I just really want an online friend that probably lives in the UK or Italy or Japan or something and we talk almost everyday and when I get online their icon pops up, or whatever I don’t actually know how that works, and I can get so excited to see they’ve sent a new message and we play online games together and we just trust and love each other so much and we have a great time together and then either
a. it turns out that they’re in my area for a few weeks and we decide to meet up and we just have a fun time doing things together and they realise they’ve fallen in love with me but never say anything because they’ve heard me say that I’m not into dating and then they just die inside a little every time I mention a person is good-looking and have a mini-heart attack when I tell them I think they’re attractive but they think it means nothing because I say that about a lot of people when in reality I just want them to feel better because I want to make sure they love themselves and they eventually confess and we get married
or b. they eventually move to my area and we become friends in real life but don’t know it’s each other and I decide this would be the best person to marry because I’ll probably never meet my online friend in real life and then I confess and they reject me because they’ve fallen in love with the online me and I’m a little disappointed and way embarrassed but otherwise move on while that night my friend freaks out and tells the online me what happened and how worried they are that they’re gonna lose their in-person best friend and then I’m like oh wait are these the same person? and then I start setting tests and they keep passing them and then finally I’m like hey in-person friend are you this online friend? and then they’re like WHAAAATT?? and I’m like oh yeah I figured it out a while ago kind of and then we get into a fight because I never said anything but I was like I didn’t know for sure and I didn’t want to assume anything! and they leave in a rage and I cry that night because I’ve just lost both of my best friends and also because this just plays into my idea that I can’t do anything right but then they message me at like two in the morning that after some time to calm down they realise I was right and they would have done the same and they’re way sorry and they would like to talk about it and it takes a while to trust them again but we eventually grow from it and they confess and I’m like I want to marry you because I don’t think I would marry anyone else and then we get married.
Is that too much to ask?
(this was just supposed to be how I want an online friend to talk to that just accepts me so openly but it turned into a fic I recently read anyways)
life is hard but Saiki K makes a lot of it worth it
Do I want to buy it because I wanted to buy it back then and then made a plan to buy it and now I want to feel like I successfully followed through on a plan, or do I actually want it still
My friend and I were talking about lunch and what snacks we wanted, and I asked if she was allergic to anything. She said “cats” and tbh that was a rather horrifying moment before I realised she didn’t mean for eating.
The only revenge I ever got:
Me: I think I’m autistic.
Coworker: No you’re not. Trust me, my brother is autistic so I know what it looks like.
*after the coworker has left and come back a year later*
Me: Hey do you remember that conversation we had last year about me not being autistic?
Coworker: Yeah?
Me: I got diagnosed. I am autistic. You were wrong.
Midoriya, barely conscious while healing in a hospital: UA. . . can you even imagine it?
Bakugo: We go to school at UA, Deku. We live there.
Midoriya: Oh.
Midoriya: . . .
Midoriya: But can you imagine it?
Goodbye, goodbye. Eyes, once alive, are now dead in another life.
I rewatched Phantom of the Opera today (25th Anniversary) and now I kinda want to write an xReader AU fanfic where Idia is the Phantom. I don't know who Raoul is, but I'm considering Azul. Feeling a little silly, I might just try it.
Someone find me a cute man that adores me and thinks I’m his world so that I can show him all the affection he deserves and all his friends will be so happy he’s found someone.
My music is not distracting, because what u did not know was that I know this song and I no longer need to pay attention to what it says. I will forget it is even playing. But it cancels out the Noise of Silence, which is what was distracting me.
Thought I would share my depressing parody of “Gone Forever” by Three Days Grace because I’m actually a little proud of how it turned out. Trigger warning for depression. (I’m okay now in case anyone is worried.)
Don’t know what’s going on.
Don’t know why I’m wrong.
Feels like a hundred years my
Ambition has been gone.
And I stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me;
Where’s the meaning of my life?
I’d feel so much better
If I were gone forever.
I tell myself you wouldn’t miss me at all.
It’s not lying, denying, that you’d feel so much better if I were
To be gone forever.
Wish feelings were more clear.
So do you need me here?
While I’m in dark surroundings,
D’you wish I’d disappear?
And I try hard to find
The reasons in my mind.
Until the morning comes I’ll
Just want to end my life.
Would you feel much better
If I were gone forever?
Tell yourself you wouldn't miss me at all.
Be lying, denying, that you’d feel so much better if I were
To be gone forever.
First time thoughts screamed at me
I tried hard not to leave.
I need to know it can get so much better.
I hope that you’d miss me.
I hope you make me see.
“Don’t be gone forever.”
Wish feelings were more clear.
I wish you’d need me here.
While I’m in dark surroundings,
Don’t let me disappear.
I want to feel better.
Don’t want to leave forever.
I tell myself that I would miss you all.
I’m not lying, denying, that I just want it better;
Now don’t let it be forever.
And now I want forever.
Don’t let me end forever.
Too much girly (lesbian). Too much whimsy (autism). The world is not capable of holding me. Unfortchy, I'm here anyways lmao off, deal with it.
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