An Absence So Heavy It Becomes A Presence

loneliness is so stupid let's do illegal things together instead

"Unbidden, an image of Jayce smiling in bed earlier this morning comes to mind. Viktor's hand on his cheek. His slightly chapped lips. His bedhead. Stubble. His smile lines. The shape of his jaw."

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one of my favorite little scenes from coming home (but not to you) by @lesbianherald :) haven't done comics in so so long but really wanted to give it a shot lol

knuckle tattoo that says i am nostalgic for a time where i wasn't even happy

how romantic would it be to be lying slowly bleeding to death from several mysterious stab wounds in an abandoned gas station parking lot located along a stretch of a never ending midwestern gravel road surrounded by corn on both sides

I feel lonely. I feel worse—strange. And when I leave I cry in the car. And I say to myself that the trouble with life is that people are strangers. Anne...people are strangers. I don't know if I can go on spilling myself out to people—those strange strangers. As I may have said, I am not at home in myself. I seem to be a ship that is sailing out of my own life.

Anne Sexton, from a letter to Anne Clarke dated 23 March 1964

fake idgafer. i saw tht haunted look in ur eyes

here’s a couple of the WIPs i’m working on rn

buck straddling eddie’s lap

and

sleeveless shirt eddie (inspired from the stills we got for 806) which i want to try to finish before 806 airs in order to memorialize the mustache

on childhood friendship: (1) / (2) / (3, 4) night in the woods (2017) / (5) / (6) / (7)  p.s. i still love you, jenny han

who am i?

miles to go, kait kerrigan and bree lowdermilk / practice and science of drawing, harold speed / tumblr user @/avainblue / the sympathizer, viet thanh nguyen / come on in!, charles bukowski / this night has opened my eyes, the smiths