My Questioning Ahh Keeps Going Back And Forth Between Bison And Elk Like BOAH JUST DECIDE DO YA WANNA

what ppl think female elks are like:

what female elks are actually like:

fun fact!: elk are animals that have manes sorta like lions! although not very show-offy like them,(and the females also have them) they grow more puffy in the winter to keep warm sorta like turtlenecks XD

aint gonna lie i thought i would have more deer plushies (GAUAHAHAAA ITS ALL XMAS FAULT WHY DO DEER HAVE TO BE XMASSY AND NOT JUST DEER >:()

dont mind the bison i just wanted to include him cuz he was my only one of that species n close enough to an elk for me lolol

also like what is up with no plushies being female deer??? they pretty cool too and fawns need a momma :((

I WANT UUUUU TO GET A PLUSHIE OF YOUR KINTYPE/MOST SIMILAR TO YOUR KINTYPE (TRUST ME U WONT REGRET IT)

guhhhh how tf do u draw an elk hoof pointing

-slides out from under tjhe bed-

i second this- its currently 11pm and im just startin to read deer man so ill prob stay up all night (im already loving it and ive only read 1 chapter 💀💀)

someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night someone stop me from hyperfixating all night

pronghorn photos cuz i love them so much and they are just the goobious fluffbutts of hooved animals <333

fun fact: pronghorn are in their own family and their nearest relatives are giraffes and okapis! they are often called 'pronghorn antelope' tho for some reason XD they also have black tongues >:)

GURL WHATCHU MEAN- NOTHING HAPPENED TODAY XD

YOO WAKE UP NEW SHIFT DROPPED (i see nobody talkin bout this one so why not create it /hj)

idk- i usually call it the 'centaur shift' in my head but its more of an offbranch of phantom limbs/shifting- it feels like i have a sorta centaur-like body with another pair of legs and gets me really sensitive about my arms xdd

ive only had it about 7 times now and its pretty rare/sporadic- but most happened when im outside walking my dogs or smthin, i dont think its a new kin either (rip centaur research /j) i really do wish i could relate to somebody else with shifts similar to this one but everyone has a different nonhuman experience and i havent found somebody whos also experienced this yet and im quite curious lolol

HIHI!!

just wanted to share my new sideblog that ive been posting on for a few days now XDD

its based on a small project in my notes (most of the account is poems and the thoughts i dont really share here)

feel free to check it out as im much more active on there when it comes to daily posts!!-trying to do atleast 2 posts a day due to 14,866 chars in the notepad like lawd have mercy we still have alot to go through (dwdw- ill still post here sometimes!!)

The first of many that will come.

I kill because I need to. I kill because I have to. I kill because I want to. The great changes of desensitization. Make it rust until its nothing.

GIMMIE STUFF TO PUT ON THIS FELLOW!!!

this is gonna be one crazy fellow i just know it-

I WANT TO DRAW THIS WITH ME AS THE HUMAN OMGOMGOMGOMG BRO DREAM NONHUMAN GOAL TO LOOK INTO THE MIRROR AT THAT

YALL WANNA HEAR THE EARLIEST DREAM I EVER REMEMBERED????

oke so i was like around 7 at the time when i had this- idk the exact age but all i know is that its been in my brain for a long time XD

i was walking into my houses kitchen and i screamed when i saw my mom sticking her head into the oven and covered in weird ahh green goo for some reason

i started to point at my ma and yelled smthin like "WHY ARE YOU GREEN?!" and she yelled back "WHY ARE YOOUU GREEN??" and we kept going back in fourth like 'no ur green-no u' idk i dont rlly remember what else we were yelling

until i somehow switched to my moms pov all of the sudden but kept yelling 'why are u green' cuz now i was ACTUALLY seeing green (out of my moms eyes- but ill just keep saying 'i' lolol)

everything was litterally green cuz i was now covered in green goo and ig so were my eyes or smthin so i just saw the world in a very green tint

yeah thats the dream- wtf was my child mind thinking about (i think i also considered this a nightmare at the time-but today its just fuggin funny)

idk dreams are weird n wild in general anyways lolol