“Isn’t It Funny How Day By Day Nothing Changes, But When You Look Back, Everything Is Different.”

Mine ended up being named "FinalDraft_v.5.2.1.2"... For all the extra edits in the subsections😔

“Maybe we’ll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.”

— Unknown

Jaded Heart

You were the moon who pulled me home

You were the sun that grew me

You were there when I was alone

You were the one who loved me

You promised you'd stay

You were the only one by my side

But one day you casted me away

And all I see now is a divide

The stars, I once tried to reach

The path you lit, I tried to follow

To make you proud was all I ever wished

Now I can't help this happiness I borrow

One misstep and it all disappeared

This great wave rushed over my head

I could no longer see your light

You turned your head as I bled

It ached to think you no longer had faith

I showed you should have trust

But it was already too late

Now your words echo in my head

I couldn't embrace the apologies

I knew you would only lie

So I tried to have faith in myself

But now there is something broken inside

I won't make it, I'm not enough

In the greatest depths my wound still weep

Tried to fake it but somewhere I've given up

My euphoria now lasts skin deep

There is no beacon to turn to

My foundations turned to rubble

Loneliness is my solace

Don't have to confront the troubles

Blame now falls on no one but me

I guess there was truth in your eyes

For now I can't get back up

And I'm stuck wondering, why?

Why am I not strong?

Why stay walking on ice?

My fears seem all gone

But they're taunting in their disguise, for-

You are the moon who untethered me

You are the sun that made me dust

You are the one who left me stranded

You are the one who had my love

- pyxisjaded

“you will never be too much for someone who can’t get enough of you”

— Unknown

Waking up in the morning and not wanting to get out of bed.

“Maybe I’ll see you in another life, if this one wasn’t enough.”

— Florence + the Machine

Enough

This fire gets dimmer,

But as long as there's a glimmer,

I won't stop to desire.

So I'll lie my way through

To stick with you,

And I'll promise this lie,

That I'll stick by your side.

For you're my home,

The only thing I hope to know,

And when I'm all alone,

You're the only one I can hold.

So chin up, hold our head high.

Don't hold back your tears,

It's OK not to hide.

Under these fears,

It's OK to feel shame.

Bad days are just,

In the scheme of things.

There's no one to blame,

You're enough for me,

One day you'll see.

For you've got me,

And I'm enough for me,

Some day, together, we'll be free.

-pyxisjaded

Legitimately what my own thesis looked like... Me included, although pretty sure I felt like the last panel's figure at discussion

The Scientific “Method”

I had a dream where I was playing a real live video-esque game. it was not the first dream of its kind that I've experienced, but it was the first one where I was paired with a person who was responsible for keeping me alive and for whom I had the responsibility to keep alive. Whoever my partner was, I may not have known your name or caught a glimpse of what you looked like, but no one could ask for a more reliable, trustworthy and supportive in-game partner. At the start I may have thought you had abandoned me, leaving me to safeguard our relic on my own, but in the end you proved to be the better tactician who taught me on the fly how to really play the game. From saving my arse from getting killed by OP players, not to mention your crazy, but brilliant driving skills (thank the stars you took over from me. I was surprised I didn't make us crash!), you pretty much carried me until the next portal which was when I woke up. It might've just been a dream (you could just be a figment of my imagination) but thank you nonetheless for taking a stranger under your wings. If old folklore was to be believed, you were the keeper of my abilities to return to the waking plane last night.

Me: noticing something on Yoongi in "BTS Reacts to BTS on the Internet".

Also me: Get it 😏

Also me: What the heck am I thinking? *Face palm*. Get your mind out of the gutter.