Bite Of Winter.

it's kinda awesome how there's beautiful women

Some long overdue sillyness ~

thank you for the meal.

Fifteen — you are wild fire red and it burns right through me sets my lungs ablaze and makes me want to fly closer to the sun say Chuuya, become my wings? Sixteen — you are wild fire red and it makes my heart race like a deer being dragged through the woods open jugular and all oh, how painful and pathetic i just want you to look at me. Seventeen — you are wild fire red but the grief in your eyes colours me blue funny how we trade wounds in place of kisses i wish you would smile more, Chuuya you look best when boastful and burning give me all your sorrows. Eighteen — you are wild fire red and i am sorry.

— letters unsent, dazai osamu through the years

The psychiatrist diagnosed me with divine madness

hey yall, I'm gonna open commissions when I can because my situation at home is getting progressively worse.

I'm legally disabled and receive monthly benefits for it cuz I cannot properly work a job, and my benefits money gets taken from me every month. I used to be left with 100$ out of the rest of it, but a few months ago it was lowered to 96$

now my mother has taken all of it. she's holding onto my money so "she can buy things I need" and this has never been an issue for her until now. she also wants me to stop getting food despite never having anything to eat at home, to the point we only eat once a day. I've been using some dono money to survive because without y'all I would quite literally starve.

I'm really tired.

all of tumblr tomorrow, march 15th:

just had the weirdest interaction. this off-leash Yorkshire Terrier wobbled up to sniff my ankle, and then its owner said “the vet wanted to euthanize her”

and I was like “……oh”

and she said “4 years ago. she had a stroke, but I went to church and prayed to the Virgin Mary, and now she can walk again. but sometimes she drops, which is why I have this stroller”

and I was like “oh, okay.” I didn't know what to say after that, so I was just like "it's a cool dog" and kept walking

glimpse into my beautiful imaginary world where arthropods are really big and we domesticated them

edit: people are starting to say some "my worst nightmare" or "eeeww no that one is yucky and scary" comments on this like they do on any bug post and id like to say. it's fine if you don't like bugs it's fine if you're scared of bugs but don't put that on MY post clearly talking about how much i like them and how cute i think they are. you can make your own damn post about how much you hate wasps or spiders or whatever. i'm blocking people who make these kinds of comments.