I Just Watched A Still From A Scene Where Eddie Is In A Confessional, And It Reminded Me Of The Confession

25 enero 2024

now’s the time for jensen and misha to commit to the bit like they never have before

So I started watching season 2 of 9-1-1 and I am officially a Eddie Diaz lover first and foremost and a human being second

I don't think that there has been an episode in the entire second season when I didn't end up shedding some tears. I love them. My favorite so far is Eddy (it's the brown eyes and latin camaraderie), Bobby it's a close second until now. I'm currently watching ep16 season 2

november 5th you will always be famous

Me after watching Athena Begins episode

close enough, welcome back dean winchester confessional scene

Do you ever think about how Castiel loved Dean so much that he broke the narrative. That he faced god and said “you don’t own us” and fought tooth and nail to keep Dean safe to keep Dean happy even when it came at his own expense?

Do you ever think about that all and realize that no matter what you do no matter who you meet no one could possibly love you as much as Castiel loved Dean Winchester?

Do you ever just want to cry?

Donatello???

It's always nice to see one of the spn actors in other shows

How come you always have a boyfriend? How come you only want what you can’t have? Whoa. I know what I want, but I can’t have it. Besides you don’t want me, you just like too flirt. You’re just a complex manifestation of his memories designed to keep him distracted. The fantasy was far too real. No, guys, this is my life, this is the dream. It’s just a dream. Look, I have no illusions, okay? The life I live… It’s a lot of things, but it’s rarely happy. You know what? I'm a realist. I don't see much hope for us. No strings attached. Well, I’ve seen much stranger things happen. Damn, it’s good to see you. A hell of a lot stranger. Anything? Oh, sweet. Almost anything. He’s dead, all the way dead. Because of you. I’ll see you…I will. Is that really you? Part of me always believed you’d come back. Welcome home. But you’re always there, you know? Maybe if you didn’t up and leave us. I left, but you didn’t stop me. I should’ve stopped you. You’re the best friend we’ve ever had. You’re my best friend, but I just let you go. Man, I hope you can hear me… I know you’re in there…I know you can hear me...it’s me. We’re family. The people in your life, in your real life..? You ask, what about all of this is real. You’re my family. We are. People, families, that’s real. Out there, we need you to come back. We need you. We were a family and I didn’t wanna lose that. I need you. I forgive you… I’m sorry it took me so long...I’m sorry it took me ‘till now to say it. I love you. And I let it slip away… You’re our brother, I want you to know that. I love all of you. I need to say something. You don’t have to say it. You don’t have to say anything… Wait, there’s one thing… When Jack was dying…I made a deal. To save him. The price was my life. They’re not gonna get anything from me without agreeing to a few conditions. When I experience a moment of true happiness, the Empty would be summoned and it would take me forever. Why are you telling me this now? I wanted you to know…that when I do picture myself happy… I always wondered, what it could be…what my true happiness could even look like. There’s things, people, feelings…that I wanna experience differently than I had before. It’s with you. Or maybe even for the first time. I never found an answer. Because the one thing I want…it’s something I know I can’t have. But I think I know…I think I know now. Happiness isn’t in…the having, it’s in just being, it’s in just saying it. Why does this sound like a goodbye? Because it is. Whatever you’re thinking of doing, don’t do it. Don’t do this. I have to… You really suck at goodbyes, you know that? This is a better goodbye than the last time. You changed me, Dean.

I love you.

Goodbye, Dean.

I should’ve said, “I love you, too.”