[FYI; For Your Eyes Only]

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And that was the thing about her, she kept on surviving. With bullet holes in her lungs, and knife marks etched in her back. She never let anything get in her way, resilient. A fighter, not by choice, but a warrior at heart.

Kiana Azizian

"poeticide".

the agony of being a poet

is not actually found

in being unable to write;

it's worse. my downfall is choosing to relive the pain

with every word, emotions inexpressible;

i try to exclaim: desperately

crying for help, in verse,

doomed to repeat

the cycle

until nobody is left

to witness me.

"poeticide."

d.b.a

note: i have no foolish intentions and cherish life, as well as my place within it. the emotions i feel and express are very real, but be at ease - everything will be okay, for myself and you, the reader.

something snapped between us today.

I was so sure that you will be there.

But when I needed you so desperately . You were gone.

When I was falling apart , you turned your back on me.

Of course , it's not your fucking fault.

I expected you to be there. I don't know . I don't know if I have ever failed to be there for you. But it hurts. Alot. You know, I was ready. I was finally all ready to let you in. Fully. To tell you that past. To let you know all that we can do together. To finally have found the right one. But I guess I was getting ahead.

Just like that, I am alone.

I wish upon you that your shoelaces always feel the same, perfect amount of tightness and that one shoe is never tighter than the other

"is this too cliche?" who cares? bro, write what you have fun writing. stuff your manuscript full of your favourite tropes. the same themes you love. all inspired by things you grew up with. do it all. go off. load. it. up. be freeeee

— Henry Dumas, Knees of a Natural Man: The Selected Poetry of Henry Dumas; "Saba"

“I understand. That’s the trouble. I understand. I’ll understand all the time. All day and all night. Especially all night. I’ll understand. You don’t have to worry about that.”

— Ernest Hemingway

How fucked up are you ?

So much that i ask ai if what i went through was enough to be this tramatized.

You know something matters,

When you associate items

To that special something,

Like an animal to a friend,

A phrase to a show,

Memories flood your brain,

And you realize that you,

You trust them wholeheartedly.