Told My Friends About How My Family Sucks And That Has Really Affected Me So I Saw Her Chat Me Today

Reminds of a derry girls scene,

Orla: We could sell our organs.

Clare: We could. We could sell our organs or we could you know get fucking jobs?!?!?

kunikida: hmmm we're a little short on funds for this month

atsushi, popping his head in: u guys can cut me open and sell my organs if u want

kunikida: why is that the first suggestion you have

Gay rights enthusiast Kunikida with Gay rights agent Akutagawa,

At your service.

nakajima gyattsushi

sometimes When I’m rewatching bsd I go ‘stop the dazai abuse’ and the next I want him to be thrown around like a rag doll more often

I swing violently between understanding that he was a kid in a bad situation and also wanting to reach thru the screen and beat him up myself. It truly is a love/hate relationship we have

its not until a month into akutagawa leaving for work, a home made lunch in hand, a kiss on his cheek, well rested from falling asleep to the sound of atsushi breathing, that it occurs to him that he may perhaps be dating the weretiger

who up edging they worth

Though it is an incredible time to be an Akutagawa fan at the moment, what with the recent chapters, never forget who was there for us in our darkest times:

Let's remember Beast and everything it gave us in trying times.

1) Oda taking Akutagawa in

2) Tanizaki and Akutagawa partnership

3) Kenji and his philosophy of "better parts" that helped Akutagawa grieve

4) A bunch of little siblings that look up to Akutagawa

5) Kunikida telling Akutagawa he isn't evil

6) Oda clocking Dazai about his treatment of Akutagawa

7) Dazai doing us all a favor and jumping off a roof

Everybody say "Thank you, Beast AU."

remake… not very proud of this one tbh.. also considering making multi fandom posts cause it’s hard to find motivation for sskk posts 💔

An older drawing of Akutagawa I made, no one really liked it but I’m fond of it 😊

Thinking real hard about the “you, I'd rather you just stop existing” in Patchwork Staccato. Thinking about how Akutagawa having such strong feelings for Atsushi he knew were unrequited hurt him so much he would have preferred Atsushi to be dead (and by killing him himself nonetheless) rather than to keep living with that endless pain. Thinking about killing Atsushi being Akutagawa's insane coping mechanism, the only solution he could find to make that endless aching stop. Thinking about how killing Atsushi was a matter of survival for Akutagawa, because he couldn't keep living like that. Thinking about Akutagawa being unable to keep living with that pain: instinctively killing himself to save Atsushi, because if he could never, in practice, bring himself to kill Atsushi, his love would eventually end up killing him. And his love did kill him, the moment he died to save Atsushi.