Grief Is So Crazy Like What If I Forget What Her Laugh Sounds Like. Does She Know I Loved Her. I Miss

People who drive small cars in the US have balls of steel. (Here'a my car compared to the sort of pickups I see every day) (website is carsized.com)

The American method to car safety really is My Car is Bigger So It Wins The Crash.

And people drive these things like fucking maniacs. Every time I get behind the wheel I need to get into the headspace that literally everyone on the road is out to kill me. The lack of airbags combined with the fact everyone's driving fucking tanks at 60mph means I can kiss the world goodbye if I get into a wreck. If I disappear, assume I was plowed by Brad in his Ram 2500 while he was distracted stuffing a burger in his face.

Heather Havrilesky, How to Be a Person in the World

Emily L., Marguerite Duras // Bertrand Russell, What Desires are Politically Important? // Octavio Paz, "The House of Glances" // Mitski—Francis Forever // Chen Chen, When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities // VIVINOS and QMENG, Alien Stage (Round 6) // Bryan Fuller, Hannibal (2013) // Richard Siken, "Little Monster" // Christa Wolf, Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays // Mitski—I Bet on Losing Dogs

Make me feel something

“omg peoples mental health is so bad they don’t shower??” girl some people have such bad mental health they kill themselves

this blog is a museum of my heart

they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life

Menaces. Me and @linddzz talking about the terrible habits of our favourite twig boys let to this.