I Swear, I Keep Coming Up With Different Billford Fic Ideas But Im In Tears Because I’m Already Working

A human condition updates tomorrow and I’m using a certain poster as reference for fanart 🥹 assuming that the next chapter has something to do with a static TV. Let’s just say, bro saw the TV glow.

Started working as a support teacher, so I’m using all my freetime for my creativity 🙏 I feel sm more motivated, I was literally about to script a short Bill comic but I gotta put fanart first 💀 (Dw, I’m still writing the next chapter of Everlasting Night, but I must warn… y’all not ready for the next chapter 💀)

BILLFORD FIC W

The Final Judgement was on a lot of previous other sites, but an offical refine version is out now and on the one and only site, AO3 🙏

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A Human Condition fan artists are all so genuinely amazing artists with such amazing styles 😭 Like oh my god, every time I see fanart I swear it’s just banger after banger !!

I would ask what are they feeding us A Human Condition artist, but we’ve been eating that fic up 😭😭

Two drastically different scenes from Chp. 25!

Hope you feel better soon @sapphosscribe 💕💕💕

“I need someone to remember me.”

HUMAN CONDITION POSTER FANART DROPPP RAAHHH 🔥🔥🔥

I WAS GOING THROUGH SM BUT HERE THEY ARE !!! Took so long hope you all like them though !!!

“I need something bigger then the sky.”

The Remenants of Bill

“Hold it in my arms know it’s mine.”

The Thriving Seed of Bill

“Just how many stars do I need to hang around me?”

This took me a while !!! And I can talk about the Bill vs Billy whole thing now 💀

Basically, how I read a Human Condition, it’s practically this whole dichotomy of Bill vs Billy and no one is aware of it. Believing Bill can change is an act of believing Billy is there, believing Bill can’t change means Billy is dead.

Billy is the root of Bill’s empathy and change, or what Bill would call, the root of his weakness. Bill considers Billy weak and deadweight, something worth forgetting. In the first lines, we ever read from Billy in A Human Condition is, “Just fit in”.

In the beginning of the Billy storyline, he himself in a major contradiction to Bill’s own beliefs and self-worth. Billy is what everyone hopes to achieve in the end, but Billy died the day Bill destroyed their dimension… right? Yes and no 🐺

The remnants live on and begin to crack through ways that Bill has taken notice of, especially when he’s with Mabel. It’s moments where he spends time with Mabel, I picture the hostile face shifting to a more softer and rounder face. Mabel brings out the best in him. Unknowingly the reason Billy returns. It isn’t just Mabel that brings the Billy side out. It could be objects of interest or of fear and even guilt. Objects of interest could be the silly straw or the spaghetti scene from the recent chapter. The fear and guilt of Billy is brought out by Ford when he chokes him out or when Bill wanders into the mind space Ford had locked up.

I have more to say about Billy, but man I gotta talk about Bill because I got so much to say about him.

Bill is a cheat, liar, and other say, a monster through and through. But Bill is simply a manifestation of survival and going against all of that he knew. The line in chapter 27, “Yes. I’m completely cured. My irregularity will not affect my ability to fit in, your excellence.” This is a lie that Bill said, this was an act of wanting to survive and protecting himself. This is also the point in the Billy storyline that Billy starts to identify himself with Bill and this is the same chapter where his mother and father starts to call him, Bill, as well.

This is the plantings seeds of Bill, that continue to thrive even after failing the very thing he was manifested for. He allowed not just himself but Billy to die. It’s only now they have another chance, but Bill believes he’s the sole reason why they had survived for so long before. Billy is weak and can only bring in danger. This pathetic, weak, piece of him is holding him back, and yet it is something worth protecting just to survive.

We see Bill truest form through lines like, “But Bill wasn’t weak. He was strong and he was smarter than all of them. They didn’t see it yet, but he could prove it! He only needed time. He wouldn’t be a burden, he would be a credit to all triangles, like his parents had said. He was different than other irregulars. He was better.”

But the next line is, “Because Bill was weak in the eyes of Euclydia. He was a freak, an irregular. He was made wrong. And yet. Bill wanted to live.”

Bill is a manifestation of wanting to survive and not letting anyone in. Even in this weak human form, that motivation drives home. He is protecting not himself but Billy as well.

I imagine if you were to enter Bill’s mind, it would be this split down the middle where Bill and Billy are seprated, but both of them have a piece of each other. Bill with a younger and triangle Billy, while good old human Billy is trapped with a more familiar triangle Bill.

Here’s pictures without the word 😼

“To finally get somewhere I can be all done.”

“Somewhere like Heaven.”

That’s how read Bill and Billy’s storyline and interpreted it. The drawings showcase them and in their own spaces. I like to think Bill is in the darkest part and only he and Billy illuminate the space. I gave him crazy long hair that would be everywhere since he is everywhere and because having long hair is great, but such a pain to try and maintain and take care of.

Billy looks the most like Bill’s human form, since he practically accepted this and the only artical of clothing he’s wearing is the sweater Mabel has gifted them. He’s in the brighter and hopeful side since he holds all the good parts. He’s just trapped with a piece of Bill, still trying to guard him.

Can’t wait to see what A Human Condition has in store and I’ll probably continus on with this theory/headcanon 😭 I actually have some headcanons about Bill and Billy, but idk if anyone wants to hear allat 💀

@sapphosscribe AGAIN, you’re such a talented writer! Got me thinking and all 😭 can’t wait to see what you have been cooking up 😼

I am writing guys trust, it just takes FOREVER 😭 Billford fanfics goes crazy. This is quite random but very much revelant to Everlasting Night and the future of it, but I’d like to think that Ivory and Irene are little bit something like

Ivy: I’m a geek 😕

Irene: I’m GEEKED

Sigh, can’t wait to reveal them 😭🙏 Although, I do get the feeling Ivory will likely have mix feelings in regards of her actions in the far future 💀 Definitely got both her parent's attributes 😭

Just sayin chat, the history book on the shelf is ALWAYS, repeating itself. Dare I say, I hate to be ANYONE 😭 But, that’s for the future, let’s focus on the good ending that is being worked on 🙏

I was down in the dumps with writer block, but gang inspired me today so I’m pushing through. The fic has reach 100k words on my doc !!! I’m going to finish this ending and hopefully post it this week and I will then get started on true ending 🥹 I hope we can get through to see Billford at their highest and lowest, but I’m sure we’ll come out strong !!!

I love Transmasc Bill in the redemption stories so much personally !!! Since I feel like the Bill being human trope works so well as an allegory for being trans (The whole being in the wrong body and feeling wrong) Also, I just feel so seen when it talks about it too 😭😭 Especially in a human condition too, there were so many points i straight was like, “wait a damn minute, is this play about us?”

One of my many regrets in making fanart was that in one of them, Bill was solely going to be in the color of the trans flag, but i cut it bc i was struggling to render the colors ☹️ Maybe when summerween chapter comes out, I’ll hop in the opportunity of basking him in the trans flag colors and succeed 🙏 Shout out to A Human Condition my favorite fanfic ever 🥹

Hey, hope you're having a good day!!! I don’t think you’ve brought this up in the fic, but I’m curious. Alex Hirsch has made some comments about Bill’s gender before, like that tweet where Bill said he doesn’t identify as male or female, just as a triangle. Even though he uses he/him pronouns. (Oh! Or that one saying he counts as a goth girl, but we know that was a joke... Wasn't it?)

Anyway, what do you think about his gender? I'm really curious, especially in your story where he’s human. Any headcan is valid! Personally, I see him as agender, and I think he might be some kind of transmasc or intersex in his human form.

Just headcanons

What do you think?

Hey there, anon! 💜

Bill’s gender is something I’ve actually put a lot of thought into, but haven’t had a chance to bring up in my story yet! So thanks for asking! 😁

My personal headcanon is, in Euclydia, whatever shape you have is equivalent to the human idea of gender and that’s why there’s “thousands of genders” for Euclydians because of slight differences in regards to angles and sides that create new polygons. So there’s hundreds of varieties in gender.

After seeing the multiverse, in my opinion, Bill probably adopted agender status or some form of genderfluidity and presents how he wants based on what he thinks will help him get ahead with other beings/cultures or how he’s feeling at any given time. Though, I think he’s still attached to his triangular form due his own superiority complex (and sentimentality though he’d rather die than admit it) and he tries to incorporate the shape in some way whenever he switches things up.

Now that he’s in human form, he’s still operating by those standards and is probably irritated that he can’t do more to alter his appearance like he could when he had shape-shifting abilities.

Hope this answers your question! There’ll be more later on in the story probably, but since it’s a little ways off I thought I’d go ahead and put this out!

I hope everyone out there is having a good day! 🥰❤️

I’m gonna have to rewrite an ending, I really didn’t like how it was coming out and it felt more fitting for the other ending !!!

Billford and their kids drives me nuts in a good way LOL 💀 I’m very open to answering questions or taking drawing request regarding the twins and what Billford are up to rn as we wait for at least one ending to come out 😼

HIII i love your fic but question how does bill look in your au as a human?

When I wrote Bill, it was mostly my intention to leave his appearance vague so it could be up to my readers to imagine what he looks like !!! But, he does have a canon look—I haven’t drawn how my Bill looks like in Everlasting Night yet (perhaps in the next chapter I’ll have an illustration featuring him) but this is what he canonically looks like—you’d just need to picture him in whatever clothes you’d like him to wear and without the flames yet !!! He my little barbie doll tbh

According to my calculation, we are on the second to last chaoter of the story for everlasting night until we get the endings. I’m actually so cooked