Nicoledavisss - Wistful Thinking

I am so relieved that you are out of the hospital and the recovery is going well! Take all the time you need to heal up handsome, you deserve it <3 markiplier

I’m free

I’ve finally moved out of there. Moved out of the shit hole I was in. The place where I couldn’t have any privacy and was paying half of the bills when there were 5 people living there. I was done, and I finally made the move and I couldn’t be more happy because for once I finally have privacy. I’m so happy with the place I live now. It’s beautiful. The neighborhood is quiet and the area is so relaxing. I’ve been through a lot when I was living where I was before but now things aren’t so bad. I have nothing to stress about. Nothing to worry about. The feeling is so foreign to me. I’m genuinely happy. I haven’t felt this happy since I was with my ex so it honestly feels amazing. I don’t think anything can really trump my mood. My now ex roommate was threatening to take me to small claims court for the rent money but she has no probable cause when she’s broken every single rule in the complex and I broke none. She moved people in without putting their names on the lease; she changed the deadbolt on the door when the 2 that moved in with us at first moved out cause she was afraid of them showing back up to the apartment. Who would want to? I didn’t even want to come home after work everyday cause I couldn’t stand being there. She also has her dog and the other one has her cat and neither of them paid for the animals to be there. So, I told management about all of this. You wanna threaten me, I’ll get you kicked out for negligence. Try me. 

This is it

today is the day. the day I move away from the shit hole I live in. No more getting disrespected and treated like a pile of shit. No more being everyone’s mule and driving everyone around like I’m their taxi. I’m so happy that I’m leaving, so happy to be rid of the negativity in my life. I don’t even care if they get mad. I’m gone. I can’t wait to get home after my shift tonight and pack my things and be gone. I can already feel the weight being lifted off my shoulders. Things can only get better from here <3

Sometimes

I just wish things would go back to the way they used to be with us. I wanna be your baby girl again. I miss you saying that to me so much. I miss hearing you telling me that you loved me and kissing me on the forehead. I miss holding your hand and kissing you in public and letting people know that you were mine and I was yours. If I could go back and relive it all, I would relive it for the rest of eternity. You are my entire world and I'm so glad that you're still in my life and that you're still there for me even after all we've been through. You're my rock and I hope that never changes. I pray that one day things change between us and you learn to love me all over again. But only time will tell what's gonna happen.

why are you so passionate about this