Reblog If Your Blog Is Safe For Trans Followers.

oh its not an accident

Reblog and see what color you get

Yellow: You are such a sunshiney person and my dash is always brightened whenever you post

Maroon: I wish you followed me

Teal: You make me happy ♥

Auburn: I love you

Burnt Sienna: I love you but it’s a different color

Navy: We should talk more

Magenta: You are my favorite tumblr user

Fuchsia: Come catch these hands…with your own. I wanna hold your hand.

Dodie Yellow: You are literally my favorite person ever.

Cerulean: I would come to your house at 3 in the morning if you were sad bc you deserve to be loved and to be happy

Baby Pink: u so attractive??? how u do dat??

Barbie Pink: You are the best at everything i don’t get how

Crimson: I wanna cuddle with you

Emerald: You are my inspiration.

Gold: I can’t believe you exist. You’re such a blessing to this earth

Silver: I can’t believe we’re mutuals

Aquamarine: You are goals

White: Your icon is goals

Black: Marry Me

Beige: Idk what to say except W O W

I wonder if there are any people who I haven’t spoken to in years who still have me listed as a contact in their cell phone.

How does reading about the same two fuckers falling in love over and over again make a person so goddamn happy.

back when i was suicidal in high school the tiniest things would make me want to kill myself but also the most trivial things would stop me

i remember looking at a bottle of sleeping pills and going “i’m going to kill myself. i’m not going to get out of this town. i’m not going to be able to get into a good college” and then i would go “but wait! if you die tonight, you won’t be there when they invent time travel. what if you die tonight and aliens land tomorrow and you miss it. the entire world would change and you would miss it.” “ah, yes. good point. i’ll wait until next week to die. once i’m dead i’m dead, so i can wait a little longer to see if something cool happens before then.”

it never did but it brought me back from killing myself until i started seeing a psychologist and got on antidepressants 

The Bermuda Triangle of Fandoms

5 Things

As tagged by @ittybittypearlygirly I know it’s late but I have a job and am preparing for a mission so tumblr went on the back burner

5 things you’ll find in my bag(usually I have a jacket of some sort the number of pockets varies but things I will have include

3 pairs of wireless headphones (I got a pair from my boss and they are like 10ish bucks at Walmart so I use them more than traditional headphones)

A portable battery for my phone (it’s not used often but it’s always there)

Pens( usually have 2 or 3 stuffed in random pockets)

Pocket knife (I tend to walk home from work I’m just a little paranoid about it)

Wallet (never leave home without it)

5 things you’ll find in my room:

Various posters from all my different fandoms and memorabilia hanging as well(my graduation cap, and eagle scout scarf. Tickets for school dances an entire shelf dedicated to stuff I’ve built or designed (I’m an engineer so…))

A cup of pens and multiple note pads (writer)

Overflowing bookshelves

A radio or speaker

Stuffed animals (my favorite is a dragon my girlfriend got me)

5 things that make me happy:

My paycheck (a steady income is something I’m still getting used to)

Reading

Music (this explains the headphone situation)

My friends (I relyed on them a lot more during my mental health struggle and they are always there for me (over a year since last major incident))

Orange Soda and Andes mints (my comfort foods)

5 things I’m currently into:

Doctor Who

Sherlock

Girl Meets world fanfiction (most of which involves Rilaya)

Descendants (slowly writing a collab fanfiction may post it later :/)

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5 things on my to do list (guessing this means bucket list but mine is always changing so currently)

Go on a Mission (something my religion really focuses on)

Get married

Go to college (I have half of my associates in engineering)

Have a family

Don’t relapse (TW:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx used to self harm as of Jan 14 2018 I’m over a year clean it’s worth it)

5 people: @jellobugg and any other people who follow me that feel like doing this

And I found my missing wallet

Person: Oh my god, your Fandom sucks and how you can ship two boys, that is disgusting…

Me: You know something…