sorry that i ended two consecutive messages with "lmao." i don't know why i did that. it looks really dumb doesn't it. i'll edit one to get rid of it. you can end my stupid pathetic life if you want
Heather Havrilesky, How to Be a Person in the World
spn season 1 is so funny. they made the main plot line finding sam and dean’s missing father. but like. the guys not missing. he’s just avoiding them.
Normal People (2020): Episode 8
not normie enough to fit in but not fringe enough to lean into being a freak, worst of both worlds, pure liminality, just the weird coworker, and unrelatable classmate. and your mutual
The idea that language is a game at which some players are more skilled than others has a bearing on the vexed relationship between loneliness and speech. Speech failures, communication breakdowns, misunderstandings, mishearings, episodes of muteness, stuttering and stammering, word forgetfulness, even the inability to grasp a joke: all these things invoke loneliness, forcing a reminder of the precarious, imperfect means by which we express our interiors to others. They undermine our footing in the social, casting us as outsiders, poor or non-participants.
Olivia Laing, The Lonely City
i dont self depreciate anymore. i am hot and sexy and my meat is huge and i dont care about anyone elses opinion on the matter except my own because i am the smartest person on earth
do you ever think about eddie counting the seconds buck was dead for and just. cry. because like. he was counting the seconds buck was gone for, but he didn’t actually know buck was gonna come back to life, did he. what would he have done if buck didn’t come back? he would’ve kept counting, wouldn’t he? he would’ve counted every second he’s living and buck isn’t. every second he’s breathing and buck isn’t. he would’ve never stopped counting.
Waking up feeling like shit and giving myself grace like
on overwhelming loneliness
beast monster thing (love isnt love enough), car seat headrest // lonely eyes, the front bottoms // the draw, bastille //holly warburton // hey, space cadet (beast monster thing in space), car seat headrest // haruki murakami // siggtrygr // holly warburton // anthony cudahy // david levithan // @/erotomanicpixiedreamgirl // fiona apple // the outsider, marina // holly warburton // @/iwannagetmarriedintrippenshoes // f. scott fitzgerald // anemone, joywave