Oh sweet boy, you have no idea how much Mummy needs you.
After a long day you're the only one who can help.
I crave your grabby hands reaching for me as soon as I walk in the door, I'm exhausted and drained.
Soothe my busy mind and tired body- it's your job to make Mummy happy at the end of the day.
I want to feel your mouth all over me, pleasuring me in a way that only my boy can do...
I want that beautiful face nustled between my legs where it belongs... feeling your cheek pressed up against my thigh as you kiss me slowly, fully belonging to me.
I need to feel each gentle suck and flick of your tongue, as you please me- pushing your fingers deep inside...feeling my hips start to buck and the pressure start to build...
"...I'm so proud of you baby..."
That's it beautiful boy, do your best to make Mummy moan, you're the bestest at helping- such a keen bean to please...I love that...
You're the bestest...
And when I'm satisfied, and only then, I'll pull you up to snuggle beside me in bed, you're sleepy-
"Oh sweetie, I can feel how hard tasting me has made you"
You haphazardly attempt to grind against my thigh.
"Even through all that padding! Such enthusiasm for Mummy!" đĽ˛
Your eyes are heavy, you're fighting it- I can tell...
"Let's put your dummy inâ"
I giggle
"âYou look so pretty with my juice all over your face"
I lower my hand to your hip and pull open the tab on your diapee, slipping my hand in, pulling you towards me, slowly guiding you inside me... squeezing around you.
"It's so warm and wet for you. See...That feels good doesn't it.?"
You let out the softest little sigh as I wrap my arms and thighs around you simultaneously.
"Shhhhhh..."
With me gently kissing your forehead and stroking your hair you drift off to sleep, all safe and warm in Mummy's love...
"Nunight my gorgeous boy, sweet dreams..."
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Hmm. Ask you anything you say?! Please will you be my Mummy. And take away my autonomy as an adult and put me back in nappies permanently?
Oh baby,
Both you and I know it's where you belong.
I can't wait for my pretty slut to get home so I can make him eat my pussy while I play with his hair and tell him he's a good boy.
Him crying, "I'm yours, I'm yours," as he goes over the edge
Oh, sweetheart, come here. Let me hold you for a moment.
I can see that somethingâs weighing on your little heart, and thatâs okay. You donât have to be happy all the time. You donât have to push your feelings away or pretend theyâre not there. Itâs okay to feel sad, or angry, or scared. Feelings can be big and heavy sometimes, but you donât have to carry them all on your own.
Iâm right here, love bug. No matter what youâre feeling, I will always be here. You donât have to explain, you donât have to fix anythingâyou can just be, exactly as you are. If you need to cry, I will hold you close. If you need to stomp your little feet, I will be right here to keep you safe. If you need quiet, I will sit beside you and hold your hand so you know youâre not alone.
You are so precious, just as you are, in every feeling, in every moment. Your emotions donât make you too much, and they donât make you bad. They just mean you are you, and that is the most wonderful thing in the whole world.
So take all the time you need, my angel. I will love you through every feeling, every storm, and every quiet moment in between. I will be here, always, with open arms and an open heart, ready to give you whatever you need.
You are never alone, little one. You are safe. You are cherished. And you are oh-so deeply loved.
*Types into pornhub* porn where man is pegged but it's like love and you can tell they're in love and that they're being cared for and that they're not forced to do this and that they enjoy and and not in pain with kissing and holding hands and-
The warm glow of candlelight flickered against the tiled bathroom walls, casting a soft, golden hue over the room. The air smelled of lavender and vanilla, mixing with the faint, powdery scent that always seemed to linger around Little. Mommy reclined in the tub, the water embracing her as she exhaled a slow, contented sigh. After a long, busy week, this was her moment to unwind.
But tonight was special. Tonight, she had company.
Just a few feet away, sprawled out on his tummy with crayons scattered around him, Little hummed to himself. He had been so proud when Mommy had told him heâd earned this treatâstaying up late, coloring beside her while she took her bath. His little feet wiggled behind him, clad in the soft, footed pajamas she had picked out, the ones covered in tiny duckies. The familiar bulge of his thick nighttime diaper peeked out as he squirmed, a telltale sign that he had soaked it but hadnât yet noticed, too lost in his colorful world.
Mommy watched him, her heart swelling. His pacifier bobbed slightly as he babbled around it, mumbling half-formed thoughts about his day at daycare.
âAnâ then, anâ then, Miss Katie say I share really good! I let Sammy have my blocks even when I was still usinâ dem!â He turned his head to look at her, his wide, proud eyes meeting hers. His paci slipped slightly, revealing a delighted, slightly drooly smile.
Mommy smiled back, warmth spreading through her chest. âThat was very kind of you, sweetheart. I bet Sammy was really happy.â
Little nodded so hard his curls bounced. âMhm! Miss Katie said Iâm the bestest sharer today!â He went back to his coloring, his brows furrowing in concentration as he pressed a blue crayon hard against the paper.
Mommy took a sip of her wine, watching him, savoring the simple joy radiating off him. He was so innocent, so pure, completely immersed in his little world. His diaper crinkled as he shifted, making the slightest squish, and she knew heâd wet it again. She could have pointed it out, but she didnât. Not yet. He was so engrossed in his art, his little legs kicking lazily behind him, his tiny fists wrapped around the chunky crayons. There was no rush.
âWhatcha drawing, baby?â she asked, her voice thick with affection.
He lifted his paper, beaming. âItâs us! You in da tub, anâ me colorinâ anâ⌠anâ Teddyâs here too!â He jabbed a chubby finger at the brown blob that was undoubtedly his favorite plush bear.
Mommy chuckled. âItâs beautiful, my love. Can I keep it when youâre done?â
His eyes widened, as if the honor of having his artwork kept forever was too much to handle. He nodded vigorously. âYuh-huh! You can put it on da fridge!â
She reached out, her wet fingers brushing over his soft hair, ruffling it gently. He nuzzled into her touch instinctively, his cheeks flushing pink.
For a while, there was only quiet. The gentle slosh of water as Mommy adjusted herself, the occasional scrape of a crayon on paper, and the muffled suckling sounds of his paci. Every so often, heâd glance up at her, just to make sure she was still there, still watching over him. Every time, she met his gaze with the same soft smile, reassuring him without words.
After a few minutes, Little squirmed again, this time more obviously. The way his bottom pressed down made the squishy wetness of his diaper all the more noticeable, and he finally registered it. He let out a small, surprised gasp and sat up, reaching down to poke at the front of his sleeper. His big, round eyes flicked up to Mommy, searching her face.
She arched a knowing brow. âFeeling squishy, baby?â
A tiny whimper bubbled past his pacifier, his cheeks turning redder. He nodded. âUh-huhâŚâ
Mommy tilted her head, taking another sip of her wine as she let him stew in his own shyness for just a moment. He was always like thisârealizing heâd wet himself, then feeling bashful about it. But she loved how he never complained, never whined for a change. He accepted it, just like a good boy should.
âDonât worry, lovebug,â she murmured. âWeâll get you all fresh before bed.â
Little wiggled his toes, clearly comforted by her calmness. He shifted again, settling back onto his knees, the padding beneath him squishing audibly. âMâokay,â he mumbled, turning back to his coloring.
Mommy let out a soft, fond sigh. How could one person be so precious?
Minutes passed, and the bathroom remained their little sanctuary. The flickering candlelight danced across the bubbles in her tub, the warmth of the water soothing her tired muscles. But more than anything, it was the presence of her Little that made this night feel so perfect.
She watched as he stretched his arms high above his head, letting out a tiny yawn. His paci wobbled in his mouth, and his chubby fingers rubbed at his sleepy eyes. The long day, the excitement, the warmth of the bathroomâall of it was beginning to weigh on him.
Mommy smiled, setting her empty wine glass on the bath tray. âGetting sleepy, sweetheart?â
Little blinked slowly, his pacifier bobbing as he nodded. âMhmâŚâ he whispered. âBut⌠but I donâ wanna go yet. I like beinâ wif you.â
Her heart squeezed, and she reached out again, letting her fingers brush over his soft cheek. âI like being with you too, my love,â she murmured. âBut youâve had such a big day, and itâs almost bedtime.â
Littleâs lip wobbled, just slightly, before he buried his face into his teddy bear. Mommy knew that lookâhe wanted to be a good boy, wanted to listen, but he also wanted just a little more time with her.
âTell you what,â she said softly, running her fingers through his curls, âwhy donât we go get you changed into a fresh diapee, and then Iâll tuck you in nice and cozy? You can even have an extra bedtime story.â
His sleepy eyes brightened. âTwo stories?â
She nodded. âTwo whole stories.â
That was all it took. Little pushed himself up on wobbly legs, stretching his arms toward her, a silent request.
Mommy chuckled. âBaby, Iâm still in the bath.â
He pouted behind his paci, then let his arms drop. âOh⌠I wait den.â
Her heart swelled. So patient. So sweet.
She finished up quickly, draining the tub and wrapping herself in a fluffy towel. Little stood by the door, rubbing his eyes with a balled-up fist, shifting his weight from foot to foot as his damp diaper sagged just a little lower.
She scooped him up without hesitation, cradling him against her. He let out a sleepy sigh, nuzzling against her neck, his paci moving in slow, rhythmic sucks.
âSuch a good boy,â she whispered, kissing his forehead as she carried him to the nursery.
And as she laid him down, fresh and clean in his softest pajamas, she knew there was nowhere else sheâd rather be.
Guided masturbation is so much fun, especially when your sub obeys your every single word. Watching them work themselves up, moaning and begging you to let them go faster or please, please touch them is fun. Asking them if theyâre close, how close and if they want to cum for you like a good puppy. Then telling them theyâre not allowed, to stop moving their hands and stop bucking off the bed.
When theyâre so wet and horny and ready to cum but they donât because they want to be good for you is so much fun. The whine in their voice when they beg, the red of their bitten lips, the tremble of their thigs and catch in their throat when you make them do it all over again. Oh itâs so much fun.
You have always known. The quiet tug in your chest when you saw them. The pulse of longing that never faded. The way your mind wrapped around the thought of them even when you tried to let it go. You may have told yourself it was a habit, a fantasy, a quirk of your desires. But it has always been more than that. It has been truth.
Diapers are not something you chose. They are something that has always been part of you. Maybe you hid from it. Maybe you tried to push it away, stuffing it into the corners of your life where no one would see. Maybe you spent years wondering if you could live without them, if you should live without them. But the answer was always waiting in the silence.
There is a reason you feel at home when you wear them. A reason you crave their presence, their thickness, their softness, their security. A reason the thought of being without them stirs something uneasy inside you. Because diapers are not just something you put on. They are something you are.
And yet, for so long, you may have resisted. You may have believed the worldâs voice over your own. You may have thought that denying this truth would make it disappear. But truth does not vanish. It lingers. It waits. It returns in dreams, in quiet moments, in the way your body aches for what it has always known. The only question is whether you will accept it.
Acceptance is not about giving in. It is about becoming whole. It is about recognizing that you were never broken, never wrong, never something to be fixed. The world taught you to doubt yourself, to second-guess your desires, to believe that something so deep and undeniable must be unnatural. But the world was wrong. There is nothing more natural than aligning with who you truly are.
Diapers are not just an object. They are identity. They shape the way you move, the way you think, the way you feel safe and seen. They are the rhythm of your body, the embrace of comfort and surrender, the language of something deeper than words.
Because diapers are not separate from you. They are you.
So stop resisting. Stop second-guessing. Stop thinking of this as something outside yourself, something you allow or deny. Take hold of what you have always known. Let it settle into your bones. Let it become as natural as breath, as certain as gravity, as undeniable as your own reflection.
You are not indulging. You are not escaping. You are becoming. And you have always been.
He knows he isnât meant to do it but he really wants to. He glances at the couch and then back at the doorway. He can hear his girlfriend moving pots and pans around in the kitchen but he canât see her. He gets closer to the couch and finally ducks down and crawls behind it, into that little space between the backrest and the wall.
He squats with one hand on the textured wall and the other around his knees. A little bit of sunlight is coming down from the window, warming his head. Heâs already peeing, in little spurts every few seconds when he shifts his legs. It feels so good. He closes his eyes and pushes a little bit.
It feels so good. He keeps pushing, diaper expanding. He can feel drool dripping out of the corner of his mouth as he hums to himself. âMmmm, mmmmâŚâ He canât help it. It feels so good. One hand snakes into the front of his diaper. He touches his tip delicately with one finger. Unf, he needs to keep touching himself. He inches his hand deeper into his diaper, as far as it will go against the taut elastic, cupping himself. He starts to rock against his hand as he keeps pushing.
He barely registers a voice calling from somewhere above him, somewhere outside his little paradise behind the couch. âBaby boy? Where are you? Do you want to watch a show with me?â
Footsteps and the couch shuffles above him. He doesnât really notice. âMmmfm. MmmâŚâ
Then he feels long hair falling against his head. He slowly opens his eyes.
âWhat you doing?â she giggles.
He fumbles for a second, hand retracting from his diaper. It takes a second for his mouth to shape words. âN-nothing!!â
âCome here,â she says. She doesnât sound angry. He stands up, bumping his shoulder awkwardly against the back of the couch. She coaxes him out. âI thought you were having accidents. It doesnât really look like an accident when youâre hiding behind the couch and pooping yourself, baby.â
Heâs still so turned on that his knees are weak. Words arenât forming in his head and getting to his mouth. âUm, uh, umâŚâ
âLetâs go to the bathroom. Thatâs the appropriate place to go potty.â She takes his hand and leads him down the hallway.
He stands awkwardly next to the toilet.
âDo you need to go poop more?â
âUh-huh,â he says.
âOkay, just go in your diaper. Thereâs no use going in the toilet now. No, no, not when youâre standing. I want to see you do that cute little squat again. Is that how you normally go? Do you sneak away and do this on purpose all the time? And then come up to me with tears in your eyes.â She puts on a mocking, but annoyingly good impression of his voice. ââMommy, I had an accidentâŚââ She snorts. âYouâre a good actor.â
Heâs staring at the tile floor so hard it feels like his eyes are going to touch it. Heâs pushing. The last bit is tough to get out. His pants feel really heavy and wet now. Heâs using so much willpower not to touch himself in front of her.
âWhat, nothing to say to that?â She squats down on his level. He raises his head a little and his field of vision is filled with her legs, skirt falling neatly on either side of her muscular thighs, and a little bit of her undies peeking through.
âUnff,â he moans.
âI saw you touching yourself,â she says. âYou must really like this. You like hiding and pooping yourself, huh? Donât you?â Sheâs petting his hair. His face feels hot. His whole head feels hot. His brain must be melting. He hears a little patter and looks down to see a long rope of drool has dropped from his mouth and splattered on the floor.
âAll done?â She draws his head to her chest, still stroking his hair.
âUh-huh,â he manages to gasp.
âI donât think you are, yet. Are you, honey? You need a big change. Do you want to do changes here or in the bedroom?â
He just shakes his head.
âLetâs just do in here. Lie down, baby boy. There you go. Thatâs a good boy.â
No towel, no change mat, nothing. Heâs just lying on the cold bathroom floor as she eases his pants down and untapes his diaper. Heâs enamored by the sound of the tapes, the wet smack of the full diaper hitting the floor, the cold feeling of the wipesâŚhe starts wiggling involuntarily, hands running over his face and down his neckline, across his collarbones and shoulders.
âBaby canât contain himself, can he?â She trails a finger from the bottom of his erection to the top. âLook at how hard you are. You canât hide that. Itâs like a flag pointing straight up. Itâs like a signal. And itâs all blush pink, just like your face. Itâs saying, look at how much baby boy enjoys this!â
He starts whining, no words, just little noises, covering his face with his arms. She slooooowly snakes her fingers around his shaft. And then she starts jerking him off, really fast, almost too fast after all the build-up.
He moans and he canât tell if itâs pleasure or pain. Sheâs doing this like itâs maintenance, like she just wants him to cum. He does, everywhere, all over her hand and his pelvis and a little bit on his sweater and tummy.
âAww, what a mess. You need a shower, donât you? You need a shower and a fresh diaper. And then I think you need to go to bed a little early. That was an exciting day.â
Under the cold water of the shower he starts to feel himself âcoming toâ. Like waking up from deep sleep or a weird drug trip. âMommy, I mean, Jenna, I think Iâm okay now. I donât think I need to go to bed. I think I should get a little work done before I go into the office tomorrow, actually. I meanâitâs still light out!â
âDonât be silly, sweetheart. I can tell what you really want. Weâre going to have some pasta for dinner and then youâre going to get really cozy in bed. We changed the sheets after you leaked this morning, remember? So itâll be really fresh and cozy.â
He starts to argue but falters. âO-okay.â Sheâs right. She knows what he really wants.