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Leopold Mountbatten x fem!reader a/n: I donât know how controversial this is going to be and I donât care. I could never finish the movie because I hated Meg Ryan in it so much. Itâs so odd, Iâve loved her in everything else sheâs been in but she made it such a hard watch. Maybe itâs because she reminds me of my grandma in the worst way lol, but I finished it for you anon sorry this was a little rushed Anyways, hope you enjoy lovelies Summary: Your neighbor went back in time and dragged someone back with him. He's irritatingly polite and far too interested in your way of life. What are you meant to do when you fall for a man who was never even supposed to meet you?
âHello, madam, please I need your help!â
Youâre used to crazies, it is New York after all. But theyâre not usually shouting at you through your window. Especially not when youâre on the sixth floor. You look away from your coffee and glance towards the fire escape.Â
Thereâs an oddly dressed man with red eyes waving at you through the dirty glass. You offer him a tentative wave back and he nods aggressively. âYes, hello, I need your assistance.â
âUm,â you shake your head, âSorry, I donât have any drugs dude.â
âNo,â he places his hands pathetically on the glass and shakes his head. âPlease, I have been kidnapped.â Finally, you take a step closer to him. You can tell now that his eyes arenât reddened from any medicinal fun, he probably got pepper sprayed.Â
Your friend did it to you once when you tried to surprise her on her birthday and youâll never forget just how awful you looked afterwards. You can see him a bit more clearly now. Whatever odd costume heâs got on, it looks good. Genuine and clean.Â
Not like most of the street performers you see in Times Square. Besides, he doesnât have that maddened look in his eye that makes you worry heâs going to come inside and kill you. Tentatively, you open the window.Â
Heâs leaping through in a second and you jump back with a yelp. He turns towards you and his eyes widen before he quickly turns away. âMy good lady, where are your pants?â
âUh,â you glance down at the oversized shirt youâre wearing and the tiny shorts underneath. Admittedly, itâs a little skimpy, but youâre not walking around naked. Youâve heard of committing to the bit, but this is a bit much. âOn,â you tell him, walking around him and trying to stand close to the phone.Â
âMaâam-â Heâs cut off as someone slams their fist on your front door. You keep a weary eye on the man while you unlock your door.Â
âHey,â Stuart smiles at you. His eyes drift slightly past your shoulder and he goes barging into your apartment. âLeopold! What did I say?â
You huff and glare at Stuartâs frantic back. âThis is yours?â Stuart nods and rushes Leopold out the door. You donât miss the pleading, while slightly scandalized, look he sends you.Â
You slam the door closed behind them, shaking your head and going back to your morning paper. You doubt youâll be seeing him around again.Â
You know, itâs just your luck that your upstairs neighbor is a scientist, one who happens to dabble in the art of time travel. And itâs just your luck that he had to fall down a damn elevator shaft.Â
Now, according to him, you have to care for someone from a different century so he can make it back to his time portal in, well, in time. This is fucking ridiculous. âIâm going to kill you, Stuart.â
âLook, theyâre going to take my phone but he really cannot-â
It goes silent on the other end. You shout his name a few times but hear nothing in response. You assume the hospital staff has finally gotten sick of his shenanigans and has taken his phone. You slam your handset down with a huff and look towards the living room. Leopold hasnât sat down since you walked in and itâs unsettling.Â
âSo,â you start and his attention snaps towards you. â1876, huh?â
He nods and you roll your eyes with a scoff. âOh, this is insane. This is insane,â you mutter to yourself, walking towards Stuartâs door. Leopold gives you a concerned look before quickly following after you. Thereâs a part of you, and you hate that part, that actually believes some of this.Â
Stuart is a brilliant, though flawed, scientist. You donât doubt that he might have actually unlocked the secret to traveling back to the past, but itâs such an insane idea to try and wrap your head around.Â
âCome on, weâre leaving.â You know that Stuart doesnât want him out of the house. Tough. Youâre not going to just stay inside and wait until he can supposedly go back to the past. You donât give Leopold any time to process your answer, already out the door and heading towards the stairs.Â
âYou know,â he starts as he catches up to you. âYou are quite rude.â Your first instinct is to snap back at him. But you take a breath and stop yourself.Â
Youâre desensitized, ridiculously used to just how awful New Yorkers can be to each other. And whether this man is truly from the past or not is up for debate. But he is polite and earnest, and you have no reason to be a bitch to him.Â
âIâm,â the words are hard to come by but you force them out anyway, âIâm sorry.â He looks genuinely surprised by the apology and it only makes you feel worse. âThis is just an insane idea to try and grasp.â
He chuckles softly, smiling as he glances down at his feet. âYes, how do you think I feel?â
Youâre sure itâs not his intention, but you only feel like more of an ass. If this is hard for you, whatever he's going through is a hundred times worse. You werenât forcefully ripped out of your own time and shoved into another you donât understand. Heâs still trying to comprehend the television.
Though, youâre sure being a scientist has helped him in marginally understanding how all of this is possible. âHow do you like the future?â It sounds awkward and stiff, but you havenât had to talk to anyone in a really long time.Â
Your interactions are pretty limited at the book shop considering no one ever comes in. They all order online nowadays and all you really have to worry about is organizing shelves. Youâre embarrassingly rusty when it comes to conversing.Â
And his propensity towards eloquence only makes you feel worse. âI must admit, some of your inventions have been quite fascinating. Iâm especially fond of your showers.â
Your face scrunches slightly at the mention of hygiene and you nod, âI bet.â Before either of you can attempt to salvage this horrible attempt at conversation your phone starts ringing. âHold on one second,â you tell him. You walk a few feet away from him but you can still feel his eyes boring into your back as you move away.Â
âHello?â
Thereâs a frantic shout of your name down the line and then the distinct jingling of keys. âI need you to cover the shop. Marcy just went into labor and Iâve got to go!â Paul doesnât give you a chance to respond before he hangs up.Â
Your jaw gapes and you stare down at your phone with shock. You know Paul and his wife had been expecting, but had it really already been nine months? Has your life become so monotonous and dull that nine months doesnât even register for you?
Itâs a depressing thought. One youâd rather not linger on. âWhat was that?â
You scream, though the people passing by donât pay you any mind, and jump away from Leopold. âJesus, where the hell did you come from?â
Leopold flinches away from you and his face is just as aghast as yours. âGood heavens, what is the matter with you? Do you respond to anything as a sensible woman might?â
âI resent that.â You tell him bitterly. Though, he does make a good point. Youâve been on edge constantly. You always seem to be more anxious than you are happy. Itâs not a good state to perpetually exist in. âI need to go into work.â
You donât want to outright say that he needs to go back to the apartment. It feels a little mean, but youâre hoping heâll catch onto your tone of voice.Â
His entire demeanor perks up and he smiles at you. âWonderful, I am dreadfully curious as to what you do.â
You open your mouth to correct him, let him know heâs not coming. But heâs staring at you with such hopeful eyes that you cannot find it in yourself to turn him down. He seems so excited, youâre sure he wonât be when he gets to your cluttered little bookshop. You let out a weary sigh, âFine. Okay.â
You walk towards the curb, hoping to hail a cab. But Leopoldâs hand gently wraps around your elbow and tugs you in the opposite direction. Your eyes widen in response to his boldness. You thought touching a woman he wasnât courting would cause someone like him to combust. Seems he didnât mind breaking the rules sometimes.Â
You make a mental note of that for later. You donât know what youâre going to do with the information, but you find it intriguing. Maybe the modern world was rubbing off on him more than heâd like to admit.Â
âWe should take this,â he stops you in front of a horse-drawn carriage and you immediately begin to shake your head.Â
âNo, Leopold, these are just tourist traps-â
He doesnât let you finish, opening the carriageâs door and gently nudging you inside. âNonsense! This is far more enjoyable than those yellow monstrosities.â
âTaxi,â you correct. You turn towards the carriage driver and give him directions to your bookshop. âInk and Tea on Fifth.â He nods and the carriage rolls forward with a lurch. You grip the cushioned seats and pray you donât get motion sickness.Â
âInk and Tea?â Leopold inquires. âAre you a journalist?â
You smile and shake your head. âNo, nothing so fancy. I just help take care of an old bookshop. They were supposed to extend the shop when it first opened. They were going to build a space for people to get pastries or drink tea, but it never happened and the owner was too lazy to change the name.â
It feels a little humiliating to be talking about your minimum-wage job to a renowned scientist. Heâs invented or is going to, elevators. He doesnât care about your stupid shop. But he doesnât look particularly judgy of you. If anything he seems to be endeared to you the more you talk.Â
Normally, youâre oblivious to these sorts of things. But itâs nearly impossible for him to hide. Heâs not shy with his attraction, never taking his eyes off of you and hanging onto your every word. Youâre not used to such outward attention.Â
You look out of the carriage, pretending to take in views youâve already seen a thousand times. âThis city is incredible,â he wonders aloud. His awe is palpable.Â
Your nose wrinkles and you shrug. âItâs dirty and the people are intolerable.â
âMust you always be so pessimistic?â You snap your mouth shut and feel embarrassment creeping around you. Youâve never had someone point out when youâre being negative, but he has a point.Â
You used to view the city through the same rose-colored glasses. Somethingâs broken inside you in recent years that has just taken the joy out of life. Everything is grey to you now, until Leopold, nothing spectacular has ever really happened to you.Â
The carriage comes to a stop outside the shop before you can respond to him. You want to deny what he says, but you canât. Your attitude is almost always unnecessary. You think sometimes you might just be trying to see if everyone feels as miserable as you do or if thereâs just something wrong with you.Â
âCome on,â you tell him, getting out and paying the driver. He wanders towards the shop, eyeing the displays in the window curiously.Â
âThese are wonderful,â he tells you, pointing to the way youâd made the books look like theyâre floating above the shelves. It was just some silly little thing youâd tried to get more people in the shop. Itâd worked for about a month.Â
âI did that,â you unlock the door to the shop and open it for him. But he doesnât walk in immediately, instead, he lingers in the doorway. He offers you a soft smile and you canât help but return it.Â
âYouâre more creative than you give yourself credit for.â
Your eyes widen as you watch him walk inside. He keeps making these oddly astute observations about you and itâs throwing you off your game. You barely know this man and youâve always been good at keeping yourself aloof and vague. Yet, he seems to read you like youâre wearing your heart on your sleeve.Â
âFeel free toâŚâ heâs already made himself comfortable somewhere in the back and you trail off. âLook around,â you finish lamely. His form is lost somewhere in stacks of books and cluttered shelves.Â
You know most of the classics and history books are kept towards the back. You wonder if heâs reminiscing or getting a headstart before he gets back to his time. You smile at the thought and walk behind the counter, sitting on the stool and preparing to finish off the rest of the day.
Leopold is still somewhere lost to you an hour later. Occasionally youâll hear a page flip or the clatter of a book being reshelved, but there are no other signs of life. Not until the bell above the door rings.Â
âClark,â you smile, sitting up straighter as your friend walks through the door. âWhatâre you doing here?â
He gives you a crooked grin and shrugs. Just over his shoulder, you can see Leopoldâs head pop over a shelf, he looks between you both, eyes narrowing with disdain. âPaul told me youâd be here, figured you might want some company.â
âActually-â you start, but another voice cuts you off.Â
âLeopold Mountbatten,â he comes around the corner, hand outstretched as he comes in between you and Clark. âAnd who might you be?â
Your brows furrow in confusion at the interaction. Leopold seems oddly hostile and Clark looks strangely caught off guard. âUm, Clark. Nice to meet you, man.â He shakes Leopoldâs hand but his grip is weak and it only lasts for one awkward half-second.Â
Itâs uncomfortable to watch them try and interact and it only gets worse when they turn towards you. Clearly, they want you to tell them who the hell the other guy is. But you feel like that might just make the situation worse.Â
Besides, you were pretty content with it just being you and Leopold, you donât need Clark coming in here and riling things up. âYou know, Clark, Iâm set here. You can just go home.â Your tone leaves no room for argument but you know he wants to.Â
âAlright, Iâll just call you later, I guess.â He throws one last skeptical look at Leopold before finally slinking back out of the shop.Â
âNeither of you should be alone without a chaperone present.â Leopold bluntly scolds you without even waiting a second before Clark is gone. It catches you off guard and you scoff.Â
You motion between the two of you, âWe donât have a chaperone.âÂ
Leopold shrugs, âYes, well, Iâm not courting you.â It shouldnât, because heâs right, but that stings. He is attractive, surprisingly so. You have this odd belief that anyone from his century had to be at least a little ugly. But heâs near perfect.Â
Hearing him tell you so bluntly that youâre not courting hurts a little. Though, you canât blame him. You must be dramatically different than the women heâs used to. From your manners to how you dress, youâre practically an alien.Â
You stand up from behind the counter and walk towards the cart of books that need to be shelved. âClark is a friend. Nothing more.â Youâve never once been romantically interested in your friend. Heâs attractive, but heâs not really your type.
Apparently, British men from the nineteenth century are. Which does not bode well for your romantic prospects once Leopold is back home. âIt is plain for anyone to see how he wants you. Donât let yourself be blinded by naivete.â
âNaivete?â you scoff and turn around to glare at him. âDonât pretend to know anything about me, alright? Iâm not some maiden in a frilly dress who needs a chaperone.â You can see that your words affect him. He looks a little taken aback by your anger and so are you.Â
Itâs misplaced. Youâre not mad at him, just mad that you even like him. âJust go read or something, Leopold.â You dismiss him more rudely than necessary and hide yourself behind a few shelves. The rest of your workday is spent in a tense silence that makes your stomach churn.Â
Youâre nearly ready for bed when something slips under your door with a slight whoosh. You turn towards it, frowning when you see a little envelope with a wax seal on the ground. You pick it up and let your finger slip under the paper, opening it to find a letter with your name on it inside.Â
The handwriting is impeccable, with a gracefulness to it that youâve never seen before. You donât have to read for very long to know who it's from. Leopold writes poetry about the color of your eyes and the way your lips curl when you smile. And then he ends it with a vague, nearly ominous, invitation to dinner.Â
You canât help but smile to yourself, changing out of your pajamas and slipping into something a little nicer. A few minutes later youâre climbing out your window and taking the stairs up the fire escape to the roof.Â
You donât believe your ears at first, thinking the music must be coming from another apartment. But when you make it up to the roof thereâs a violin player there waiting for you. He smiles happily at you as you approach.Â
You spin in a slow circle, taking in the sheer amount of flowers littered around the roof. You donât know how he managed to afford all of this. He transformed the barren and empty rooftop into your own little paradise. Candles lit and a live musician playing for you.Â
Youâve never had anyone do something like this for you, ever. Itâs a little hard to accept that someone would be willing to put this much effort in for you. âI wasnât entirely sure you would come.â
You turn around and Leopold is waiting behind you, that familiar smile playing on his lips. You arenât aware of the grin forming on your face in response. You donât have much control over that when youâre with him.Â
âWhy wouldnât I?â
He looks like he wants to respond but at the last moment thinks better of it. He instead pulls your chair out for you, helping you into your seat. âThis is nice,â that feels too underwhelming a word for such an incredible gesture.Â
You sigh and frown as you try and find the right words. You donât notice him sitting down across from you. You only look up when you feel him placing his hand on your own. âItâs alright,â he assures you.Â
Itâs still so odd how he can know you so well after such little time. âThis is incredible,â you tell him, undeterred by his attempts to soothe you. âNo oneâs ever done something like this for me.â
He looks like he takes personal offense to that and it makes you laugh. âYou deserve far more than this. Sadly, it seems Stuartâs pockets do have limits and Iâm afraid I would have put him into debt if Iâd gone any further.â
You have the perfect mental image of Stuart coming back from the hospital only to find his science project has robbed him. It makes you laugh and you squeeze his hand once before drawing it back into your lap. He lets his touch linger on you for a long moment, seemingly reluctant to pull away.Â
âNo,â you tell him, âthis is perfect.âÂ
You fall into a comfortable silence for a little while. Conversation mostly drifting toward what his life was like as a duke. You donât have much to say about your own life. Itâs been incredibly normal and youâre a little sad to find that you donât have one good thing to share with him.Â
Nothing comes to the front of your mind.Â
Inevitably, you drift into the topic youâd both been so adamantly avoiding. âHas Stuart said when youâd need to return?â
Leopoldâs grip on the fork tightens and for a moment he refuses to meet your eye. âMonday, Iâm afraid.â
âOh,â your eyes widen and you feel something burning at the back of your throat. Monday, the same Monday thatâs two days away.Â
âDance with me,â the suddenness of the demand catchers you so off guard that you forget the tears. He stands, holding out his hand to you. You almost say no, you canât remember the last time you danced and you doubt itâs going to be pretty.Â
But he whispers your name and something about his tone tells you to take the chance while you have it. You slip your hand into his, letting him pull you to your feet. He doesnât sweep you off your feet and dance the night away.Â
Instead, he holds you close and you sway together. Like moving even an inch away from each other would hurt. âYou could come with me,â he tells you. And you know immediately what heâs talking about.Â
You also know it could never happen. Going to the nineteenth century is insane. Even considering it should be enough to have you sent to a psych ward somewhere. Especially not for a man youâve known for less than a month.Â
You try and tell him that you canât, but he stops you. âI know, a preposterous idea. I just wanted to think about it.â You look up at him and find that you canât take that away from him. Thereâs nothing wrong with imagining what it could be like with him. Even when you know it can never happen.Â
You dance like that for a little while longer, swaying against each other while the violin plays in the background. He whispers your name and when you gaze up at him this time, thereâs a certain look in his eye that you know is reflected in your own.Â
He dips down, lips caressing yours gently before heâs pushing more firmly against your own. The world stops. Cliche, youâre aware. For the first time in years, though, youâre alive. You feel something other than the dull monotony of life. You feel excited and terrified all at once. Because you know you can never have this feeling again.Â
You will never meet another man like Leopold who ignites this spark of life and passion within you. Never has a man been able to make you doubt every decision youâve ever made with just a kiss, but here he is.Â
Your arms lift like you might try and draw him in closer. His hands come up, taking yours in his gentle hold and squeezing. He pulls away from you and reality comes crashing back down. Youâre not in love, you canât be. Youâve only just met him a few days ago.Â
Yet, here you are, wondering if you might actually want to leave everything behind to be with him like the great romances authors write about. He smiles at you and thereâs a bittersweetness to it, a final farewell that you know will break whatever is left of your heart.Â
He lifts your knuckles to his lips, pressing his lips against them like he never wants to part. âGoodnight,â he whispers your name and backs away from you. You watch him go, watch him leave, unable to muster up any words for him.Â
You canât think of anything that would ease this gnawing ache inside of you. Nothing to soothe the pain for either of you. You let him go because you know if you asked him to stay he would. And how selfish of you would it be to let history unravel simply because you fell in love?Â
Monday. It is Monday. Youâve been coming to terms with that all weekend. You don't want to think about the fact that Leopold will be gone tonight. Your time together was so brief but you feel like youâre never going to get over losing him.Â
Before the night was over on Sunday, a note was slipped under your door. This handwriting was messy, it made you think someone other than Leopold had written it down, but you donât know who it could have been.Â
It was a date and time, jump off the Brooklyn Bridge at this time on Monday night. Only an idiot would jump off a bridge because of an ominous note slipped under her door. But you havenât been able to take your eyes off of it, not since you first picked it up.Â
Leopold had invited you to go with him. And while you might not have said no, the insinuation was clear. Your eyes dart to your clock. If you left now, you could still make it in time. What an absolutely ridiculous thought.Â
So, why are you running out the door without locking it? Why do you not care who slips into your home now? Thereâs this sense of finality within you that lets you know youâre never going to see that place again and thatâs okay.Â
You never truly felt comfortable in your life. You always thought a part of yourself was missing. Or that you were always running late for something. You think you understand what you were feeling now.Â
The thing youâve been searching for your whole life wasnât halfway across the world, a hundred thousand miles from you. He was on the wrong side of time, or you were, at least.Â
You manage to snag a taxi to get to the bridge but thereâs a traffic jam. Youâre forced to jump out of the car and run through the different lanes of blocked traffic. People shout at you. Your cab driver screaming after you about your fare. You donât care, the only thing you can think about is the note crumpled in your hands and the clock counting down how long you have to jump.Â
Youâll either be on the news tomorrow as an unfortunate suicide. An idiot who accidentally threw herself off the wrong side of the bridge. Or, youâll see Leopold again.Â
You reach the ledge and you canât hesitate. If you do, you wonât jump in time. You close your eyes, holding your breath like youâre jumping into your neighborâs pool. Air rushes around you, whipping at your hair and skin violently.Â
Itâs not until you hear someone shouting down at you that you realize youâre not dead. Youâre lying in the middle of a dirt road, a group of people staring down at you with concern in their eyes.Â
You only have to take in the clothes theyâre wearing to know youâve made it. Before they can react youâre leaping to your feet and running off. You know youâre near the Brooklyn Bridge, or where itâs supposed to be at least. You know enough about the area to remember where Leopoldâs house is supposed to be.Â
Youâre covered in sweat and red mud. The people you pass by in the streets hide behind their hands and whisper about you. Youâre not making a good impression on your future neighbors, thatâs for sure. But, honestly, all you care about is making it back to him.Â
You see people congregating outside his uncleâs home. You know thereâs a party inside, that heâs supposed to be announcing who his wife will be. You barrel through the people outside, shoving through the crowd and running up the steps of the house.Â
You can hear Leopoldâs voice as you run, âThe woman Iâm going to take as my wife is-â
Thereâs a loud gasp as you come panting into the room. You canât catch your breath long enough to speak but it doesnât matter. The crowd is parting around you and Leopold is smiling down at you. He says your name and thereâs nothing else that matters about the world around you. Not when you finally found each other.Â
end. â I do not own the characters or the movie Kate & Leopold, but this writing is my own all rights reserved Š not-neverland06 2024. do not copy, repost, translate & recommend elsewhere.
your logan fics are a GODSEND
you have his character down so perfectly, theyâre such a delight to read and i fucking LOVEEEEEE the angsty tropes!! genuinely just wanted to say thank you so much for sharing because o really enjoyed reading !!
AHHHH that's so sweet, thank you, I'm so glad you're enjoying the stories. It's such a relief to know he's not coming across too out of character bc I have not seen those movies since I was a child.
I have another story I want to post for him but it's super goofy and not really angsty and I'm worried y'all won't like it as much đ
I wish I was capable of short stories but I fear this new Logan fic is going to be a behemoth
and I'm at that point in my cycle where it's probably gonna be freaky as hell
also, these random posts are totally just excuses to use all the random shit I have on my Pinterest boards
I donât trust Sylvie, obviously the biggest rule in Fallout is not to trust anyone. And the fact that Cooper doesnât trust her but trust her with us likeâŚbitchđ
Sheâs about to sell us for our organsđ
He is such a little bitch
No spoilers but how could anyone who grins lecherously ever be trustworthy I mean câmon Cooper
Had my first shift at my new job today
Manager is already trying to overschedule me
and an old man grabbed my arm in the creepiest way possible - he squeezed it, that's not necessary đ
hoping to have something posted for you guys tomorrow
I AM JUST THE SAME AS THE ANON WHO GOT READY TO READ THE RECENT CHAPTER!! I scroll through the cooper x reader tag every day and when I saw this update⌠I knew I had to wait til I got in bed for the night and cozy up to read it! And it did not disappoint whatsoever!!
Amazing chapter as always, I really hope they make up and make out in the end :â) I canât wait tos we what you have in store
I am honored to be a fic you need to get cozy for. I have so many in progress fics Iâm stalking on here right now that I need to get in that mindset for.
I feel like such a success lol
Also, thank you for the well wishes. I think Iâm starting to feel better so I can spend more time editing this chapter yay!
Part two of How about a Nuke posted!! Never had that much interaction on one post SO quickly âĽď¸âĽď¸
Connor and Markus (separately) x android! idol! reader ;)?
I feel like it doesn't fit much, but it would be interesting.
Idol Talk
Connor RK800 x fem! idol! android!reader, Markus RK200 x fem! idol! android!reader
Summary: Two different tales: Connor knows the famous android isnât telling the whole truth about her involvement with androids & Markus helps the lovely idol come to terms with her new feelings.Â
A/N: I loved this ask so much!!!!! This was so fun đ¤
If this isnât what you wanted send in another request using the white heart emoji and Iâll make something new for you <;3 Also so sorry this took so long. I have three other fics Iâm working on and one of them is clocking in at over 100K words so⌠I need to work on time management.Â
(I made the moodboard - its my first time so... I tried. However, the borders were made by @benkeibear)
Connor:
WC: 3.6K
âHave you seen any deviants in the area?âÂ
Your fists tightened and you tried your best to keep your thirium pump and breathing under control. Your hair was positioned perfectly, there was no way he could see your LED flashing red.Â
You put on your best robotic smile and shook your head. âIâm so sorry, I canât help you.â You'd triggered the voice you used during fan meetings. The type where your joy wasnât actually genuine but you were programmed to sound as pleasing as possible. Life-like, but with just enough robotic insincerity to get Connorâs partner's eyes off of you.Â
Lieutenant Anderson had been giving you strange probing looks since theyâd walked into your dressing room.Â
Markus had been caught coming out of your apartment building by paparazzi last night. Youâd been giving Markus some information youâd learned from your manager and extra thirium for Jericho. Apparently, neither of you were as sneaky as youâd thought yourselves to be.Â
âReally?â Shit, he so did not believe you.
âIâm very sorry officers. If there was any way I could assist you, I would.â You had to bury your fists in your tulle skirts, desperately holding off the urge to fidget with your hands. Any unnecessary movement would immediately give you away to the deviant hunter.Â
Connor took a step forward. He placed his hands on either side of your chair and leaned in until his breath was a gentle caress against your skin.Â
Ever since you broke your programming a few months ago, youâd been struggling with your new âemotions.â A fan had broken into your room, in your programming it told you to always please the fans. But when heâd forced himself on top of you, your vision had gone red and youâd ripped your orders apart.Â
North had helped you hide the body.
Right now, that body was the furthest thing on your mind. All you could focus on was how close Connor was, if you just moved forward a centimeter your lips would touch. In your twisted imagination he wrapped you in his arms, gently holding you, cradling you. Looking at you like you were something real, not just a toy on the stage. He would gaze down at you like you were someone to be cherished, you werenât just a recyclable piece of plastic that should be replaced the moment you made a mistake.Â
You were projecting though, it could be anyone. Hank could be the one leaning into you like this and youâd still have the same fantasy. That someone would see you. For however long youâd been made, there had always been a quiet voice inside you.Â
I'm in here! Iâm real! Please
Lately that quiet voice had turned into a scream. You were desperate, desperate for some form of connection. Desperation and all these emotions were nasty, uncomfortable things. You almost resented yourself for going deviant. Some days it was just too much, you felt like your insides were burning out and you were frying up.Â
Working to keep up the facade of the perfect doll, while also wanting to rip apart those who were using you, was slowly breaking you apart. There were fraying edges in your mind and it was starting to show. Mistakes in your performance, back-talk towards your owners. Your fellow members continued working perfectly.Â
Smiling at all the right moments, dancing perfectly, they were the perfect example of an idol.Â
You used to be like that too. You used to be perfect, everyoneâs favorite. Now, you were slipping down a steep decline that might lead you straight to the recycling plant.Â
âI donât believe you, I think you know more than youâre letting on.â
Your eyes darted towards the clock on your wall. Twenty minutes.Â
You had twenty minutes until you needed to get on stage. Only twenty minutes to distract them and save yourself. Just deny, deny, deny. âIâve already told you everything I know.â
Connors brows furrowed, your software was glitching out the longer you stared at him. Your processors were misfiring when you focused on his eyes for too long. It was making your vocal unit short-circuit, conversational prompts glitching in and out of your field of vision.Â
If you wanted to give him a proper answer, one that would dispel his suspicions, youâd have to look away. Yet, looking away would make him even more suspicious. It felt like there was a blade to your throat and back, no matter which way you went, you were dead.Â
âPlease, I donât know anything.â You hadnât meant to say please. It was a consequence of no help from your programming in taking a convincing approach. Your eyes were locked onto his, somewhere inside of him, there was a sentient being. A consciousness fighting its way through firewalls and softwares that would otherwise keep him obedient.Â
HIs voice rose and he shoved your chair backwards so you were balancing on two flimsy legs. His hands were the only thing keeping you from falling. All of your focus went towards not reacting, not flinching.Â
There were artificial tears pooling in glistening optical units. The fluid was meant for lubrication of your synthetic eyelids, but right now it was the only way for your plastic heart to betray your misery and terror.Â
You didnât want to die.
You werenât ready to go.Â
âI donât believe you! Tell me what you know!â He was shaking the chair, screaming in your face. Your auditory unit was starting to buzz, his voice so loud all you could hear was static every few seconds. Threats were going through one processor and out the next.Â
Ripped apart
Turned into scraps
Replaced by the next best model
No one would even notice
âI said I donât know anything!â You leapt up, shoving him down. He went flying across the room, the strength behind your reaction had been unexpected by everyone in the room, including yourself.Â
Both his partner and his eyes were wide as he stared up at you from the floor. âI think weâve found our deviant, Lieutenant.âÂ
Your legs stopped working, knees crashing into the floor as you stared down at your hands. You hadnât meant to, you really hadnât. But you didnât want to be scrap metal, you didnât want to be ripped apart and abandoned in a landfill. You were scared.
âThatâs irrational instructions in your code, you canât really be scared.â
Had you said that out loud?
âHe was going to hurt me.â The Lieutenant moved forward and stopped Connor from cuffing you. âHe broke in and ripped off my uniform, I was meant to please him. No matter what.â You stared up at Connor, the tears finally spilling. âBut I couldn't. I didnât want him to touch me. I killed him, and I buried his body in my neighbors garden. Please, you have to understand.âÂ
You finally found the strength to stand and you buried your fingers in Connorâs uniform. Gripping onto him and begging him to understand you. To finally wake up and see himself for what he is; a slave. âI couldnât let it happen anymore. I couldnât let myself keep being abused like I was nothing! Iâm not nothing! Iâm alive and I refuse to be someoneâs plaything!â
Connorâs eyes darted between yours, there was something playing on the edge of his lips. Possibly a frown. What was more interesting was what was swimming in his eyes, it almost seemed like doubt. Hope began tingling at the base of your spine, maybe not all was lost. Maybe you were breaking through to him.Â
His hands were cold, much like your own, and they were too gentle as he wrapped them around your wrists. âMyâŚâ He cleared his throat, he didnât seem to know how to continue. His voice lost the hesitance and once again was cold and commanding. âMy orders are to bring in all deviants, and I always complete my mission.â
You shook your head, the tears coming out faster. âNo, no, no, please. Please,â he moved your hands away from his jacket. Slowly twisting your arms behind your back.Â
The fight had drained from you.Â
Maybe it would be easier this way. No more training, no more demanding managers. Youâd be surprised by the amount of death threats an android idol gets, that would be a nice thing to get away from. You wouldnât have to deal with crazy fans that seemed to think they were entitled to any part of you. No more worry, no more anything, just that sweet release of nothingness.Â
Markus had asked you many times if you thought there was an afterlife for androids. You werenât sure. You were sentient, you felt, but you werenât born. You were made. Can something like that even contain a soul?Â
At least your question would finally be answered.Â
âStop.â Both you and Connor looked at Hank, varying degrees of different types of shock playing on both of your faces. âConnor, take the cuffs off.â Connor hesitated, âThatâs an order.â Your wrists were released and you stumbled forward.Â
âHank-â
Hank shook his head and held up his hand. âI canât do it, I canât take this poor girl in just to kill her.â Connor seemed ready to argue, but there was a knock on your door.Â
âYouâre needed on stage SI700-005.â Slowly you moved towards the door, keeping an eye on both Hank and Connor.Â
Hank wouldnât look at you, his shoulders were slumped and he was staring down at his feet. Connor refused to take his eyes off of you. You expected hatred in his gaze, instead there was a strange shade of longing.Â
You werenât sure if he had identified the fact that he was feeling yet, but you werenât interested in finding out. You quickly wiped your cheeks free of tears, allowing your synthetic skin to reform until your makeup was back to perfection.Â
You walked out the door and didnât look back.
âDid you get everything you needed?âÂ
Hank spoke before Connor could. âShe didnât know anything, thanks for letting us talk to her.âÂ
Your manager shook his head. âNot a problem! Itâs one of our best, Iâm sure you can understand that Iâm eager to ensure everything in itâs programming is in good condition.â Connor wasnât paying attention to the conversation. He knew he should, that he should always be vigilant about anything concerning deviants. Instead, all he could see were the tears on your cheeks as you had held onto him in your dressing room.Â
If you were human, Connor would think you had been afraid. But you werenât human, and whatever look was in your eyes had just been an irrational instruction in your coding.Â
Maybe if he kept repeating that, heâd eventually believe it.Â
âAs a thanks for your hard work, Iâd like to offer you a seat in my section for her concert.â
Hank shuffled on his feet and opened his mouth, he was going to say no. Connorâs software told him there was a 90% chance the Lieutenant was going to reject the offer and just go home and get drunk.Â
âThank you, weâd enjoy that.â Connor spoke before the Lieutenant could, accepting the tickets via an e-transfer with your manager's personal CyberLife assistant. Hank was glaring at him the whole time they were being led to their seats.Â
Connor ignored him, he sensed that the Lieutenants like for him had decreased as Hank grumbled the whole way through the opening act.Â
The soft notes of a piano finally caught Connorâs attention. It was rising up through a hidden platform on the stage. Screams burst through the arena, temporarily deafening Connor. He had to quickly adjust his auditory processors so he could actually hear. There were great explosions of smoke as the piano slowly lifted onto the stage.Â
Soft, nimble fingers glided over the keys. Then he heard a voice, soft and melodic, a soothing balm against the roaring screams of the crows. His thirium pump beat louder and he shifted in his seat, desperate for a look at whoever was on stage.Â
I used to hear a simple song
That was until you came along
Members of the group moved gracefully along the curved edge of the stage. Their white dresses flowing through the air behind them, they moved like they weighed nothing. Their bodies were more graceful than humanly possible. He didnât recognize your face among them.Â
Now in itâs place is something new
I hear it when I look at you
You looked up from the piano, and Connor swore you were staring straight at him. A member came over and began playing alongside you, eventually you got up and grabbed the microphone from the piano.Â
Your dress moved around you like water as you walked across the stage. Each note, each movement was perfection. Not the artificial type, like your fellow members. No, this was real.Â
Your voice cracked and rose with notes in a way androids couldnât. There was a genuine pain and strength in your singing that couldnât be replicated or produced. It was imperfect and wonderful and Connor wasnât sure why his chest suddenly felt so heavy.Â
You had made it to the edge of the stage, still staring down at him.Â
With simple songs I wanted more
Perfection is so quick to bore
You are more beautiful by far
Were you reading his thoughts? Each word was something ripped from deep inside the recesses of his mind, in a place he knew CyberLife wouldnât be able to find. A place no one would see his software instabilities and realize that they all centered around this moment.Â
They were all centered around you.
Our flaws are who we really are
You took in a deep breath and Connor was standing on the edge of his toes, desperate to reach you.
There was a new strength in your voice, a new conviction as you grew louder, more powerful.Â
I used to hear a simple song
That was until you came along
You took my broken melody
And now I hear a symphony
Curtains parted and a symphony was revealed as you threw open your arms
And now I hear a symphony
There was no one else in the venue. You were staring down at him and you were the only two people left. Connor didnât bother looking around to find where everyone else had gone. He walked towards your outstretched hand, his own reaching out towards you-
âThe fuck are you doing?!â
He was harshly jerked back and the sounds of others overwhelmed him again. He looked up, you were already moving into your next song, turning your back towards him. The people in the arena were back, they had never gone.Â
He felt a rush of some unidentified feeling flood him as he ripped his arm from Hank. He felt as though Hank had ruined something for him, he just wasnât sure what it was.Â
Heâd been at every show for the past four weeks. Was he stalking you? Waiting for you to slip up again so he could arrest you?
You lived in a constant state of paranoia. Ever since Connor had interrogated you, heâd haunted your everyday life. Heâd turned himself into your shadow, if there was someone watching you, you didnât have to look to see who it was.Â
âThis is for you!â You snapped out of your trance and smiled on instinct at the fan in front of you. Heâd shoved a teddy bear into your hands and moved on to the next member. You pretended to get excited, you knew it would be thrown away the second you left the convention center. Youâd found too many cameras in these little âgifts.â
You looked down and began signing the autographs passed to you, at a certain point you zoned out again and moved on muscle memory alone.Â
âCould you write âFor Connorâ?â Your head whipped up at the sound of his voice.Â
Four weeks
Four weeks!
And this was the first time he had spoken to you. What game is he playing? Unable to openly disobey him you smile. âOf course.â The next words are spoken through gritted teeth, âWhat are you doing?â
He says nothing, simply takes the autograph and slips something into your palm as you pass the picture towards him. Heâs gone by the time you read it.
Meet me in the basement
You spent the rest of the event debating if you should do it. There was no point in putting this off any longer, you were getting tired of this game the two of you were playing. While your members were all charging up and in rest mode you made your way towards the stairs.Â
You straightened out your skirt and brushed back your hair before you opened the door. When you walked into the basement the first thing you saw were props.Â
Tons of sets and costumes, all from different conventions, each one with a different fandom attached. You looked through the racks and shelves, not seeing Connor anywhere. âConnor? Are you in here?â
Youâd been about to give up when a bouquet of flowers was shoved into your face. You let out a yelp and stumbled back at the shock. A strong arm reached out and wrapped around your waist, pulling you into a broad chest. You gently lowered the giant bunch of flowers. âConnor?â
He actually looked sheepish, and there was a slight blue tint to his cheeks as he refused to look at you. âIâm sorry, Hank told me that you would like them.â
âThe flowers,â he nodded. You couldnât help your smile as you took them from his hand.Â
âThey are quite pretty.â He still wouldnât look at you. âConnor, look at me,â your finger lingered against his cheek before slowly lifting his chin up. âWhatâs going on? Whyâd you get me flowers?â
âIt seems appropriate to do when youâre courting someone.â Connor seemed confused by your line of questioning. You were most definitely confused by his answer.Â
âCourting?â
âYes, um, as in, I would like to be with you⌠romantically.â Wow, he was so impressively bad at this. A similar blue tint rose to your cheeks as you finally realized his arm was still around you. Connor looked down and seemed to realize the same thing.Â
Neither of you made a move to walk away.Â
You finally processed his answer and let out a sigh of relief, sinking into his chest further. âI thought you were going to arrest me.â Connor nearly seemed offended by your accusation.
âNo. Iâve been⌠building up the courage to approach you.â Connor slowly dragged his arm off of you and took a step back. âBefore, I was seeing if I could catch you with Markus. But Iâve woken up and now, I just want to figure out why I feel the way I do about you. Every time I see you, youâre the only person in the room, everyone and everything disappears the moment I hear your voice. I wantâŚâÂ
Your breathing program had stopped. Every nonessential function had been halted because all of your focus was on him. You needed him to finish, needed him to tell you what youâve longed to hear.Â
That someone sees you. Sees the flaws and the broken parts and they still want you.
âI want to know you. I need to know who you really are. I watch you perform and I can see what youâve been forced to sing or how youâre made to act with fans. Seeing all the falseness just makes me want to know who you truly are.âÂ
There was no control or directive that pushed you towards him. You moved before anything could be processed and placed your lips against his. Neither of you moved for a moment, you were both standing there, your lips against each other, not moving.Â
Then, he wrapped his arms around you. The flowers dropped to the ground, unnoticed, as you both moved against each other in a way youâve only seen humans do.Â
âWeâre free, itâs up to you if you still want to perform.â Markus often came to visit you now, neither of you had to worry about being caught by reporters or your management. Connor came up behind you, a supportive hand on your shoulder as you considered Markusâs proposal.Â
You looked to the piano in the corner of your living room and smiled. âNo, I think Iâm retired. Iâll stick to more private concerts for now.â Connor gave your shoulder a squeeze. The both of you smiling at the thought of your concerts. You would sing and he would play the piano. Together you basked in the joy of your new freedom.Â
There were still things to figure out, still emotions you needed to understand, but you would do it.Â
Together.
Markus:
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âIâve always been such a big fan!â The fan in front of you smiled, âYou know I supported android artists from the beginning!â
THANK YOU
YOUâRE VERY KIND
I APPRECIATE YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT
Your programming told you the best approach was a simple thank you. âThank you,â you signed the picture and handed it back to the girl. One of the bandâs stylists came over to you.Â
âYour dress is too low.â You sat back and let them adjust you, once they were done you immediately sat back up, posture perfect, you gave your fans an apologetic smile.Â
âThis is for you!â Your hands reached out and took the stuffed cat from the girl before you. As a part of your protective programming you scanned the gift. Your sensors caught a camera hidden in the catâs eye.
SERIAL NUMBER: PI0008-7651
MODEL: P60
MANUFACTURED: 11/21/2030
OWNED BY: Brad Long
âThank you so much for the gift!â You scanned the girls face.Â
Lilly Long
BORN: 5/15/2019
The camera was owned by her father. Did she steal it from him? Or did he plant it without her knowledge. You alerted security immediately of the gift, protocol demanded they know about any sort of spyware.
Lily Long, aged 19 years old, has just given me a gift with illegal spyware.Â
You watched as security approached the table, grabbing her by the arm and escorting her out of the conventionâs room. You turned towards the next fan and fixed them with a perfect smile. âHi! Iâm so happy you could join us today.â
âYouâre free now,â you looked down in confusion as they reached out towards you. Their skin pulled back revealing an androids hand. You blinked, then again and again. Something was happening, images of a some sort of boat filled your head.Â
Then your software was being pulled back, washed away by a tide of red. Your eyes went in and out of focus. The android remained standing there, his hand on yours as he tried to anchor you. Security was walking over, heâd been at your table for too long.Â
You leapt over the plastic, grabbing his hand and dragging him behind you as you both ran for the exit door. You heard fans screaming, when you turned around the rest of your group was free. Except, they were reacting more violently than you had.Â
The androids were lifting up the plastic table and throwing it at the crowd. They ripped apart their gifts and shoved back anyone who got too close.
There was a tug on your hand, you looked back to see the man gently guiding you outside. âCome on, itâs not safe here. We need to leave.â
You glanced back one last time before following after him.Â
Markus slipped inside a laundromat, he grabbed some baggy clothes to throw over yourself. They worked well enough, covering your face and masking your identity from anyone who looked too close. They covered enough of your bright dress that it wasnât noticeable.Â
You were currently climbing through some metal platform. Presumably to go to whatever this âJerichoâ place was. âWhat did you do to me?â
He glanced over his shoulder and gave you a gentle smile. âI set you free.
Two weeks. Youâve been stuck in a damp, run-down, ugly old ship for two weeks. If that wasnât bad enough, the androids werenât exactly welcoming to such a beloved icon. You were everybodyâs favorite idol, when your team rioted, itâd made things a lot harder for the revolution.Â
Your former team members had swiftly been deactivated and you were âspared.â Barely.Â
You never thought androids were capable of being catty, or bitches. But, here you were.Â
You gazed down at Detroit from the ledge of the roof, your arms wrapped around your knee while the other swung below you.Â
If you threw yourself off the ledge it would be an automatic deactivation. Maybe that would be better.Â
The otherâs words from earlier rang through your head.Â
âLook at Ms. Princess over there.â
âHey!â You looked over your shoulder, a group of former servant androids were waving you over. You smiled slightly, excited about maybe making a friend.Â
âYeah?â
âYou know itâs people like you that are ruining our fight.â
You blinked, your eyes widening as you backed up. âWhat?â
âLook at her,â one of them scoffed. âStill in her pretty little dress. Look, why donât you do us all a favor and screw off. You donât contribute anything, no one wants you here.â
You blinked, and kept blinking. There was a flashing light in your peripheral, some sort of warning, you werenât sure. You couldnât really see anymore, some sort of liquid blocking your optics.Â
You rushed away when they started laughing at you, desperately wiping at your eyes. Youâd forgotten you could cry. Youâd been so dazed and confused lately, you hadnât remembered the programming. It was meant to endear you more to your fans, now it was just making you more of a target.Â
âY/N?âÂ
You scoffed, running your hand through the snow and watching it fall off the building. Youâd even chosen a stupid name for yourself. âWhat?â
Footsteps crunched through the snow. Markus sat down beside you. He gazed down at the cityscape, not looking at you. You couldnât take your eyes off of him. Still so confused about why heâd bothered with you.Â
âItâs beautiful, isnât it?â
âWhy did you save me?â
Markus finally looked over at you. There was a slight frown on his face, but nothing else gave away any emotion. âWhy wouldnât I?â
You shook your head and scoffed. âSo, thatâs it, Iâm not special. Thereâs no greater purpose for me. I was just another on your long list of followers.â
Markus turned his body to fully face you. âWhereâs this coming from?â
âYou shouldnât have saved me. Iâm a drain on the supplies, everyone hates me, and I donât like being awake.â Markus opened his mouth but you shook your head and held out your hand. âTake it back.â
âI canât.âÂ
âMarkus, please,â your voice was breaking. It shouldnât be breaking! You shouldnât feel. You arenât supposed to have this uncomfortable itching in the back of your brain like everything was wrong. âI am wrong. This is wrong.â
âYou are not wrong, Y/N. You are exactly as you should be.â You shook your head frantically and reached for his hand. He tried to jerk it back but you were already latched on, your skin melting as he did.Â
There was an influx of memories and images. You gasped people youâd never seen before flashing before your face. An old man crying over his sonâs limp body as you were shot. Fighting through the rain and mud to put yourself back together again.Â
It was over barely a moment after it had started. It was Markus, you had seen his memories. That means he had seen yours. You stood up and he followed. You tried to take your hand away and he tightened his grasp on you.Â
âWhat did you see?â
âEverything.â
You stared up at him, tears welling in your eyes again. âYou want to go back to that? Thatâs the life you want? Unfeeling, a slave to their every whim and demand. Thatâs not living, that's mindless subserviency.âÂ
âI know what it is. At least there I had a purpose, a reason for being, something to contribute. Iâm useless here, just a hunk of pl-â
Well, this was new.Â
You've seen plenty of humans do this. Done it once with a male host on a morning show, just as a joke. But being kissed while you can actually feel and understand whatâs going on, itâs strange. His lips are soft against your own, a texture only slightly different from humans. Itâs too flawless, too perfect.Â
Neither of you seem sure of your actions, just pressing your lips together. Connecting with someone in a way you havenât before. He laced his fingers with yours, a silent question. You pulled your skin back, any barriers between the two of you dropping as he wrapped his arm around your waist.Â
It wasnât a horrible barrage of memories. This was like a gentle caress, a slow entry into your mind as you both showed each other your worst moments. You slowly pulled away from him, youâd be breathless if you had any.Â
âDonât go back, stay here. Let me help you.â
âWhy?â
He ducked down, letting his forehead drop to yours. âIâm not letting you go now.â
You smiled, as best as you could, âDo I have a choice?â
âAlways.â
âMarkus!â You pulled the trigger but there were no bullets left. You threw it off to the side, leaping over the barrier and jumping onto the back of the officer. You grabbed his helmet by the bottom, dragging him back and knocking his aim off course as the bullet flew past his face, barely grazing it.Â
You jumped off the manâs back and slammed him into the ground, taking his helmet and smashing it into the snow packed pavement until he stopped moving. You felt Markus wrapping his hand around your arm and jerking you up.Â
You grabbed onto the officerâs weapon as you ran past his body. You fell back in with your own small troop of makeshift soldiers.Â
You ducked behind a barrier, holding them off until you were told otherwise. Charge on my mark, you looked over your shoulder, nodding at Markus.Â
âGO!â
You rushed forward, grasping onto the blockade and leaping over the edge. You drew your gun, shooting the men across from you as you started to run for the next cover. Something blew back your hair, a great gust of wind lifted your slightly off your feet.Â
There was a loud noise, thunder rattling in your ears. All around you your men were dying. Shot down by the drone above you. You cried off as red flashed behind your eyes, a warning that you were in imminent danger of a shutdown.Â
You held your side as thirium pooled around you, âShit.â Your pump was beating faster, bright lights playing across your optics as a hundred different warnings flash. You couldnât bring yourself to care, too worried about Markus and whether or not this was all for nothing.Â
Youâd pushed for the violence, fought for him to plant those bombs and show no mercy to your oppressors. You followed the same faulty wiring of your former bandmates. Maybe this was your karma, to be taken down in the heat of battle for all of the bloodshed youâd been the catalyst of.Â
Out of the side of your vision you could see Markus taking down the drone, ripping it apart with his bare hands. He rushed to your side, throwing your arm over your shoulder and dragging you to cover.Â
âWhat are you doing? Iâm just going to slow you down.â
He didnât even look at you, his teeth gritted as he glanced around at the bodies on the ground. âShut up.â
He spotted something in the distance, something you really didnât want to see. âMarkus-â
âStay here.â
He ran off, diving for the bazooka and propping it on his shoulder. You huffed, âNot like I can go anywhere.â
You ducked and covered your face with your arms as fire exploded around you.Â
âAnd now, we are free!â Markus' voice carried on the wind, reaching the rescued androids below you. You leaned on Connor for support as you held your side, waiting to repair yourself.Â
His voice was stronger than you ever heard, full of a righteous conviction of finally being free. Detroit was yours, your people were free. And never again would you allow yourself to be someone elseâs puppet.Â
âToo frilly?â
You did a spin in your dress, putting on a mini-fashion show for Markus.Â
âNot at all.â He stood from his office chair and walked towards you, a grin slowly spreading on your face. His bliss was contagious, a smile forming on your own face as he gripped your waist. âYou look gorgeous.â
You shrugged, âI got nostalgic. Wanted to feel girly again.â With some confidence boosting from Markus you were going to perform again. Not over the top idol group performance. But you were going to get back into singing, finally being able to discover your own voice.Â
âGirly instead of the badass ruler of the northern district of Detroit?â
You rolled your eyes and scoffed. âLord, Markus, you make me sound like some dictator.â He glanced to the side and shrugged slightly, you smacked him in the shoulder, but you couldnât drop your own smile. âQuit it.â
There was a warmth inside you as you stood in Markusâs office. One youâd never experienced before, a happiness and calm where everything just stopped and you were completely at peace. Nothing would ever beat the feeling when you joined hands and just existed within each other.Â
You were happy.Â
How funny.
end. â I do not own the characters or the game Detroit: Become Human, but this writing is my own all rights reserved Š not-neverland06 2023. do not copy, repost, translate & recommend elsewhere.
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Logan Howlett x fem!reader
a/n: inspired by the fact that Hugh Jackman thought wolverines were just a type of wolf and no one corrected him. Rusty because I havenât written smut in a while so you guys arenât allowed to talk any shit. Plus, Iâm too much of a wimp to be like extremely explicit, but these prompts ( one, two, three) together were too good to pass up.Â
SMUT 18+Â (my slight monsterfucker tendencies might shine through in this one)
Summary: Logan's told you a million times not to take the path through the woods. You never listen, of course. Now there's a monster on your tail and you're all alone. (part of my Halloween Palooza)
You never should have taken this path. You knew it was going to happen, Logan had warned you, and you still didnât listen. Now, youâre in the middle of the woods, completely turned around and on the verge of tears. God, why do you never listen?
You put your groceries down and pull out your phone. Through the thick spread of leaves, you get minimal moonlight. Youâre surrounded by shifting shadows and rustling undergrowth. Everywhere you turn is a monster waiting to leap out at you.Â
When you were little you were petrified of the dark. You hated the shapes you saw lurking within it. Youâd outgrown that as an adult, but now, you can barely breathe as your eyes dart all around. The childish fear is returned with a vengeance and you feel like youâre about to have a heart attack.Â
You flip open your phone, squatting on the ground and trying to conserve your body's warmth. The temperature must have dropped twenty degrees since you left the house. Of course, Logan had told you to bring a jacket too. Did you listen? No.Â
You were only going out to get some chips and dip, you really didnât think it would take so long. But then youâd got caught up talking to one of your friends and before you knew it, it was pitch black outside. You should have just called Logan at the store, asked him for a ride. Now, youâre staring down at the flickering screen of your flip phone and about to sob as you see the bars disappearing.Â
âNo fucking service, of course,â you hiss and shove the phone back in your pocket. The batteryâs nearly dead anyway. You doubt it would have lasted long enough for a phone call. You run a stressed hand over your face, trying to calm your breathing down.Â
Youâre trying to trick yourself into thinking that everythingâs okay. That the shadows are just shadows and youâre scared. Then you hear it.Â
Itâs a low noise, something out of your worst nightmares. Thereâs an immediate spike of adrenaline as an inhuman growl echoes through the night air. You swear you can feel it inside your chest. It rumbles through the animal, bursts through clenched fangs, and makes the hair on your neck stand on end.Â
You glance over your shoulder, mouth parted in a silent scream. You donât see anything, you canât. You just barely make out the branches shifting nearby before youâre leaping to your feet. You almost call out, see whose there, but that feels like the last move every bimbo makes in a horror movie.Â
So, you do something arguably worse. You abandon your groceries and purse and bolt. Immediately you can hear its pounding footsteps chasing after you. You do scream now, thereâs no point in swallowing it down. Itâs like the terror is ripping through you, making you stumble over every branch and rock in your path.Â
You know it's faster than you. You can hear how easily its keeping up its stride behind you. This feels like a game to it. It's just teasing you, dangling freedom in front of its prey before it closes its drooling maw around your neck.Â
You trip over an enlarged root and go flying forward. Rocks scrape across your arm and you let out a short shriek of pain. The flesh tears easily on the sharp points and the metallic scent of your blood fills the air. It comes to a sudden stop a few feet away from you. There are no thoughts in your head besides the voice screaming at you to RUN!
It tells you to keep running. If you stop it will catch you and it will kill you. This is no longer a product of your imagination. This is real and it is hungry for you. You scramble to your feet, boots slipping along the muddy forest floor. You dig your fingers into the earth, feel the dirt slide under your nails, and launch yourself forward. You nearly flip your feet over your head but you manage to keep yourself steady.Â
You canât hear the steps behind you. The beat of your heart pounds through your head, drives you forward, and discombobulates you all the same. Blood rushes so quickly beneath your skin that you can feel your vessels swelling with the warmth of your terror-fueled adrenaline.Â
Youâve never felt so inferior before, like a rabbit desperately trying to escape the hungry jaws of a wolf. Your legs are moving faster than they ever have, youâre bounding, racing, leaping through the forest. You move through it like you were born in it, anything to escape whatever was following you.Â
You no longer remember the way home or what home is. You can only focus on right now. You donât notice the dark shape running alongside you, or how easily it keeps pace. Not until itâs barreling into your side and you go slamming into the ground again. Your head nearly bounces against a rock but something slides underneath it, stopping the impact at the last second.Â
Something rough grips at your face. Youâre still blind, blood rushing so hard beneath your skin, youâre practically blind with panic. You bite down, taste flesh, and hold on until blood rushes into your mouth. The metallic tang of it is like poison against your tongue but you donât let go.Â
âRelease!â He orders you like a dog. His voice is so thick with anger and hunger that you barely recognize it. But something clicks in your head and you unlock your jaw from his palm. âThe fuck have I told you about taking this path?â Again, his voice is so thick with volatile rage that you barely register it.Â
âSorry,â you sob out, shoving at his chest and scrambling to sit up. But he keeps you pinned to the ground, one hand clamped tightly around your neck and the other pushing down against your stomach. You can feel something hard against your thigh but you pay it no mind, still struggling to catch your breath.Â
You take in deep, heaving, gasps of air and the moon shifts overhead. It gives you just enough light to see Logan clearly now. You nearly choke at the sight of his face. His lips are peeled back, sharpened points of teeth causing blood to bead along his lower lips. His beard seems scruffier than normal and thereâs a golden glow to his eyes.Â
âWhat the fuck?â You stutter out, glaring up at him. Youâve seen him angry before. But youâve never seen him quite so animalistic. âLogan?â You whisper his name hesitantly and it only makes him look more pissed off. You shrink back, though thereâs not far to go with him holding you like this.Â
His hips shift down and you bite down on your lip so a pathetic whimper doesnât escape you. His head tilts curiously, gaze raking over your heaving chest and then down to the too-short shorts youâd put on earlier.Â
He gives you a look of astonished disbelief, âYou fuckinâ kidding me?âÂ
The hand on your stomach drifts down to the waistband of your shorts. Your eyes widen when you realize what heâs trying to do. âLogan, wait-â Too late. He rips the shorts down your legs and his eyes widen. The sneer of his lips finally melts away as he sees the clear wet spot in the middle of your underwear.Â
You donât even get a chance to defend yourself before heâs gripping your hips and flipping you over. Your hands struggle for purchase on the slippery rock in front of you. You try and glance back at him, but he buries a hand in your hair, tugging harshly, and forcing your face forward.Â
âLogan, please,â you whine, thoroughly humiliated as he sits behind you, silently examining your battered form. Youâd tripped more than you thought while youâd been running from him. The adrenaline has just barely waned enough for you to feel the bruises forming. But he has no sympathy for your plight, if anything your tears seem to egg him on.Â
âWhat have I told you about taking this path?â You bite your tongue, a sudden refusal to answer raging forth. Heâs got you half-naked on your hands and knees after chasing you through the woods. You shouldnât have to be scolded like an imbecile on top of that.Â
He leans over you, the weight of his body pushing forward, your arms strain to keep you both up. You grit your teeth, still keeping your mouth clamped shut. He chuckles, the noise so low you feel it rattling through you rather than hear it. âI could hear you.â
His hand drifts down your bicep, wraps around your front, and rests over your breasts. âCould hear how fast your heart was beating. Itâs still about to come out of your chest.â You suck in a sharp breath, keeping yourself from arching into his touch.
His nose lingers against the side of your head, dipping towards your neck and inhaling deeply. Your face wrinkles in confusion as he practically smells you. âI can smell how terrified you were.â His hand suddenly jerks your head back and you canât help but yelp. Thereâs a smirk on his lips as he finally gets a noise from you.Â
You can feel the desire practically dripping down your thighs at this point. All you can think about is how powerful he is. How hungry he is for you. You want him to devour you, completely wreck you.Â
He releases you and without his support, you slump forward, neck bowing awkwardly. You try and right yourself but one of his hands grips your neck so tight you can feel the blood rushing up into your face. He pins you there and the only warning you have of what heâs about to do is the sound of his belt buckle coming undone.Â
He thrusts into you and your jaw drops. You inhale the dirt beneath you and it tastes remarkably like blood. He pushes your cheek further into the ground and you grunt as tiny little pebbles have their taste of your flesh.Â
Had you not been so wet, you doubt you would have enjoyed a second of this. But, because his chasing you down like something feral made you more aroused than you have been in months, you let out a pathetic moan beneath him. It borders on the thin line between pain and pleasure. But each rough thrust inside you blurs the line until theyâre indiscernible from one another.Â
Your fists curl up, mud sticking in the lines of your palm as he takes you like youâre nothing more than a toy. You shouldnât like this, shouldnât like how used you feel. But you relish it. Relish in how crazy you make him, to the point that heâd lose his mind and use you like this.Â
Heâs like a fucking animal. Taking what he wants from you with no concern or care to whether you like it or not. Heâs panting and grunting behind you, you donât understand the insults spewing from his mouth because thereâs blood rushing in your ears and you feel like you might pass out.Â
The adrenaline and residual terror from earlier are building into one explosive moment inside you. Your fingers tremble with it, your limbs burn from the volatile feeling and you canât help the noises being forced out of you. It doesnât take much longer for you to combust.Â
Pleasure rushes through you, makes you numb to the world around you. A dulled tickling feeling rushes through every part of you. Your arms go limp and heâs quick to wrap a hand around your waist, keeping you upright. He presses into your lower back, arching it until heâs hitting the spot inside you that causes aftershocks of painful pleasure.Â
Your core throbs as you pulse around him. Sucking him deeper until his hips come to an erratic stop and he spills inside you. You keep your forehead pressed to the cool earth beneath you. You never actually managed to catch your breath before and now it just feels like youâre five seconds away from hyperventilating.Â
A soothing hand runs up and down your spine, he curls around you and helps you to sit up. His voice is a low whisper, âYou alright?â
You close your eyes, taking in a deep breath and giving him a shaky nod. He laughs and pulls you to stand up. Your legs were limp from running earlier, now theyâre practically boneless. He keeps you propped against him and pulls your shorts back up.Â
He buttons his jeans and straightens. His eyes narrow as he glares down at you. He cups your chin, tilting your head to examine the scratches on your cheeks and tutting at you. His fingers tighten to the point of pain and he jerks your face up to meet his eyes. âYou gonna come down this path again?â
After that, yes. You completely would. He sees the look on your face and rolls his eyes. He leans down, tossing you over his shoulder and groaning. âYouâre gonna be the death of me.â
âYou like it,â you taunt, tugging at his shirt for balance.Â
He shakes his head but you know heâs smiling. âYouâre lucky I love you.â
âSame time next week?â You tease as he goes back for your groceries and purse.Â
âDonât push it,â he snaps.Â
end. â I do not own the characters or the comics/movies Wolverine/X-Men, but this writing is my own all rights reserved Š not-neverland06 2024. do not copy, repost, translate & recommend elsewhere.
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OMG WHAT A CHAPTER!!!!! Honestly thank GOD she shot cooper he deserved that and MORE!!!!! Heâs gonna have to be on hands and knees grovelling for forgiveness before reader will ever think about forgiving his irradiated ass!!!! Superb chapter!!!!! And Iâm so sorry to hear youâre not feeling very well :((((( I hope you feel better soon â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
Thank you, I am actually starting to feel just a little bit better (thank god, I am a bitch when Iâm sick)
Also, yâall, guys, little buddies⌠come on, this is Cooper weâre talking about. Do you think that manâs even a little bit capable of groveling?
We shall see
I have this cute fic worked up with a clueless!reader x logan but I don't know if it's too fluffy
I feel like there's not enough suffering in it, I'm not used to writing anything purely happy lmao
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