Vent post this way 👇 skip if you want to keep it light :)
I feel very alone at home
I’m 16. I am lesbian and care very deeply for the rights and happiness of my LGBT friends. My dad is strongly against the LGBT and constantly makes jabs at my trans friends or will find any excuse to discuss the “perversion of sexuality”. He currently blames it on demons. Religion is hard because I know it could be true, but in his case it feels like he blames everything on it. I can’t talk about psychology without him getting upset because I don’t include a separate spiritual component in the biopsychosocial model.
Religion in general makes me feel horrible. We attend church every Sunday and I’m left feeling confused because my dad has made the faith seem like an enemy. I want to be Christian. He makes me feel like it’s hateful.
I very very strongly believe I am autistic or have ADHD or have SOMETHING but my parents will not get me diagnosed. I have asked about ten times. It’s always no.
Always.
My parents haven’t read SBI or DAT. I don’t think they would like the content.
Mum is chronically ill and my brother is low-functioning.
I hope to move out after I graduate but somehow I have to hold that long.
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You don’t have to reach out and comfort me, this is just me organising my thoughts and it feels good for context :)
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Thank you to everyone who got me to 2500 likes!
(Posting this for the THIRD TIME because tumblr hates me 😭)
❤️🖤🧡~Emo Goth and Gothic Lolita~💜🖤❤️
Ollie on left, Poppy on right!
Poppy’s parasol is meant to be an actual poppy! Her colours were picked by @idiotsmart1 and @thattiredgamer - purple symbolises royalty!
As for Ollie, they’re much more hands-on and far more likely to set a building on fire, while Poppy can’t because her skirts would crisp up…
I love them a lot man, a lot
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Meet Fufu! 🌸🌳
Meeeet Fufu! She’s an early CraftyCorn - before the mythical species was changed from kitsune to unicorn. Favourite thing is that she doesn’t have a coloured belly - just like CraftyCorn!
VERY early concept Smiling Critter - different eyes, for one. They brought her to life but never let her out to Playcare. She had outlived her… “use”. She split into Bobby Bearhug and CraftyCorn.
Sweet and gentle, never wants to cause harm… until she knocked over a test tube and the whole lab went up.
Her home is in Destroy-A-Toy now with the other rejects! ❤️
This is a smiling critter version of Fufu that @qibsichan put in her AU Smaller bodies that she made a well made fan base
This version of fufu base off the Kitsune form with there own law in @qibsichan story so if you want a good story and a bunch of law check out her work on A03
Okay so I've started writing this thing:
It's Theodore Grambell-centric and also Ollie-centric because I love them both and... Ollie... Ollieeeeeee... I don't know man, that frickin phone somehow became a comfort character
Anyway, I'm reading up on Poppy Playtime lore so I can make the storyline juicier and came across this:
"Please note that working in the Game Station requires you to be a responsible adult."
Ollie, who is fucking 14:
Me upon realising I’m not the only one who loves Ollie:
Whoever’s out there who also loves that phone child. Please. Can we be moots
My name is Qibs I would love to talk to you 🥺 👉👈
I’m uh. Also. An AU creator. Whose Ollie is their own character. Who I love. A lot. And want to share more. Without feeling sad. Ollie fans where
Dandy’s World distractorcore 🤭🤭🤭
Losing a heart because you ran into a crate
Circling for ten years waiting for the last machine to be done
Feeling your heart sink as the lights go out
“MOOOOOOOOOVE”
Trying to catch slower Twisteds and getting kicked in the shins
Realising you’re in a dead end and preparing the sprint button
Sobbing on the floor hysterically because you lost more hearts to the panic timer than you did on that one floor with Dandy, Shelly, Toodles and Shrimpo
Pushing people out of the way to have the people walk right back in the way
Getting a heal and losing it immediately to walking into a wall
Preparing to loop a room and shitting yourself because someone’s extracting there
Man 😔
For yall out there yelling “DO UR JOB” aight you do it I’ve got popcorn
After Catnap was taken away, the Critters were never the same…
Claustrophobic and terrified of the dark
Always stays with at least one person; can’t handle being alone
Dating CraftyCorn
Frequently bursts into tears when reminded of traumatic events
Deeply broken after Catnap’s disappearance
Believes that she has been murdered
Doesn’t smile, doesn’t even bother
Will defend the Critters with his life but will not defend himself
Blind (one eye gouged out, the other not functioning)
Wears sunglasses 24/7 to hide his eyes
Not self-confident; fragile and traumatised
Jealous and nervous around able-bodied people
Paranoid and claustrophobic
Swears that she saw Catnap dragging a body
Sticks to Kickin constantly and helps him walk
Wants to bodybuild and learn self-defence
Still very anxious
Dating Bobby, sticks to her like glue
Defends Catnap’s memory but will break down in tears
Sticks to only painting happy things, avoids the memories of the fire
Constantly anxious
Paranoid that people are expecting him to do things he can’t do
Finds it difficult to concentrate and calm down
Often found alone frantically cramming knowledge in case he “needs” it
The only one who seems mostly unscathed
Nervous around using fire in the kitchen
Brings up her admiration for Catnap in casual conversation
Sometimes forgets that the incident even happened
And finally…
Completely separated from the other Smiling Critters
No longer considers herself as part of them
Aches when thinking of Dogday and therefore tries to distract herself
Anxiety is gone
Well, my friend.
This:
(This is legitimately super fun to write and I’m really happy with it :D)
So I’ve got my favourite chapter (Acid Splash) upcoming and it SHOULD be done but the thing is… it introduces my favourite character so I’m being perfectionists and hyper focusing on that
I’M NOT DEAD GUYS TRUST ME
I’ve got cover art for it and several documents explaining to myself how to do the character progression
I’m excited about my comfort character help
Impulsive urge to make a mass post of lgbt headcanons for Smaller Bodies characters that contributes nothing to the plot but a chance to relate to certain characters 👍
Sexualities, genders and MBTIs let’s goo!!
Bobby: ESFP, female, lesbian
Dogday: ENFJ, male, pansexual
Kickin: ESTP, male, straight
Hoppy: ESTP, female, lesbian
Crafty: INFP, female, bisexual
Bubba: INTP, demiboy, aroace
Catnap: INFP, transfem, bisexual
Picky: ISTP, demigirl, asexual
Theodore/BigNap: INTJ, agender, N/A
Ollie: ENFP, non-binary, bisexual
Miss Delight: ISTJ, female, asexual
Every Teacher That Isn’t Miss Delight: ESFJ, female, straight
Poppy: ESFP, female, N/A
(Theo is 7 and Poppy is 6-10, neither of them are getting sexualities.)
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I want to make a silly goofy comic with Ollie where it’s like
“I like this (🐶)
And I like this (🐱)!
Which one am I?
Idfk 💅😍✨👑🧚🩰”
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I’m a lesbian ENFP so… *steals Bobby/Hoppy and Ollie*
You never asked for this post but here you go!
Hey there, I’m Qibs! (she/her) Author of the Smaller Bodies Initiative and Destroy-A-Toy! Lovely to have ya here! 💜🫂
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