MY PRECIOUSSSSSSS EHEHEEEEE

why tf am i writing so many poems latley- anyways this one kinda depressing idk why lolol (im also sick at the moment and a bit sleep deprived so this one might not make sense to most ppl- maybe even me once i sleep XDD)

The bugling cage

Fresh grass smell birds chirping bees and bugs humming in the distance i can hear it all

bright flowers soft sunlight fluffy clouds floating miles above me i can see it all

but i cannot frolic i cannot speak i cannot graze

because its all a dream a memory an imaginary thing

im trapped in my own brain. my body is just a zoo, keeping this ill and depressed bull while it struggles to get free.

it begs to frolic they beg to speak i beg to graze

some people may not agree with my brain but my body seems normal enough for them to talk to me i may have a tail, hooves or a set of antlers but i seem normal enough

until they meet the brain until they meet my real form until they visit the zoo.

feeling swag

unable to wag

ft: manswagelk5552 dOnT StEEl!!1!1! /j

are you still in a doodle mood 👀?

could you perhaps doodle a..... Dragon cat? :0

YESSS!!! i did an eastern and western cuz i like both >:D

randomly back on wigglypaint again- aint gonna lie it looks good with all color themes XDD

anyways i just thought this lil guy would relate to some of yall- remember, as im in a community that all suffers from plenty of things (and i do too), dont be afraid to get help, though therapy is the best option since they are trained for many years. telling your therapist that your a nonhuman and have much pain within your human body will get them to do the proper research and do their best to help you. humans can indeed help nonhumans- and have so many times before.

dont be afraid to ask for therapy either! it took me some years to find the perfect type that fits me- and there are plenty of unique ones with unique people that will make sure you are your most comfortable. it might be scary at first- trust the process. its totally fine to not talk to them for many sessions or sit on the floor! they will be patient for you- to help you. its also totally okay to switch as many times as you want! dont be pressured to stay with a person your supposed to trust when you dont- though it takes time to earn trust so i do recommend atleast 2-3 sessions. think of the first as a warmup!

extra note that might help more people: you might wanna to track new medicine your taking in a writing journal or computer notes! (especially about what your feeling!) i personally find it helpful as i never really saw myself 'changing' when i take medicine. though it will never change you or your personality- medicine is supposed to help and heal you, like a mini therapist for your inner body! :D sometimes you have to take it forever, although other times you can use different ways to treat the problem- dont be afraid to ask if thats an option! i know some people dont like pills- but i bet there is another option or area to practice taking them! tictacs or jellybeans are kinda fun to take as a practice option XDD

better leave your door closed cuz i will be runnin outta there like a untrained dog >:)))

frfr tho i would just zoom to the forest to find an elk herd, be lost for ages and loose touch with humanity and then live out my dream of bein a floggin elk for once and living offa the shrubs n stuff

fun fact: elk chew on bones and swallow them whole sometimes,i think antlers too! its like a wild saltlick with protein, minerals and calcium! (plz dont actually eat bones it aint healthy for our human body)

I MAY HAVE MADE A MISTAKE I AM NOW DROWNING IN BOOPS

SOS IM STUCK IN THE BOOPVERSE

me posting like my sleep schedule isnt flipped upside down for about a month :')

(also small update dw my dog is fine now he just had a bad day)

TUMBLR THOUGHT THIS WOULD BRING US TOGETHER

NO

THIS IS WAR

*boops you with my nuclear missile*

pronghorn photos cuz i love them so much and they are just the goobious fluffbutts of hooved animals <333

fun fact: pronghorn are in their own family and their nearest relatives are giraffes and okapis! they are often called 'pronghorn antelope' tho for some reason XD they also have black tongues >:)

COMMITMENT GOT TO ME YALL

i finally made the wolfquest discord rp server lolol

SORRY IVE JUST BEEN LAZY AND THIS 11PM ENERGY GOT ME GOING TO DO SOMETHIN

i havent made a server in awhile zayum theres so much new things to do XD

anyways here the inv: