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playing hard to want

badweird feelings

he needs a lot of rest before the big season premiere

PILTOVER’S FINEST // 6_teh

and when nobody wakes you up in the morning, nobody waits for you at night, when you can do whatever you want; but what do you call it; freedom or loneliness?

– Charles Bukowski

this actually is rewiring my brain as we speak

Jonny Sims really said I'm gonna name all my characters after iconic horror authors like M.R. James, Bram Stoker, Algernon Blackwood and me

It Will Continue to Grow Except in That Point, by Giuseppe Penone.

The idea that language is a game at which some players are more skilled than others has a bearing on the vexed relationship between loneliness and speech. Speech failures, communication breakdowns, misunderstandings, mishearings, episodes of muteness, stuttering and stammering, word forgetfulness, even the inability to grasp a joke: all these things invoke loneliness, forcing a reminder of the precarious, imperfect means by which we express our interiors to others. They undermine our footing in the social, casting us as outsiders, poor or non-participants.

Olivia Laing, The Lonely City