"The Whole World Was A Dream, I Realized."

God why do I worry about what people think of me

Like today I went to Target and there is a Starbucks in there. So, my mom and I just got some because we had a long day. And she knows I love Starbucks coffee. But seriously as we were walking through Target the whole time I was worried about what people were thinking of me. THE WHOLE TIME. Like 'oh that girl has Starbucks, how stereotypical' and 'She has Starbucks must be a spoiled little brat.' I feel so stupid.

speaking of childhood trauma it's crazy how dabi and hawks both had a violent father and an absent mother growing up like they both felt so unprotected, which is why hawks becomes this hyperinderpendent mature 22yo guy and dabi becomes his own vengeful angel

an alive thing next to a different sort of alive thing

woobifytonysoprano-deactivated2 | "Toe Dip" by Giordanne Salley | "Landscape" by David Hettinger | "Sunrise" by Louise Glück | @b0nkcreat (x) | "Through the Walls" by Anastasia Trusova | "Little prayer" by @leonardospoetry | @girlweepinginstairwell (x) | @rainie-is-seasonchange (x) | "Blumenwiese bei Weßling" by Alexander Koester | @pigswithwings (x) | "The Sun" by Edvard Munch | @inkskinned (x)

just some skatepark in prague

- on mothers

lady bird/ @death-born-aphrodite/ everything, everywhere, all at once/ rupi kaur/ unknown/ maia baia/ your best american girl- mitski/ lady bird/ unknown/ @inkskinned

Hallow

Inspired by ‘Abstract Basketry’ by Fujino Kazutomo

Pulled at the thread that is holding me together at my seams until almost all stitches came undone and my heart and lungs and liver were in a neat pile by my feet.

05/07/2025

being touch-starved [mother issues] and being touch-repulsed [father issues] at the same time

Richard Siken, Boot Theory // Frank Bidart, The War of Vaslav Nijinsky // astralcorbozo on TikTok // Mary Herbert, A Long Time in the Desert // Dan Deacon, When I Was Done Dying

it fucked up to see people who are around my age live through a genocide and have to market themselves as someone worthy of being saved to get people to donate to them.

it just seems so dehumanising. like is one supposed to worry about their current conditions or think up new marketing strategies.

no aid has been allowed in gaza in 70+ days. people are starving. it's so messed up to have to market oneself during all this in order to afford food.

it's heartbreaking to see young children going without proper food and nutrition.

please help @abdalsalam2000. he's around my age and has nieces and nephews who are very young. they don't deserve to go hungry. his old gofundme was deleted without any reason and he's trying very hard to advocate for his family's survival. please have heart and help him in WhatsApp way you can.

donate here (verified #4)