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I like to think Nicole's dad was somewhat an meh parent, who did the basics but nothing more, so Nicole sqw him as lazy mostly, so that combined with her pedo brother gave Nicole the view that men are lazy pedophilic pricks (the pricks part comes from her mum's ex husband's 👅)

Tumblr's being stupid ugly weird and won't let me respond but yes!! 'Twas my birthday thank you @myl0v3l1f3

I haven't had many sad Nicole headcanon ideas but I have a lot of opinions about her and her dad so l'll use those.

Even after everything, Nicole doesn’t hate her dad. She always craved his love and validation. So through her grief, she feels like a loser when she reminisces on the actual good times with him when she was a little kid. After what he did she fully decided that he was an asshole no matter what. When she has bad depression days, her mind drifts to when he would play his favorite cassette tapes in the car when he'd pick her up from school, or the few times she can remember him putting one of her drawings on the fridge.

This, mixed with her brother obviously being a predator shaped her views about all men which led to her trying her best to ruin every relationship her mom has been in and taking advantage to other boys/ men in her life. I don’t think this is much of a hot take as one of her core principles is “all men are evil and boys will just grow up to be evil so what’s the point in treating them like people?” I don’t think it’s right but it’s not hard to see why she sees the world that way, I just like analyzing her as a character.

When she was a younger kid (maybe that preteen phase), she had a stepdad that was truly a decent guy. He tried to get to know her and would take her out to eat when her mom was being extra mean. She still didn’t like him because she didn’t want some guy trying to be her dad when she still had one, he just lived a town over it’s not like he was dead. She was pretty averse to the guy being nice to her but she eventually began to open up just enough to let him hug her. Unfortunately a few weeks later, him and her mom got divorced and they had to move again.

She gets really angry when she feels even a little sad about her dad and it doesn't get better until she's an adult and she finally goes to therapy.

I don't like Nicole's mom but Nicole has a bad habit of saying she's gonna off herself "like dad" when they get in screaming matches and for those moments, her mom has a piece of clarity like "Oh wow my daughter needs help." but then they just go back to their cycle of not speaking and arguing.

Her dad began to push her away shortly after him and her mom got divorced and she never got a clear answer as to why. When she would ask her mom “Why doesn’t dad like me!” her moms bitterness would show through with her just saying “He’s a broke loser. Don’t worry about what he thinks” which didn’t make her feel all that much better.

This was gonna be way shorter but now I’m on a roll so I’m gonna write a thing analyzing Nicole’s relationship with/ view on men so thank you for giving me more brain worms.