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Alpine are so unserious CAN Y’ALL STOP RUNNING INTO EACH OTHER

Also, HAAS deserves maaajor penalties because wtf was that

And now everyone’s just sitting around 🪑

Gonna take a walk after that 😀

I just realized I put down the same option twice??? But I worded it differently??? Or just separated them in my head for some reason???

… anyway, po-tae-toh po-tah-toh, we have a winner 😌

Poll time!

Everyone’s feedback has been amazing (tysm for that!). 40 people voted on my last poll for the ratings of my fics- and I will absolutely take into account the results!

Since I think there’s enough people now to do this, I have a new poll:

I’ll try to finish whichever wins ASAP, and work promptly on the other options as well.

literally anyone: hey what are you thinking about right now

me, at any given moment: i’m not like you. i can’t afford to be reckless. i wasn’t raised by a loving, supportive family like you were. i have centuries of history bearing down on my shoulders. my life is the crown, and yours is politics, and i will not trade one prison for another. i can love you, and want you, and still not want that life. i’m allowed. alright? and it doesn’t make me a liar, it makes me a man with some infinitesimal shred of self-preservation, and you don’t get to come in here and call me a coward for it.

has buck ever had a crush? like genuinely. like an actual "oh my god i like you so bad i feel like an idiot" sort of crush? because he was too busy trying to get over his unhealthy relationship with sex with abby so even that relationship was a little maybe a little heavier. the boundaries buck felt like he had to set in order to be with her because he didn't trust himself. and then obviously everything that happened after that was fast or unhealthy or fast and unhealthy and just. buck likes tommy. he's got a big ol' crush on the guy and he uses cheesy lines when he talks to him ("the fire was a beast" "so are you") and he's all flushed and rosy cheeked and smiley as he goes up to kiss him like. buck might've loved his exes but we've never seen him like someone so openly. never in a way that was so joyful and honest especially. and just. light.

Oh they’re so sweet together.

Now I need a 100k fic full of angst with a happy ending, please and thank you.

New fics!

I haven’t been able to read these yet, but I wanted to promote them on here so more people can go check them out!

they're so cute!!!!!!!

On another note to what’s happening rn in the 911 fandom:

Media literacy is very important, and I’m choosing to believe that people just never learned what this means. So, in light of recent developments, I’m sharing one of my favorite YouTube channels where you can learn about good/bad representation of queer folk in mainstream media. I encourage you to watch it for a multitude of reasons, but the main one is:

If you ever actually cared about seeing queer characters on your screen and it NOT being a fetish you have for some god forsaken reason, then you’ll sit down and learn that putting aside your ship wars and appreciating something as monumental as a character getting a healthy queer sexual awakening is more important than your faves kissing or not.

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