You know what we should’ve had as a post credit scene… A slide show of pictures and homemade videos of Tony, Pepper and Morgan through the years. Tony behind Pepper, touching her belly, his hands above hers. They’re not smiling, it’s too soon after the decimation, but there’s tenderness and affection, and a little bit of peace. A picture of their wedding day, even if it was private and there probably was no celebration. Just them and Happy and Rhodey. Morgan Stark’s birth. A video of Morgan’s first steps, taken by Friday, both Tony and Pepper near her, trying not to panic but also laughing so loud as the little girl is also laughing so loud about taking her first steps. Tony building the house (there’s always something to build and to fix), a video taken by Pepper: 18 month old Morgan Stark playing in the background with the cat, then going to her father. “Wanna help?”, he asks. A video of a summer swim in the river with the three of them and 2 year old Morgan in the middle, splashing water. They all laugh. Two and a half year old Morgan on Happy’s shoulders. 3 year old Morgan on Rhodey’s lap. All of her birthday parties through the years. Tony puts on those ridiculous animal onesies RDJ wears. And at the end… A video of Pepper and Morgan as a surprise birthday gift. They look straight at the camera and shout enthusiastically “Happy birthday, daddy! We love you three thousand!” and Morgan adds “You’re my superhero!!” The end.
things that made me stop wanting to die that require no effort whatsoever
change the color used to highlight text on your laptop
move the pictures on your wall
stack whatever clutter is in your room into piles even if you don’t have time to clean it all
slightly vary your commute, even just by one street
change where you sit and scroll aimlessly on your phone even if it’s only to the chair in your room instead of your bed
drink water or juice out of a wine glass in the morning because nothing is real
shower with the lights off, without music
buy $3 flowers at trader joe’s—they look bad next to the more expensive ones but they look so good in your room
start typing things you don’t post into your notes. your thoughts can be worth documenting even if you don’t deem them worth sharing
wake up super early just once. you don’t have to make it a habit it’s just extra satisfying to go to bed that night
listen to the entirety of your favorite album from 2015
“I think that’s what scares me: the randomness of everything. That the people who could be important to you might just pass you by. Or you pass them by.”
— Peter Cameron (via quotemadness)
Poké Sweets Pins made by Natalie Wee
Sometimes things don’t work out. It’s ok I don’t need to catastrophise. The world will keep turning. Dinner needs to be made. I get to tuck myself into bed. I am feeling vulnerable tonight and that’s okay .
for all the artist following me
Have two sketchbooks: One for finished and high-quality art (stuff made with Prismacolor or Copic if you use that or art for your portfolio) and the other sketchbook for more messy doodles. This way you have a place to try new things and mess up as much as you need. When I only had one sketchbook I was scared to draw in it because I didn't want to mess it up
Do studies. I cant tell you how much I've improved just by doing studies of shoes, hands, noses, and all that. This works for when you have art block too since you’re not really making stuff up and just learning how real things work.
Learn from others. I’ve never taken a real art class because 1. I can’t afford it and 2. there’s no good art classes/programs at my school. I’ve been following several artists and learning from them over the years and they’ve helped me tremendously. Just please do not steal art because that is never okay.
Break down concepts. If you notice there’s something wrong with your piece then figure out why. You can’t get better if you leave mistakes and don't try to understand whats going on. If the color is weird figure out if the values look right or maybe its the saturation of the color.
Watch youtube tutorials. Here are some youtubers I think are pretty good art teaching all things art: Draw with Jazza | DrawingWiffWaffles | Proko | Baylee Jae
Have an inspiration folder/blog. Sometimes you just need a collection of starry nights or a misty forest or even a French bakery. All of those things can help you get inspired to draw. It could even be completely unrelated to what you plan to draw.
There are no dumb ideas in the creative process. If you want to draw a lizard in a dress go for it! If you want to draw various pastries with faces do it! Don’t let the thought of it being too dumb stop you because if I’ve learned anything in my several years of drawing it’s that an idea can lead to another and another and another and you may get a really good idea just from doodling dumb things.
Here’s a few things that can get you started on drawing better:
Dynamic poses | Dynamic clothes | Dynamic figure drawing
COMPOSITION | PERSPECTIVE | CONSTRUCTION
Anatomy:
Legs
Arms
Hands
Heads
Body (Female) (Male
Color Theory
Improving your sketchbook
Most importantly, don’t give up! You may not immediately get notes or followers but it’s more important you get better than to have popularity. How do you think those popular artists got to where they are now? To be good you’ve got to work at it.
“So. You are my gift.”
“I am, Your Grace.” The Lady murmured, head bowed. Her hands were chained in front of her, and she could see the dangling shadow of the key as the Queen let it swing loosely from her fingers.
“And you are okay with your Father giving you away like this?” The monarch’s voice was probing, questioning. The Lady shifted her weight, and bobbed her head.
“Where I come from, women are the property of men. Belonging first to their father, and then to their husband.”
It was the truth she was accustomed to. Her voice was as flat and unfeeling as iron, cold as a corpse. She resented the life she’d been born into - resented being nothing more than property. Hardly more than chattle.
Warm fingers gently tilted her chin up, and she found herself eye to eye with the Queen.
For as calm as her voice had been, her eyes reflected the opposite. Rage simmered beneath them - and yet the Lady felt no fear as she faced that anger.
“I am no man.” The Queen stated.
The Lady was quick to reply. “But in your Kingdom, women can hold property, can they not?”
“They can,” the Queen agreed, releasing her grip on the other. “But people are not property.”
“So what will you do with me?”
The movement was so quick that the Lady hardly registered it. Within the blink of an eye, her shackles were gone. She stared at the chains as they slid to the floor.
Her head whipped up in shock at the Queen’s voice.
“I will free you.”
FEELS!!!!!! Okay?
Poems
Matt Haig, How to Stop Time