is normalized but actually killing us

And the judges were like "this isnt DEEP ENOUGH" because they dont care enough about hamsters to learn and interpret the artist's statement at the level it was meant for.

They literally saw the glass renditions of colorful tubes that represent suffering and being trapped in a glossy predesigned hell and went "this is too normal and isnt saying anything important actually" Fuck them!!!!

Anyways Gemma should have won and I'm so happy to see that she didn't let it stop her amazing concept and she continued with it outside of the time constraints of the show. Fuck yes Gemma

rambly, venty in a /pos? way post ahead

to anyone that sees this, ty for the support and positivity yall have been sending my way on my dumbass brainrot troy posting ive been doing.

its silly asf but it means a lot, ive said before i dont really let myself share my hyperfixations, even w my closest friends, and to see others reacting positively is nice :") i for some reason get it in my head that its a bad thing for me to indulge in my hyperfixations and to tell people about them, breaking outta that has been hard

like not to trauma dump, and im NOT saying anythin... but like, i have a lot going on and like, knowing other ppl like what i do kinda helps me feel like less of a freak lmfao (im too hard on myself for enjoying literally anything, and just letting myself put that into the open and seeing others enjoy it too is helpful is what im trying to get at ig). i hope you goobers let yourselves enjoy what you love and that doing so helps bring you peace.

anyways that was corny and cringe asf im gonna go inject more wonderlust straight into my brain !!! TROY TIME

Sometimes u just gotta make yourself a quesadilla and move the fuck on

"You can't be a lurker on tumblr." Yes, you absolutely can. I've been quietly reblogging things since 2014 and I haven't interacted with anyone in years.

My theory on what Paeon is/their identity

I think it's Goobleck. I think it's a Goobleck clone that came to that world and gained a bunch of intelligence. I'm confident in my theory.