“why Are You LIKE This??”

ahhh hellsite

butters, praying by his bedside: it’s me again. … i need someone to be my friend. maybe send me an angel!! the nicest angel you have.

kenny, somewhere in the pits of hell:

WAAHAHSHHSKHAHAHHDHWHS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOHN LENNON.

Born at 6:30 P.M. on the ninth of October, 1940, in Liverpool, England.

If you’re going to look at this post, I’d appreciate if you could read the entire thing.

I’ve always been fascinated by John’s music. It was pretty hard not to, as his voice always did strike me as a certain kind of unconventional that’s too beautiful to miss.

In the past year especially have I become more and more drawn to his work as I’m going through a state in my life where I’m trying to find some sort of stability in myself.

John’s music has gotten me through so much. Throughout the course of the past year it has helped me become the person I’ve wanted to be for years, and has reminded me that, even when I feel like I’ve hit my lowest point, it will ALWAYS get better.

The songs Strawberry Fields Forever and Beautiful Boy especially come to mind. Beautiful Boy has helped me cope through the changes I’ve experienced in the past few months, the good and the bad. Strawberry Fields Forever has been a huge source of comfort and relatability in my worst times of depression, and it made me feel that whatever I was going through, I wasn’t alone.

Even at the worst of it. I was not alone.

I won’t refuse to see 100 percent of the picture. I know John wasn’t perfect. There are many beliefs about his actions that have been well-upheld through the years. Some of them are true, others are… debatable. Even with all of these things in mind, I WILL continue to stand by John and his legacy for as long as I live, and THAT is the hill I’m willing to die on. Every human is flawed. If you’ve never made a substantial mistake in your life before, you’re either too young to know the difference, or you’re not human.

So the last thing I have to say is…

John. Wherever you are, may it be in the sky or whatever else, I want you to know.

You are going to last forever.

No bullet or gunshot wound could lessen the impact you brought to music and the world. You are THE influence and THE catalyst. Nothing can change that.

No matter how many years pass by, even when everyone currently on this earth has died, you will still be remembered. and your voice will still be heard.

I love you, Nowhere Man.

We all do. We will for the rest of time.

Thank you for changing the world.

Sincerely,

Living at 12:00 A.M. on the ninth of October, 2023, in New York, United States.

OH MY GOD, THEY KILLED KENNY!

i never draw anything digital so i thought i would do something with THE BOOOOYYY 💞💞

happy spooky season y’aaaaall

i am not even SLIGHTLY normal right now. sitting in my english class internally screaming

(WE ARE EATING. HAVING A BANQUET. FEASTING ON THIS ABSOLUTE GOURMET DELIGHT.)

ladies, if she

likes caviar and cigarettes

is well versed in etiquette

is extraordinarily nice

shes not your girl. shes a killer queen, gunpowder, gelatine, dynamite with a laser bean, guaranteed to blow your mind

random images i have saved on my phone - day 19

(not mine) 😁😁😁

random images i have saved in my phone - day 8

(not mine LMAAOO) baby grill 😍😍😍

ok this might just be a personal experience for me but hearing the song “Landslide” at the end of “You’re Getting Old” (s15e07) was the biggest and final thing that made the episode really HIT HOME for me.

that song and fleetwood mac as a whole is such a childhood staple for me- i always heard so much about them from my mom and nowadays i hold them in a very high regard as one of the influences for what my music taste would end up being like.

so hearing that song at the end of an episode about a kid going through quite literally the same emotional struggle and changes as i did at that age?? holy SHIT.

even now i’m still learning to deal with those changes.

i think it ultimately reminded me that yeah, i miss my childhood more than anything but the change i’m going through at those point in my life is helping me become a better person as a whole. so i embrace whatever my future holds for me

anyways wanted to rant a little. have a nice day

a classic and a fandom treasure.