as discouraging as it can be writing to an audience of zero, i’m so locked in atp, idec anymore😭 delusion is my feul
i LOVE my characters and the little universe i created in my head sm, each of their books WILL be written and finished even if i’m the only one who knows of their existence!
i feel like i not only owe it to myself to see it through, but to my characters and their stories. they’re like my children, i can’t just abandon them because no one else is seeing their potential like i do?????
what kind of mother would that make me
it’s the anniversary of two of my characters today yall🥹 february 7th❤️🧁💜🌙
(yes i’m acknowledging and wishing them a happy anniversary, no that doesn’t make me clinically insane)
happy anniversary logan and rachel, mama (me) loves you and your beautiful love story❤️❤️❤️ u definitely have not been one of my fav couples to write bc that would be so rude of me to admit!!!
in the mood to sell my house, set fire to all my clothes and hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons
idk if anyone watches the bachelor on abc but ooo i *need* to air out my frustrations with tonight’s finale somewhere!!!!
more so some of the audience’s reaction to the reaction of the woman who wasn’t chosen because oh my godddd it’s proving how deeply rooted misogyny is in some people!!!!
news flash: a woman can be kind and *still* have a backbone!!!! omg!!! shocking discovery right!!!???
god forbid a woman expresses frustrations over a man blindsiding her🙄 god i hateeee the internet sometimes😭
sometimes i lock in too hard when writing that it feels like the spirits of the characters are possessing my body.
i feel like an old maiden in dating culture. girls, don’t settle <3 do what makes you happiest!
WHETHER I'M GONNA BE YOUR WIFE OR GONNA SMASH UP YOUR BIKE I HAVEN'T DECIDED YET BUT IMGONNAGETYOUBACK
sometimes i wish it didn’t take me so long to rediscover my love for writing. it’s something i LOVED as a kid. i loved books and was so mesmerized by the fictional world. then that love got lost as i grew older and i only just started rediscovering it almost two years ago.
can’t help but wonder how much closer i’d be to my writing dreams had i rediscovered my love for it sooner or never lost it to begin with.
anyone else have to remind themselves from time to time that they’re in charge of their characters and the plot line? meaning you can quite literally make them do *whatever* you want?
idk why i tend to forget that sometimes. i’ll often find myself pondering certain ideas i get and think to myself “hm, no. i couldn’t possibly do that.”
when i quite literally can???
like i just had the craziest storyline idea for three of my characters and thought to myself “no, i can’t do that. that’s too big of a game changer.”
the thing is, i could do it. and i probably will😭 god this is too much fun. i feel like a mad scientist who’s been given too much power
I fuckin KNEW IT!
‧₊˚🌈✩ ₊˚🫧⊹♡ wannabe romance author hiding somewhere over the rainbow ‧₊˚🌈✩ ₊˚🫧⊹♡https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0CTFRJHW6?storeType=ebooks
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