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he was feeling brave

found this gem in a tiktok compilation

Lord, grant me the strength to throw away this box that i'll never use, the courage to throw away this box that i'll never use, and the wisdom to throw away this box that i'll never use

DISPAIR is pressing in on my ears.

I am at the bottom of the pool, but there is no cool water.

Only hopelessness.

This hopelessness is ceasing at times, so that I am unable to adapt to the nausea of it.

It strikes me deaf and blind each time.

It lurks at the back of my throat during fleeting moments of happiness, and tastes of bile.

My mostly bright smile malformed, turned down at the very edges.

This hopefully goes unnoticed.

My point is that things are certainly not what they seem.

I may be this, or perhaps even that.

But deep deep inside,

All I am is a neglected dog.

A stray lying in the street.

A filthy fucking mutt, with dirty paws and an unkempt shaggy coat.

You would do well to steer clear, because I am not worth your time.

LIVE!!!

i want to live

if my extended family says anything cringe to me over thanksgiving dinner then i'm going to explain neopronouns to my eight year old cousin

thinking of shame by mitski

fem sanji is all that goes through my brain yall like it’s just like bouncing around in there

SHE was a punk. HE did ballet. #woke #truelove