I Got That Hamster In Me (constant Urge To Do Stuff That'll Get Me Killed)

oh that quite lovely you think of me that way, truly so. I'm very happy to be thought of this way and I will try to live up to this vibe for you!~ <3

you remind me of strawberry milk and Pocky

And you remind me of the sky on a cloudless day, a flock of doves, cattails on the bank of the creek near my childhood home, the safety of a lamp in a dark room, my favorite childhood book (no matter how worn out, the pages still feel like home), the early sunrise, and a game of hide-and-seek played between two brothers and a sister before life got to them

Oh love is the death of me, I'm utterly obsessed with it and will spend all of eternity chasing after it. You know, I wasn't always like this. It's rather sad I became like this, so devoted to love to the point it drove me mad. I just wanted love for so long it drove me to the point of no return, it just was a longing, it was only a harmless feeling at first but the longer it went on the more it ate me alive until it turned me into what I am today. I only have the sincerest apologies to the people I've focused on, I never think, only focus on my own selfish ever consuming feelings. I only hope to get better, for my love to stop being like this and go back to it being the innocent thing that was, But it never will be. I would hope for forgiveness but I know I do not deserve it. May God strike me and help those who are unfortunately enough to be dear to me

BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME BELOVED SAVE ME

secretly hoping life is actually a simulation so maybe there’s a chance that other mentally ill teens say im literally them

and i could have fan videos of my character analysis~ and dedicated fan blogs…….. ahh it sounds so nice（＾ω＾）

YAY no lawbreakers here!! not for the friendship tax at least!!

its a pleasure having you in my inbox too!! and in my notifications!! and on my dashboard!! i get excited when i see that youre online!!

also on that post where i told you what vibe you give me, this is the childhood book i was referring to:

this is an absolute compliment by the way that was my comfort book as a child and is still a favorite to this day

oh the very hungry caterpillar! I loved that story too, i remember listening and watching readings of it. Thank you for such a kind compliment mon canelé~!

us <3

Yes! Indubitably

That wardrobe meme from last year? I’m still clearing requests from it xD this one was for France or Canada dressed in their best clothes. I’m not sure if this counts as “best clothes”…. but I just really wanted to draw a snazzy 18th-century Frenchman. Only one more to go!!!! for aegata ahhh and I’m off on eurotrip in about… 6 hours. @_@

Who's up at this late hour drowning in guilt and despair~!☆

Saadi Youssef, tr. by Sinan Antoon & Peter Money, from Nostalgia, My Enemy; "Undead nature"

[Text ID: "So wait for me, / we will meet / where the fog is blue / in the morning."]

I love my mooties even if I don't interact with them <33

Have an amazing day cuties <3!