mom: "you have no reason to be tired"
YES I DO I JUST GOT OFF OF WORK WHERE I HAVE TO CHASE KIDS AROUND AND TRY TO TEACH THEM GYMNASTICS
“why aren’t u eating anything” god forbid a girl has goals
how i feel when people ask me what the scars on my arms are and i say "oh they're rabbit scratches totally"
parents when you show signs of mental disorder (they're the reason you have one)
"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't
how i feel when i look at the amount of calories ive eaten in a day
"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
the voices are telling me to block all my friends and become a loner again (depression maxxing)
Pardon me for being childfree but I'm the byproduct of people who are better off without children. It only makes sense to end my bloodline here so this disease won't spread.
sitting near the water / whirlpools remained me so much of how all i want to do is to drown myself
fuck my life honestly i cant stand it