You're In His Dms I'm Haunting His Conscience

December. The month when things get sad again for no reason. When the sky is dark and life's scary, when the hopes of january are mixed with the reality of december, it's hurting and nostalgic and loud with such painful silence that is now getting difficult to bear.

14th October 2024

Last minute studies.

I live in the past.

𝔩𝔢𝔱’𝔰 𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔡𝔶 𝔱𝔬𝔤𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔩𝔦𝔟𝔯𝔞𝔯𝔶 🪶

There is no great genius without a mixture of madness

-Aristotle

My first resolution for this year is this.

Make it a habit in 2025 to stop going back and forth with people you know don’t posses a similar intellectually depth to you over complex subjects. The only thing you’ll get out of that is being completely drained out of your energy, frustrated, and on never-ending circular arguments. Just ignore them if you can, and elevate your circle with people who are intellectually your peers that can make you feel heard and whom you can learn from as well.

@ixhika-jsx thank you so much for tagging me!

🥀favourite colour: Black

🥀last song I listened to: Frozen (slowed remix)

🥀last film I watched: Actually...I don't watch films?🥲😅

🥀currently reading: nothing but I had last read The Secret History by Donna Tartt

🥀currently craving: maggi noodles 😁

🥀tea or coffee: coffee ☕️

Tagging:-

@ameyauneedtostop

@ramblingsfromthytruly

@midnightmuses301

@nia-academia

@jennracer

@rain-is-studying

@thyion

@hauxicrook

@studyinrain

P.S.- Feel free to ignore it , lol 😅

tag game : answer + tag nine people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with!

@peachym00 tagged me in this thing like years ago and i never got around to doing it because — welp, depression 😵‍💫 — but here i am! thank you my love!

🌸 favourite colour : sunshine yellow. probably. or it was at one point. it was also prussian blue at one point. it's probably ace purple now. it's been for quite a while.

🌸 last song I listened to : the moon represents my heart, from moonlight chicken.

🌸 last film I watched : lmaooo i honestly don't remember, I haven't watched any movies in a while. but i did re-watch ep. 5 of only friends — the 25th hour episode — last night.

🌸 currently reading : haven't picked up a completed giant fic in a while, but currently following a few sandray fics. but I'm especially tuned into this firstkhao getting together fic by my dearest @semantics-error . it's delicious and heart wrenching.

🌸 currently craving : i wanted french fries today but ordered in chinese. it was good. but i would have still liked french fries.

🌸 coffee or tea : tea, any day. coffee just gives me acidity whether i take it with milk or not lmao. also tea has more varieties, so.

tagging ; @aniland @skyfish7 @kaleidoskuls @semantics-error @boyslovecorner

feel free to ignore to hell and back lol

Just starting to work on a large pile of pending work...

...while listening to this:-

I'm terribly sorry I can't "match your freak."

Would you like to match my gnawing urge to be perfectly logical yet utterly mad at the same time, instead?

Love, C.Ven.

02/08/24

30 mins of online chess

Political Science notebook completion

Physics notebook completion

English language notebook completion

Had been listening to:-