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1 month ago

โ› you cannot love. โœ /For Mahito!

โ› You Cannot Love. โœ /For Mahito!

Mismatched eyes glittered with unmistakable malice, a jarring juxtaposition on an otherwise perfectly pleasant expression. It added a note of cruelty to the benign smile that grew in response to Yuta's accusation. "You don't think so?" Mahito asked, lower lip jutting out in a pout as he tapped his chin in mock consideration. "But you of all people should know better than to say a curse is incapable of love, isn't that right? You and your Queen." His head tipped to the side, gaze tracing over the length of the boy opposite him, sizing him up. A far cry from Junpei or Yuji. Yuta wasn't someone who could be easily manipulated or riled up. There was a steadiness to him that many lacked. And a coldness that Mahito recognized immediately. This one wasn't to be underestimated. He may be possessed of power enough to overwhelm him, but there was a shadow behind his light. Yuta Okkotsu was capable of his own brand of cruelty. No human was truly immune. But that capability wasn't what interested the curse. It was the easiest thing in the world to suss out the darkness in one's heart. But to fully grasp the gravity of love- a love that not only created one of the most powerful curses in existence but then purified it? That was worth examining. And now, thanks to the Manipulator's benevolence, Mahito could do so with relative impunity. Maybe there were some perks to being a kept thing after all. "Is it because of the fear and the hatred that created me? You believe I can't be anything more than what nature crafted?" He took a step closer to Yuta, emboldened by the bond to Suguru Getou that shielded him. Slowly, he circled as much to feed into the sorcerer's discomfort as to take him in. "Well maybe you're right. Maybe I'm doomed to exist forever as I am, rot cycling to rot. Or maybe~" He drew close enough to speak directly into Yuta's ear. "Maybe I just need someone like you to give me a little nudge. Maybe I'm just waiting for the next stage of evolution to push me into traffic and turn me into something great." He withdrew then as easily as he'd encroached, throwing up his arms in careless defeat. "But probably not right? A goldfish can only get so big in a little bowl, and even if you dump it into the river, it's still just going to be a bigger goldfish." With a heavy, theatrical sigh the curse dropped onto one of the chairs in front of an empty desk, kicking his feet up onto it and rocking back on the rear legs. "Are you pointing it out because it bothers you? Or are you just trying to hurt my feelings?"


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1 month ago

You went hard, and you did fine

You been outside, been outside

So go ahead and do it one more time


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2 months ago

//Okay, I think I can be up and running finally! Asks and submits are open. Feel free to shoot me a message if you're interested in plotting but know I may be slower than normal due to mandatory overtime at my job.


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1 month ago

&. ๐ง๐จ๐ฌ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐ฎ ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ.

(ย  dialogueย  promptsย  takenย  fromย  nosferatuย  (2024),ย  directedย  byย  robertย  eggers.ย  feelย  freeย  toย  editย  andย  changeย  asย  youย  seemย  fit.ย  )ย 

โ› come to me. โœ

โ› a guardian angel. a spirit of comfort. spirit of any celestial sphere. anything. hear my call. โœ

โ› you wakened me from an eternity of darkness. โœ

โ› you are not for the living. you are not for human kind. โœ

โ› and shall you be one with me ever-eternally? โœ

โ› come here. thereโ€™s nothing to be afraid of. โœ

โ› i wish i could stay, my love. โœ

โ› why have you killed these beautiful flowers? โœ

โ› i must tell you my dream. โœ

โ› iโ€™d never been so happy as that momentโ€ฆ as i held hands with death. โœ

โ› i wish you to have all you deserve. โœ

โ› you mustnโ€™t leave. i love you too much. โœ

โ› i will stay with you until you are fast asleep. โœ

โ› uh, forgive me. i only wish to stay one night. โœ

โ› by godโ€™s name, never speak of that castle. โœ

โ› i banish you, i banish you with garlic. โœ

โ› beware of his shadow. โœ

โ› the shadow covers you in a nightmare. โœ

โ› you are late. the midnight hour has passed. โœ

โ› i wish you to do as i request. โœ

โ› i will be addressed as the honor of my blood demands it.โœ

โ› speak not of it again! โœ

โ› take heed what you do. โœ

โ› i might ease your wound. โœ

โ› come by the fire. โœ

โ› your face shows you unwell. โœ

โ› do you ever feel at times as if you were notโ€ฆ as if you were not a person? โœ

โ› look at the sky. look at the sea. does it never call to you, urge you? โœ

โ› you are fortunate in your love. โœ

โ› now are we neighbors. โœ

โ› it is late. you must wish to retire. โœ

โ› i have been enduring the most irregular dreams. i fear i am taken ill. โœ

โ› it is a black omen to journey in poor health. you will remain and well rest yourself. โœ

โ› dream of me. only me. โœ

โ› oh, heโ€™s coming to me. โœ

โ› i cannot resist you, my love. โœ

โ› i am no one. i am his servant. โœ

โ› look, this is a pretty one. his lordship likes the pretty onesโ€ฆ โœ

โ› you are lost in his shadow. โœ

โ› soon i will no longer be a shadow to you. โœ

โ› soon our flesh shall embrace and we shall be as one. โœ

โ› i have not failed your lordship! โœ

โ› embrace me, my boy. i am so rejoiced to see you. โœ

โ› my dear creature, yes, i am he, and i am hither come to help you. โœ

โ› my dreams grow darker. โœ

โ› does evil come from within us or from beyond? โœ

โ› i shall persist to join you every nightโ€ฆ first in sleep, then in your arms. โœ

โ› everything will be mixed with abomination, and youโ€™ll be knee-deep in blood. โœ

โ› you are promised to me! โœ

โ› i will end this plague. this devil. โœ

โ› he hasnโ€™t found you. โœ

โ› i feared iโ€™d never see you again. โœ

โ› you shall crave of me nothing. โœ

โ› the bells of dawn shall toll in despair of my coming. and i shall taste of you. โœ

โ› pray, forgive me for all the troubles i have caused you. โœ

โ› i am only glad you have become yourself again. โœ

โ› may iโ€ฆ stay with you tonight? โœ

โ› this creature is a force more powerful than evil. it is death itself. โœ

โ› i have seen things in this world that wouldโ€™ve made isaac newton crawl back into his motherโ€™s womb. โœ

โ› i have wrestled with the devil as jacob wrestled the angel in peniel. โœ

โ› if we are to tame darkness, we must first face that it exists. โœ

โ› i have felt you crawling like a serpent in my body. โœ

โ› love is inferior to you. โœ

โ› i told you, you are not of humankind. โœ

โ› i am an appetite. nothing more. โœ

โ› i lay within the darkest pit. till you did wake me, enchantress, and stirred me from my grave. โœ

โ› you are my affliction. โœ

โ› i care nothing of your afflictions. โœ

โ› yet even now we are fated. โœ

โ› your passion is bound to me. โœ

โ› you cannot love. โœ

โ› yet i cannot be sated without you. โœ

โ› remember how once we were? โœ

โ› i abhor you. โœ

โ› i will leave you three nights. tonight was the first. โœ

โ› tonight you denied yourself, and thereby, you suffer me to vanish up the lives of those you love. โœ

โ› you revel in my torture. โœ

โ› upon the third night, you will submit, or he you call your husband shall perish by my hand. โœ

โ› till you bid me come shall you watch the world become as naught. โœ

โ› tell me, what is this insufferable darkness? โœ

โ› nothing you can say will shake me, for there is a devil in this world, and i have met him. โœ

โ› iโ€™ve brought this evil upon us. โœ

โ› i sought company. i soughtโ€ฆ tenderness, and i called out. โœ

โ› at first, it was sweet. i had never known such bliss. yet it turned to torture. โœ

โ› it was you that gave me the courage to be free of my shame. โœ

โ› he took me as his lover then, and now he has come back. โœ

โ› all my sleeping thoughts are of him every night. โœ

โ› donโ€™t touch me! i am not to be touched. โœ

โ› iโ€™ll be good. i promise. โœ

โ› you could never please me as he could. โœ

โ› yes! take me! โœ

โ› kiss me. kiss my heart. โœ

โ› let him see. let him see our love. โœ

โ› without you, i will become a demon. โœ

โ› youโ€™re safe with me. โœ

โ› keep away from me. i am unclean. โœ

โ› he will murder you if i do not go to him. โœ

โ› kill him i will. he shall never harm you again. โœ

โ› i can weep no longer, for i have no more tears to shed. โœ

โ› the grim reaper wields his heavy scythe with every change of wind. โœ

โ› the monster left you to the wolves, yet you prevailed. โœ

โ› his pull to me is so powerful, so terrible, yet my spirit cannot be evil as his. โœ

โ› we must know evil to be able to destroy it. โœ

โ› you are our salvation. โœ

โ› i bid you, come to me. โœ

โ› your oath re-pledged. so too shall be our flesh. you are mine. โœ


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3 weeks ago

๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ž๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ.

my original batch can be found HERE! i got all kinds of angsty and protective vibes took over, but if u think of any more that youโ€™d like to see on the list, shoot me a DM so i can add it!

โ€œ get behind meโ€ฆ โ€

โ€œ stay here. โ€

โ€œ donโ€™t worry. everythingโ€™s going to be alrightโ€ฆ โ€

โ€œ you shoot anyone who comes through that door who isnโ€™t me. โ€

โ€œ when you love something, you protect it. โ€

โ€œ iโ€™ll keep you safe. โ€

โ€œ do everything that i say, and we might both live to tell the tale of this night. โ€

โ€œ when i say run, i need you to do as i say and donโ€™t even think about me. โ€

โ€œ get down! โ€

โ€œ close your eyes, you donโ€™t need to see this. โ€

โ€œ why wouldnโ€™t i save you? โ€

โ€œ itโ€™s alright. they wonโ€™t be hurting you againโ€ฆ โ€

โ€œ of course i came for youโ€ฆ it would take far much more than that to stop me. โ€

โ€œ listen to meโ€ฆ i need to go back out there. but i promise you, iโ€™ll be right back. okay? all i want you to do is stay hidden, and iโ€™ll be back before you know it. โ€

โ€œ thereโ€™s nothing in this world nor any other, that would stop me from protecting you. โ€

โ€œ get out of here! now! โ€

โ€œ i knew youโ€™d feel guilty; you do understand that iโ€™d take a thousand wounds if it meant keeping you safe, donโ€™t you? โ€

โ€œ i swear to you. as long as iโ€™m by your side, youโ€™ll never be harmed. โ€

โ€œ itโ€™s my job to keep you safe, yes, but you could work with me a little to make it easier. โ€

โ€œ protecting you isnโ€™t my duty. itโ€™s my privilege. โ€

โ€œ who did this to you? where are they? โ€

โ€œ listen to me. i donโ€™t think iโ€™ll be able to buy you much time. and once i go out there, the clock starts. so the second you hear us fighting, i want you to run. as fast and as far as you can. โ€

โ€œ are you alright?ย โ€œ

โ€œ can you move?ย โ€œ

โ€œ why is it so difficult for you to believe that you deserve to be protected?ย โ€œ

โ€œ youโ€™re a good person. good people deserve to be safe.ย โ€œ

โ€œ iโ€™m going to protect you, now. because thatโ€™s what we do for the ones we love. we keep them safe.ย โ€œ

โ€œ stay close. whatever you do, do not leave my side.ย โ€œ

โ€œ iโ€™ll do whatever it takes to keep you safe. no matter the cost.ย โ€œ

โ€œ iโ€™m on my way. โ€

โ€œ itโ€™s alrightโ€ฆ itโ€™s okayโ€ฆ iโ€™m here now. iโ€™ve got you. โ€

โ€œ itโ€™s all over now. donโ€™t panic. itโ€™s not my blood. โ€

โ€œ i donโ€™t know how long iโ€™ll be able to protect you for, but i guarantee you, iโ€™ll only stop with my final breath. โ€


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3 weeks ago

donโ€™t jokeship with me because 2 hours later iโ€™ll have feels for the pairing.


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1 month ago
โ€œCall Me Oniichan. Just Once.โ€

โ€œCall me Oniichan. Just once.โ€


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