I Know My Life Will End In Suicide. I'm Sure Of It.

"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't

I try really hard to get people to acknowledge something’s wrong but the moment they ask about it I just panic and tell them I’m fine why am I like this aaaa

i ate too many calories today i feel so awful I think im gaining more weight im currently around 110 lbs yet i feel disgusting i wish i was still in the double digits

JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY

day 3 - Dial tone by catch your breath

this song has been stuck in my head for the past 2 dayssss

why should i care if people don't want me to off myself??? like its my decision if i want to??

I wish people wouldn't care if I offed myself. I hate staying for them

6.29.23

how i feel standing in the mirror felling completely obese with my totally fake scratches on my arm

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

the voices are telling me to block all my friends and become a loner again (depression maxxing)