Gansey For Ethan Becker’s Ref Challenge On My Ig

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So, some of you think that leo needed to be more ANGRY? And FERAL? And needed to go berserk AND needed to vent out on his crew mates for them being in a relationships and stuff? You know what I think? NO. A big fat NO. here's why? Leo had to see his mother DIE at the age of 8(which is why he had every right to kill Gaea and he did) had to run away from foster homes like a zillion times because, he had abandonment issues, had no friends, slept in sewers. And when he finally has a reliable group of friends, a FAMILY? you think he'd go and destroy that? Just because he doesn't have a "love interest"? NON of us would do that don't lie to me. We live on crumbs of love thrown at us and whoever says otherwise is a wretched liar. Yes, I agree most of the times he feels left out and after what nemeisis told him he started feeling even more insecure and started overthinking about pretty much everything. No life is perfect. BUT Just so you pipsqueaks know and I cannot stress this enough NOT EVERY FREAKING ONE HAS SAME REACTION TO TRAUMA sure, some of us go through anger issues, some of us turn apathetic and some of us? SOME OF US TURN INTO THIS LARGE BALL OF ANXIETY AND INSECURITY THAT HAS FORGOTTEN HOW VERBAL COMMUNICATION WORKS, HAS SELF ESTEEM RESEMBLING THE BOTTOM OF A FINISHED JUICE BOTTLE AND GETS OVERWHELMED BY SMALL THINGS. And for Hades's sake STOP fucking glorifying things like trauma makes you more "distant" or "thick skinned" blah blah blah.

When my mother whispers that after my birth all her sadness flew away like a long escaped sigh...I like to think that it didn't go anywhere, it didn't vanish...it just replaced it's residence. I like to think, without knowing she created a sad little thing that absorbed all her pain and she gave it a sweet little name.

Here are some things you need before reading Captive Prince's trilogy

A bottle of water.

A stress ball and possibly an asthma pump.

*refuses to look at texts* I love conversation and communication

cats try the invisible wall challenge

Future generations will assume that the phrase “Oh Snap!” refers to Infinity War.

Words are so heavy..

I just wanted to say that It was Jason Grace who helped Nico sort out his feelings and encouraged him but we still don't know how Nico reacted to Jason's death. Since, it was yet another death of a loved one for him..

I didn't realize they were toys until few seconds..LMAO

hmmm