the grind never stops unfortunately
making a to-do list for tomorrow because genuinely worried im gonna forget what all I have to do
Social Psychology Class - 8. a.m. to 10 a.m.
Working on a Instagram reel for a friend's blog account
Working on Personality Psych assignment
Making an application form for the secretary position of Socio Club
Socio Club General Body Meeting at 7 p.m.
Zumba Crew Audition at 8:15 p.m.
so grateful for everything, good night everyone <3
attitude and social cognition~
(i love social psychology sm, def going to take few courses in uni)
after the outfit pic, i was out of my dorm throughout the WHOLE day
met campus cars while going for breakfast, i think one of their names is Eevee? idk the other one's name
spent half of the day studying in one of the campus cafes and the rest in graphic design class ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
“I don’t know what my goals are, no. Thanks for asking.”
i havent been able to study since so many days and im DROWNING in guilt
*sobs dramatically* kaha leke jau yeh guilt? kYa karu iss guilt ka?
send hELp
sociology is in *counts* 10 DAYS AAJAGSHSHSVSBABBSBSBSBS
chaotic study sessions and pretty campus walks <3
just finished yet another statistics test and now im preparing for social psych 💪
AND THE FACT that this isn't even finals szn😔🤧
rant coming up because why not
so i feel like im sucking at the whole "college experience" thing
i haven't hit rock bottom in terms of my academics but im so SO scared that i might. istg college level assignments are no joke and I FEEL LIKE IM ALWAYS LACKING UGH
i haven't participated in any clubs or committees or any student activities. either because whenever there's smtg, im tired or because im undermining/second guessing my skills.
LMAO recently ive also been thinking that im just plain talentless like everyone has their 'thing'. what's my thing? nothing. there's nothing that i can confidently say is my thing.
yeah my self esteem has taken a hit after coming here.
i keep comparing myself to one of my friends and honestly im envious of how she's actually experiencing college and how involved in the clubs/activities she is. and she's so funny, bubbly and smart and everyone likes her.
okay that's it for the rant, ill be fine eventually (atleast that's how i pacify myself). maybe others also feel the way i do, maybe my friend feels this way too and i just don't know it🤷
ive taken a philosophy class this term, it's an introductory course but im still intimidated lolol
that's why looking at philosophy studyblrs is nice motivation
25.07.2020
my second semester starts on monday, and while i’m disappointed that i won’t be able to attend classes in person, i’m very excited for my philosophy of religion module. i’m getting a head start by reading and annotating the class notes and reviewing previous epistemology notes on religion.
so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god