you said tell you abt my day so I got a new fit at goodwillđ„đ„đ„ (shaggy from Scooby doo ass)
I love it bro đ„đ„đ„
Shaggy was my favourite character when I was 7 đŒ
Wip of my jeckole fic (with emiari, Aricole and Jeckelly mentioned :3)
Nicole wasnât jealous.
Nicole wasnât jealous, definitely not. How could she? Jealousy wasnât a regular emotion she felt. However, the fact that Jeckaâs fingers were carefully placed next to Kellyâs, perfectly pink painted nails resting lightly against the others white ones. Jeckaâs flushed face and excited eyes, following Kellyâs mindless movements. The way the piss yellow lighting of Jeckaâs lightbulb reflected off of her equally piss coloured eyes (they werenât really) really irked Nicole for no aparent reason. Probably the fact that Kelly was Jeckaâs ex. Just by the fact that she was currently alone, perched in the thorn ridden bush next to the kitchen window, squinting into the bedroom window, said everything you needed to know. Nicole couldnât see much, but from what she could see, apart from the plumes of smoke and echoes of fake sounding laughter, it seemed that Jecka and Kelly were having a good time.
Bullshit, Jecka didnât have fun with anyone else.
Nicole wanted to gag, this was disgusting behaviour, she felt like Jeffery, or the hoodie version of Harold. Or Hudson. Fuck, what was Melanieâs (wait, was that even her name?) boyfriendâs name again? Whatever, it didnât matter. If jecka was going to hang out with Kelly, Nicole was going to hang out with Ari. If that bitch let her near the porch anyway, and if Emily wasnât there too (Nicole could give less of a shit if Emily was there or not, but Ari had some unnecessary fear that Emily might throw herself at Nicole and start eating her face off).
This was a really unhealthy mindset for Nicole to have, but she couldnât help it. After moving so many times, failed friendships, her trust being broken like it was her mom cooking spaghetti (not that she cooked often), it wasnât an unreasonable fear. Jecka had been keeping Nicole alive for the past what, ten? Eleven months? She didnât want to die when gay marriage still wasnât legalised, or before Jeffery, that cunt deserved to die first.
âFuck- ow!?â Nicole hissed, a long yet small thorn embedded in the back of her hand. She really needed to stop hiding in this fucking bush. There was definitely a better place to watch her girlfriend through her window without being caught. She fumbled in her jeans pocket for a second before sliding her sidekick out, thumbs running along the keyboard.
âCaanâŠIâŠcome..uhâŠ.overrâŠâ Nicole murmured as she typed, âquestion markâŠ.and sent!â
Her lips quirked slightly as she sent it, somewhat proud of herself for genuinly no reason at all. Maybe for being alive right now? Yeah, that seems good.
It didnât take long before the device buzzed as that desperate bitch responded
Nicoleâs smirk was quickly whipped off of her face, lips curling into something of disgust, âthe fuck does she mean no!?â She snapped loudly.
âDid you hear that?â
Shit. Her heart practically leapt into her throat, as she fell backwards into that god forsaken bush again. She really needed to learn how to be quiet sometimes.
Being silent for nearly ten minutes seemed to make everything better, so now Nicole could go back to hating.
âWhat the fuck does she mean no?â She whispered loudly, eyebrows furrowing. This was about to become a long, long night that Nicole might not last through.
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âNicole, I said no, what part of that did you not understand?!â
âthe no part,â Nicole replied dryly, hands resting lazily in her hoodie pockets, hair wild and thorns stuck to the fabric she wore. In front of her, Ari stood angrily, cheeks flushed to the point it blended in with her hair.
âWell fuck off! Im busy!â She scorned, arms crossed tightly over her chest, but it didnât do much to try and hide what Ari was obviously embarrassed about. Obviously, her normally freckled chalky skin was stained with deep red and purple marks, from Emily of course. Nicole didnât even have to see that bitch to know.
âAri, if your embarrassed about the hickies, I didnât even notice them-â
âYes you did! Stop lying to me?â Shit, maybe she was immune to the manipulation now, Nicole thought. That must be the only reason that Ari wasnât letting her in now. She had tried her sexy voice like, four weeks ago and that didnât work because she was still outside of that fucking front door.
âOkay well maybe I did, but I can ignore them,â Nicole offered half heartedly, head slowly tilting to the side
âNo,â Ari stood her ground, for once, she wasnât being a spineless fish, âGo home Nicole, or bother Jecka, just fuck off,â
Her jaw hinge felt like it was about to shatter in a second, sending vibrations through her teeth when her jaw clenched at that fucking whoreâs name. She had never felt her body respond like that - normally sheâd just get hard.
âWhat?â Ari seemed to notice something was off, not that she cared or was interested, but Nicole still hadnât moved away from her house, âYouâre still not coming inside, so move, come on,â
âIm not a dog,â Nicole blinked herself out of that moment of silent spite, âstop speaking to me like that, bitch. Let me inside,â
âNicole I already said no! Fuck. Off,â
âAri just let me inside for fucks sake!â
Neither of them knew what just came out of Nicoleâs mouth but her voice carrying desperate pleading was not it. Nicole intended that to come out forcefully and somewhat angrily, but it in fact was the opposite. That was more embarrassing than getting caught in that fucking bush (Nicole wasnât letting it go. She was gonna tell jecka to get rid of it because the fact she had thought of it like, twelve times now, was ridiculous).
ââŠare you begging right now?â Ari asked confused, yet amused.
Lmk if itâs out of character đ„ž
Fixed it (im retarded) đŒ
Please send me asks or I might cut myself /hj (Ari mentioned?!?!?)
@st4rlight-kayz @silverwasafukintrainwreck
Starting off with jeckole art đŁïžâŒïžâŒïž (I love toxic Yuri)
Ignore how shitty it is I did it in like 20 mins but this is roughly about how I would go abt it.
I think a lot of things depend on artstyle (hair, eyes etc) but I thought maybe another view point on it might help? Like w capturing their personalities if u get what I mean
kinda finished my co09 fan-art, but can sum1 tell me what I should add, like if I should change their facial expressions to fit them more or smth.
also please help can sum1 tell me if Kelly looks like kelly
also I might color this in.
( I swear if my girlfriend sees this I'm gonna crash out, (I'm not weird I swear!!!)
Is it weird that I kinda wish life at least mine was like the Class Of 09?
Like no way in hell I could get away with what Nicole gets away with
Also canât I have a friend like Emily? Or Jecka
Can I be Jecka? Or Nicole
Jecka is so pretty. Same with Ari, Emily.. all the girls are pretty!
I was thinking about I wish I could be like Emily but, I donât wanna kill myself, itâs a rare feeling, also I canât swallow pills and I donât feel like snorting any thing.
I want to be as pretty as Jecka but also smoke, at least CBD ciggies
Also Jefferyâs not THAT bad
Nicole trauma hcs??? đœ
OhâŠ..ohâŠ.. đ
- Has been s3xually abused by her brother, which is a reason she avoids him so much + hatred for men stems from
- Her mums exâs have been physically p, mentally, and verbally abusive, again fueling her hatred
- since she was only born to baby trap her dad, her mum didnât care too much for her, meaning she was left to care for herself from a too young age. Her dad was extremely emotionally distant and threw himself head first into work, meaning she was issentially ignored (another reason why her brother was able to abuse her)
- When her parents divorced, her mum gave her one of the worst beatings because she couldnât make her dad stay. Since itâs more likely for her mum to get custody either way in court, just for fun and some sort of ârevengeâ, she would make up the most vile accusations against her ex husband and Nicole would have to listen, and when she tried to deny no one believe her because she was too young.
- Would be locked in her room for days as punishment
- her mum is genuinly the most vile woman Nicole has ever had the displeasure of having a relation with. She is manipulative, Abusive, neglectful, an abler, a liar, and Nicole has never wanted to disappear more when around her.
- shes also a boy mum, meaning that when Nicole finally confided her in what her brother had been doing, she called Nicole a liar, an attention seeker and a cow for wanting to mess up her brothers future, even though she had witnessed it first hand. In her eyes, it was only a joke, and her son had the best life ahead of him, even though he was a ped0, future burnt to the ground by the time he was 12.
- At some point, between the stress of trying to make new friends every other week, stopping her brother from coming into her bedroom, keep up her grades, be nice, stay clean, be a good child, She crumbled and started acting up more hoping her mum would get her so ba sheâd accidentally kill her. Because then, she wouldnât be called âselfishâ for taking the âeasy way outâ; her mum would be charged and out away for a while, maybe her brother would get caught, and her dad would have a peace of mind knowing he wouldnât be harrassed anymore by his ex wife. She thought it would make everything better.
- Sheâs not actually a sociopath, but she does have a personality disorder, and ADHD. However instead of like, getting treated or therapy, her mum took it as an excuse to beat the shit out of Nicole because she saw said disorders as an excuse to act up. Her dad did try to get Nicole some sort of medication but her mum wouldnât allow him to see Nicole so he could give it to her.
- Nicole is an empty shell of what couldâve been someone with a bright future.
- She sees herself as worthless. She lays there at night and knows that with the âcasualâ drug abuse, the smoking, the drinking, the SH, the attempts, the self-sabotaging and the not trying has fucked up her future. Sheâs âknowsâ she will end up in prison or dead in the future so she doesnât see the point in trying because thereâs no way to turn it around this late into her life.
- Since she sees herself as friendless, thereâs nothing to do where they live, and she feels like sheâs wasting everyoneâs time for asking to go out - she bedrots. All of the time. To the point she had bugs under her matress creating fucking ecosystems. To the point there was mouldy food all over her room. To the point maggots had started forming on said food, and she couldnt do anything about it. She didnât shower, laid in her own bodily fluids, had matted hair, and only when her friends at school realised that she hadnât been to school in nearly two months without a text did they actually go and check (jecka, Ari, Emily). They were actually disgusted with the fact her mum let this happen.
đđ sorry Kay
i love when he vents to me in long paragraphs so i can send even longer ones back telling him how amazing he is and how he has so much potential and hes so smart and handsome and amazinf and clever and my bestest friend and i love him so much hes my shayla hes my everything i dont want him to die ever hes my world idc how fucked up he is in the head or how much he might hurt me becayse at the end of the day all that matters is that he's venting to me and i get to be the one who comforts him â€
Im begging u pls ask me about my hcs stuff im so bored
The way I'm perceived online probably means too much to me.