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NO BITCH
I DON'T
You destroy me.
to the bones.
finally i had put my walls up,
after it was shattered by millions
And there you go again,
breaking them like it was nothing,
and leaving me in pieces,
again.
the world is heartbreaking every day and the world is beautiful every day and we have to pay attention to both
a beautiful broken promise.
Promise.
The word is forced to contain secrets.
But, what if?
what if a person runs out of promises?
when there are too many to keep and there is too much inside?
when all the promises she broke hurts her?
when each and every promise she broke, haunts her, every night, till the end ?
when the broken promises, like broken glass, tears her apart from inside?
until she bleeds. bleeds to death.
too tired to make another promise.
you have been on my mind for so long,
you have been my dream,
my first and last thought of a day,
and that's why
its so hard for me.
to let you go.
as if you never mattered.
tell me.
tell me that you never thought of me as just a plaything.
tell me that you thought of me as a real friend.
tell me that the moment you met me you thought I was a human too.
tell me that my feelings are validate and true too.
tell me that you love me.
tell me like I told you.
By: Bazeleyez
23/06/2024
You rise with the sun
Shimmering brightly for all to see
No one can escape your glimmering rays of light
Illuminating the skies with warmth
I rise with the moon
I glow quietly in the dark
Waiting patiently in the wings of the night
Standing by casting nothing but a shadow
And next to me you became an eclipsed sun
The darkness that cloaks my night was unknown by you
You who has only ever known the light
And because you are perfectly complete
You had everything to lose
Even so, I am battered, broken, and bruised
I had nothing left to lose, but you
Because I cannot shine without my muse
And you won't know how to carry on
When the light fades away and the clouds roll in
You'll cower away in the inky black sky
As the truths you evaded stare back at you
But for me this darkness is all I've ever known
I never had the pleasure of running from my unrest
There is no one who will hold me in their arms
All that surrounds me is a blanket filled with distant stars
All I ever wanted was you
But you who used to gleam so bright
Left me to hang in the night sky
And I no longer want to be casting shadows
From the sunlight you emit
So I will cross the line, I will defy gravity
I will search all of heaven and Earth
In hopes to find the solace I could not find in you
Everyone needs a Nick when they're having a bad day💗
it's so hard
and easy at the same time
to give up.
It's time.
It's time to end it all.
And i am gonna survive it all.