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regarding the project: whether or not you have read the comics, this is a straightforward tutorial for anyone wishing to write mark grayson more precisely. brief notes. genuine emotional breakdowns. no lecturing. no gatekeeping. just a straightforward, honest look at what really shapes him and how to use the source material to portray him accurately.

a/n: i posted the poll about making a how to write mark grayson guide today, but honestly... iโ€™ve been working on this for a while, ever since i posted some fics. it started because a few people mentioned that some of my mark breakdowns helped them with their fics, and i thought it might be nice to have something more detailed all in one place. so even though the poll went up today, this guideโ€™s been in the works for a bit hehe i really hope it helps anyone who wants to write mark more true to the comics! thanks for reading!

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in the invincible comics, if thereโ€™s one thing about mark grayson, itโ€™s that heโ€™s stubborn as hell when it comes to his ideals. like, painfully stubborn. there are so many times where he just flat-out refuses to back down from what he believes is right, even when everyone around him is telling him heโ€™s being naive or that itโ€™s gonna blow up in his face. and since the show hasnโ€™t gotten to a lot of these moments yet, letโ€™s talk about some comic only examples that really show just how stubborn (and sometimes reckless) markโ€™s idealism can be.

okay, so first off: the whole fight between mark and cecil stedman (the government guy who runs the GDA)? it's turning point of mark's view of the GDA and what it truly means to be a hero. it also begins to shed him of his naivety.

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basically, mark finds out cecilโ€™s been doing all this shady stuff behind the scenes like building an army of zombie cyborg supersoldiers (the reanimen), working with literal evil clones, just... real villain behavior. cecilโ€™s whole mindset is like, โ€œyeah itโ€™s awful, but itโ€™s for the greater good.โ€ and mark? hates it. the second he finds out, heโ€™s ready to fight.

and cecilโ€™s response? he doesnโ€™t even try to explain himself anymore. he just sends a whole damn army of reanimen after mark to try and beat him into submission. itโ€™s brutal. mark gets swarmed, blasted with this crazy sonic device they rigged up, heโ€™s getting absolutely trashed, and he still refuses to back down. he barely escapes, pulls some of the guardians together, and marches right back to finish what he started.

they trash the reanimen, itโ€™s a mess, and at the end, cecilโ€™s standing there like, โ€œi did what had to be done.โ€ and mark, bleeding and furious, basically tells him to shove it. he straight-up quits. no backup, no government support, nothing just him deciding heโ€™d rather be completely alone than be part of something he thinks is wrong. like... thatโ€™s mark grayson. stubborn to the end.

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Universa Arc.

so, universaโ€™s this alien warrior who shows up on earth basically trying to steal the planetโ€™s energy to save her dying world. mark and eve fight her, they win, she gets thrown in prison. standard superhero stuff, right? most heroes wouldโ€™ve been like โ€œcool, problem solvedโ€ and moved on. but not mark. mark canโ€™t let it go.

he actually goes out of his way to visit her in jail. just to talk. and when he finds out she was only doing all of this because her people were desperate not because she was evil or power-hungry or anything he immediately goes into โ€œletโ€™s fix thisโ€ mode. like, no hesitation.

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and he doesn't just feel bad about it and leave, no, mark convinces the warden to let her go, helps her find a way to safely get the energy she needs without hurting anyone, and sends her back home to save her people. universa is so stunned she literally promises to repay him someday.

itโ€™s honestly one of the purest things he ever does. he refuses to just see her as โ€œthe bad guy.โ€ he sees the person underneath. he believes that people, even enemies, can do the right thing if you give them a real chance.

was it a little naive? yeah, kinda. but it worked because markโ€™s the kind of guy who means it. like, really means it. and people can tell. thatโ€™s why his idealism hits so hard. he never gives up on the idea that thereโ€™s a better way.

Oliver and Allen VS Mark

okay, so one of the most heartbreaking examples of markโ€™s idealism clashing with the people he loves is the whole scourge virus situation.

basically, allen the alien and markโ€™s half-brother oliver come up with this plan to release a modified version of the scourge virua, the same virus that almost wiped out the viltrumites, to finish the job for good.

and mark? mark is horrified.

heโ€™s not just worried about the viltrumites (even though yeah, some of them deserve it). heโ€™s thinking about the humans. heโ€™s thinking about the risk. heโ€™s thinking about how unleashing something that dangerous ever is just crossing a moral line you canโ€™t uncross.

so he tries to stop them. and it turns into a full-on fight. itโ€™s messy, itโ€™s emotional, and somewhere in the middle of it all, oliver, desperate and panicking, accidentally infects mark with the virus. mark almost dies.

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and even after all that, after being betrayed and almost killed by his own brother, mark doesnโ€™t blow up in rage. heโ€™s just heartbroken. because for mark, the real tragedy isnโ€™t what happened to him. itโ€™s that people he loves were willing to risk something so horrific, to cross a line heโ€™s spent his whole life refusing to cross.

๐Ÿฆ‡ ๐—›๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ช๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ธ ๐—š๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป | A DETAILED

like... he would literally rather fight his own family, risk dying, than give up on his ideals. he genuinely believes that the ends donโ€™t justify the means, even if it costs him everything.

The Final Battle with Thragg and Mark's Monologue

by the end of the comic, we really get the full picture of who mark grayson has become. all that stubborn idealism, independence, and moral conviction heโ€™s built up over the years? it all comes to a head during his final battle with thragg.

and the thing is...markโ€™s not just throwing punches. heโ€™s saying everything heโ€™s believed, everything thatโ€™s come to define him. he straight-up rejects thraggโ€™s whole worldview, the viltrumite mindset of "strength over everything." and while theyโ€™re fighting, mark gives this monologue (mid-fight, because of course he does) that honestly just hits you right in the chest:

โ€œyou see us as people living only for conquest, measured only by the size of our empire. no room for peace. no room for compassion. no room for loveโ€ฆ the truth is you were holding us backโ€ฆ we can be a force for good. we can spread peace throughout the galaxy. we can love and be loved. we can be happy.โ€

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like... thatโ€™s so mark. even after everything heโ€™s been through, even while he's locked in a life or death fight, he still believes people, even viltrumites, can be better.

and itโ€™s not just talk either. this is what mark actually wants. heโ€™s trying to turn an empire built on war into something good. itโ€™s insanely idealistic, yeah, but itโ€™s 100% real. and whatโ€™s really cool is that heโ€™s doing it his way. not the way any viltrumite leader before him wouldโ€™ve done it. this is markโ€™s independence on full blast, he's building something new, completely breaking away from the old viltrumite pride and brutality.

thragg, of course, canโ€™t even wrap his head around it. and mark beats him, physically and symbolically. itโ€™s basically proving that compassion and strength arenโ€™t opposites. markโ€™s showing that being a good person doesnโ€™t mean being weak, and being cruel doesnโ€™t mean youโ€™re strong.

if youโ€™re writing fanfiction that covers late-series or post-series mark, this moment is a huge thing to keep in mind. by now, heโ€™s not the uncertain teenager anymore. he knows who he is and what he stands for. but he hasnโ€™t lost that earnestness, that moral fire he had as a kid, if anything, itโ€™s gotten stronger and sharper.

mark taking down thragg with conviction shows the kind of leader heโ€™s grown into. heโ€™s not just reacting to problems anymore; heโ€™s actively trying to shape a better future. people look up to him, even people who used to be enemies, because of the integrity he shows. not because theyโ€™re scared of him, but because they respect him.

another super important thing: even after all that, mark doesnโ€™t turn into some dictator. like, it wouldโ€™ve been so easy for him to say, โ€œiโ€™m the strongest, iโ€™m in charge now.โ€ but he doesnโ€™t. he stays focused on making things better. he pushes for the viltrumites to actually protect earth, to integrate, to live differently. he keeps that humility.

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even at the height of his power, heโ€™s worrying about being a good husband, a good dad (the finale shows his future family life), and living up to his ideals. he never stops checking himself because deep down, heโ€™s terrified of turning into what his dad was.

so if youโ€™re writing a future!mark or an alt ending where heโ€™s leading the viltrumites or running with huge responsibilities, always keep that in mind: no matter how powerful he is, heโ€™s still that same kid whoโ€™s scared of losing his humanity and whoโ€™ll do anything to protect it.

Now that we understand the Idealism surrounding his character, let's discuss how to actually write him.

okay so if youโ€™re writing mark grayson in fanfics, one of the biggest things you have to remember is that he is not a soft boy. he is not a โ€œyes man.โ€ he is not some passive sunshine character who just agrees with whatever the hell his friends or love interest says because heโ€™s so sweet and loyal. thatโ€™s just not who he is.

mark is kind. heโ€™s empathetic. he loves deeply. but he is stubborn as hell when it comes to his beliefs. like painfully, frustratingly stubborn.

he doesnโ€™t just roll over when someone he loves disagrees with him. he doesnโ€™t abandon his moral compass to avoid conflict. if anything, heโ€™ll fight even harder against the people he cares about because he believes so strongly in what he thinks is right.

this is the guy who:

tells cecil (the literal head of the GDA, who helped him post omni-man) to fuck off to his face because cecilโ€™s methods are too corrupt.

tries to rehabilitate a literal eco-terrorist (dinosaurus) because he genuinely thinks they could do good together, even when everyone else calls him insane.

punches his own little brother and one of his best friends (oliver and allen) in the face when they want to use the scourge virus to wipe out the viltrumites, because he refuses to believe genocide is ever the answer even when it would save billions of lives.

goes into exile on an alien planet with his family instead of accepting a โ€œpeacefulโ€ dictatorship run by robot, because he would rather lose everything than live under tyranny. then, he eventually comes back and kills robot himself.

like... mark is kind, yes. but heโ€™s not compliant. heโ€™s not someone you can easily sway just because youโ€™re close to him. he doesnโ€™t make decisions based on whatโ€™s easiest or whatโ€™ll hurt the fewest feelings. he makes decisions based on what he believes is right, even if it blows up his relationships. even if it hurts people he loves. even if it isolates him.

so when youโ€™re writing him:

let him argue. let him push back when something doesnโ€™t sit right with him.

let him get angry when his beliefs are challenged. heโ€™s emotional. heโ€™s reactive.

let him stand his ground even when it costs him.

let him care so deeply it hurts him sometimes.

donโ€™t be afraid to show that heโ€™s wrong, too because sometimes his stubbornness backfires horribly (like trusting dinosaurus). but even when heโ€™s wrong, heโ€™s never malicious. heโ€™s never apathetic. heโ€™s trying.

heโ€™s not cold. heโ€™s not cruel. but heโ€™s also not a people-pleaser. heโ€™s willing to lose friends, mentors, allies, and even his home if it means doing what he feels is right.

common mischaracterizations you should avoid:

making him a soft, easily manipulated boyfriend who never questions anything.

making him prioritize romance over his core values without struggle. (like, if you have him abandoning his morals instantly for love, it feels wrong. he might bend, but it would mess him up inside and cause conflict.) DO NOT CONFLATE HIS MORALS WITH WHAT THE GDA BELIEVES!!

making him unrealistically calm and detached. mark feels everything with his whole chest. when heโ€™s hurt or angry, it shows. he doesn't bottle it up perfectly.

writing him like he's just โ€œalong for the rideโ€ emotionally. mark makes decisions. he moves the plot. even when heโ€™s wrong, heโ€™s active, not passive.

writing mark grayson right means letting him be a mess sometimes. it means letting him get bloodied up in fights he probably canโ€™t win. it means letting him make terrible mistakes because he believed too hard in someone. it means letting him love people and lose people and still keep standing, still keep hoping. still keep fighting for the better world he dreams of.

because that's what makes him invincible. not the powers. not the strength. itโ€™s the fact that even when everything in him is broken, his body, his mind, etc, he keeps fighting for what he believes in.

bad vs good characterization examples for mark

example 1

bad: "are you sure about this?" he asked, voice trembling. "i mean... if you think it's right, i'll go along with it. i trust you." (he says nothing else. he just follows along. no hesitation, no conflict, just blind loyalty.)

why it's wrong: this makes him sound like a passive puppy who just goes wherever the story/author pushes him. mark is loyal, yeah, but heโ€™s not a yes man. if something feels wrong to him, heโ€™s going to say something even if it starts a fight.

good: "i donโ€™t know if i can go with you on this," mark said, frowning. "i get why you want to do it... i do. but it doesnโ€™t sit right with me. itโ€™s not who i want to be." his hands flexed at his sides, restless. "iโ€™m not trying to fight you. iโ€™m trying to make you understand." (thereโ€™s tension. thereโ€™s conflict. but the love is still there. heโ€™s standing his ground because he cares.)

example 2

bad: mark nodded immediately. "you're right. i didnโ€™t even think about it that way. iโ€™ll change everything i'm doing for you." (he has no independent thought. he never questions anything. he changes core beliefs instantly.)

why it's wrong: mark can compromise sometimes, but itโ€™s never instant. if he changes his mind, it comes from hard conversations, real consequences, or deep emotional shifts. he doesnโ€™t just flip a switch because someone asked him nicely.

good: "maybe youโ€™re right," mark muttered after a long beat, his jaw locked. "but you canโ€™t expect me to throw away everything i believe just because it's easier." he exhaled, frustrated, running a hand through his ebony hair. "i need to think. i can't just... pretend this doesn't matter."

key reminders when writing mark:

heโ€™s stubborn. like cartoonishly stubborn. even when itโ€™s inconvenient. even when it costs him everything.

heโ€™s idealistic. he genuinely believes doing the right thing matters, even if nobody else believes it anymore.

heโ€™s emotional. he feels everything with his whole chest. anger, sadness, guilt, hope, itโ€™s never muted or put down for the sake of plot purposes.

heโ€™s reactive. mark doesnโ€™t always think things through. if he sees something he doesn't like or someone he loves in danger, he moves first, thinks later.

heโ€™s not a people pleaser. even if he loves you, if youโ€™re doing something he thinks is wrong, heโ€™s gonna call you out. loudly.

he fights with people he loves. not because he loves them less but because he loves them too much to let them destroy themselves or cause harm to other people that causes conflict in what he believes in.

heโ€™s not a soft boy. heโ€™s kind. heโ€™s empathetic. but heโ€™s also willing to bloody his fists and risk his life for what he believes in.

heโ€™s not passive. mark makes choices. even when theyโ€™re bad ones. heโ€™s an active character who moves the plot forward.

heโ€™s wrong sometimes. his idealism blinds him. he trusts the wrong people. he fucks up. and he owns it (eventually).

he doesn't believe violence is the first answer (especially at the end of the series). but when itโ€™s necessary, he doesnโ€™t hold back. if heโ€™s in a fight, heโ€™s there to win.

he canโ€™t be guilt tripped into giving up his morals. you can hurt him. you can betray him. but you canโ€™t make him become someone heโ€™s not.

he keeps hoping. even after all the betrayal, death, loss, heartbreak he's gone through, he never fully lets go of hope.

NOTABLE MOMENTS TO HELP CHARACTERIZE HIM IN YOUR FIC

๐Ÿฆ‡ ๐—›๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ช๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ธ ๐—š๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป | A DETAILED

โ€œDONโ€™T EVER THREATEN MY FAMILY!!โ€ โ€“ Issue #33.

this is mark at his absolute breaking point just pure protective rage, screaming at angstrom who just hurt his mom. itโ€™s a simple line, but it hits because you can feel everything behind it. the second someone he loves is in danger, mark doesnโ€™t hold back. he doesnโ€™t care about looking heroic or calm, he just loses it. and thatโ€™s something to keep in mind if youโ€™re writing him, when markโ€™s temper explodes, itโ€™s not about his pride or getting even. itโ€™s about protecting the people he loves. period. heโ€™s like a lion protecting his cubs its all instinct, no hesitation. so if youโ€™re ever writing a scene where a villainโ€™s threatening someone close to him, picture mark practically shaking, shouting until his voice breaks, just burning with that raw, desperate anger. itโ€™s not polished or composed, itโ€™s messy, itโ€™s emotional, and itโ€™s all love underneath it.

๐Ÿฆ‡ ๐—›๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ช๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ธ ๐—š๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป | A DETAILED

โ€œTHISย IS BEING A SUPER-HERO? I'M JUST STOPPING CRAP FROM HAPPENING AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING REALLY WORTHWHILEโ€ฆ โ€ฆAND WHEN I FAILโ€ฆ MY GOD, I FAILย BIG.ย WE HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE THE WORLD, EVEโ€ฆ โ€ฆBUT INSTEAD THINGS JUST KEEP GETTINGย WORSE.โ€ โ€“ Issue #81.

itโ€™s not just some random thought he brushes off. you can tell it hits him. like... what if everything heโ€™s been doing hasnโ€™t actually changed anything? what if heโ€™s just patching holes in something thatโ€™s already falling apart? itโ€™s honestly a gut-punch moment because mark is usually so stubbornly hopeful. but even he isnโ€™t immune to wondering if any of itโ€™s enough. and itโ€™s such an important part of who he is, he doesnโ€™t just blindly believe everythingโ€™s fine. he feels it when it isnโ€™t. he questions himself. he struggles with it. if youโ€™re writing fanfic and you want to show a more introspective or vulnerable side of him, especially after something rough happens, this is the kind of feeling you want to tap into. not him giving up, but that raw, exhausted moment where heโ€™s like, whatโ€™s the point if nothing ever really changes? it makes him feel real. because even with all the optimism and fight heโ€™s got, sometimes the weight of it still catches up to him.

HOW TO WRITE HIS HUMOR/MORE LIGHT-HEARTED SIDE

๐Ÿฆ‡ ๐—›๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ช๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ธ ๐—š๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป | A DETAILED
๐Ÿฆ‡ ๐—›๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ช๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ธ ๐—š๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป | A DETAILED

mark isnโ€™t all heavy drama and serious fights, he actually has a ton of light, funny moments, especially early on. like when he first starts getting his powers and his coworker asks him about his future, he just says

โ€œfinish high school, I guess.โ€

which is funny because he already knows heโ€™s about to step into something way bigger.

there are little moments like that all over, times when heโ€™s play fighting with william, or throwing out corny jokes, especially about stuff like science dog (his favorite comic, seance dog in the show). even though a lot of this guide focuses on the heavy, emotional stuff, itโ€™s important not to forget these slice of life stuff

if youโ€™re writing fanfics with him, adding in those little jokes or funny lines can really help keep mark in character. think about it like how spider-man cracks jokes during fights except markโ€™s version is a little less snarky and more dorky he jokes the most when heโ€™s around people heโ€™s comfortable with, and itโ€™s not because heโ€™s not taking things seriously itโ€™s because that humor is just a part of who he is.

๐Ÿฆ‡ ๐—›๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ช๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ธ ๐—š๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป | A DETAILED

DISCLAIMER!

one of the biggest differences between comic mark and show mark is that comic mark is definitely rougher around the edges, especially early on. heโ€™s not the super polished, always perfect hero type. in the early issues, mark can actually be kind of crude, he uses slurs (like the r-word) and makes some offhanded gay jokes, usually when heโ€™s goofing around with william. itโ€™s definitely surprising when you read it now, but itโ€™s also important to understand that itโ€™s part of his growth. itโ€™s not written to make him look good, itโ€™s showing that heโ€™s a dumb teenage boy who hasnโ€™t figured everything out yet. he says thoughtless, insensitive stuff because heโ€™s young, immature, and still has a lot of learning to do.

and the comics let him grow.

๐Ÿฆ‡ ๐—›๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ช๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ธ ๐—š๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป | A DETAILED

later on, when william comes out to him, mark doesnโ€™t just brush it off or make another dumb joke, heโ€™s genuinely supportive. he accepts william without hesitation. and from that point on, you can see a clear shift, mark stops using slurs, stops making those kinds of jokes. itโ€™s not a huge dramatic โ€œlesson learnedโ€ moment, but the change is there. he matures. he gets it.

the show sort of skips over this whole messy, realistic part of his character arc. animated mark is a lot more careful and a little more "clean" from the start, he doesnโ€™t really say anything offensive, and heโ€™s framed as a lot more socially aware right out of the gate. which makes sense for a modern audience and a tv format, but it does smooth out some of the rough growth we see in comic mark.

comic markโ€™s early immaturity makes his later kindness and emotional intelligence feel earned. itโ€™s not that heโ€™s perfect, itโ€™s that he chooses to grow, to be better, to really care about people in a way that goes beyond surface-level acceptance. thatโ€™s a huge part of what makes comic mark feel so real. he screws up, he says dumb stuff, but he listens, he learns, and he changes.

CONCLUSION AND FINAL NOTE!

at the end of the day, mark grayson isnโ€™t about being perfect. heโ€™s about trying. heโ€™s stubborn as hell, emotional, sometimes reckless, and way more human than people give him credit for.

he holds onto what he believes even when everyoneโ€™s telling him to give up. he fights for the people he loves even when it costs him everything. he messes up (a lot), but he always, always tries to be better. thatโ€™s what makes him mark.

when youโ€™re writing him, donโ€™t be afraid to show all of it, the anger, the humor, the doubt, the stubborn hope that somehow refuses to die even when everythingโ€™s falling apart. heโ€™s not supposed to be perfect or untouchable. heโ€™s supposed to feel real.

sometimes he gets it wrong. sometimes he crashes and burns. but the point is, he keeps going. he cares even when itโ€™s easier not to. and thatโ€™s why people love him.

i hope breaking all this down helps if youโ€™re trying to write him, understand him better, or just see where heโ€™s coming from. because when you really look at it, markโ€™s whole story isnโ€™t about being the strongest guy in the room itโ€™s about being the one who refuses to give up on people, even when it would be easier to stop caring.

thanks for reading! and honestly, if you ever feel stuck writing him, just go back to that core idea > he never stops trying. thatโ€™s who he is.

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haii update on all my content :3

ive decided to private my old works, i plan on re-writing & revising them + updating my old formats to match my current ones! all my spiderverse stuff is on hold tho bc im currently obsessing over dc/batfam so expect more content like that. sorry if i disappointed you ( ยด โ–ฝ ` )


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Black Cat! Reader And Mark Grayson Have Such A Fun Dynamic. Equivelant To A Certian Web Slinger And His
Black Cat! Reader And Mark Grayson Have Such A Fun Dynamic. Equivelant To A Certian Web Slinger And His

black cat! reader and mark grayson have such a fun dynamic. equivelant to a certian web slinger and his love interest. you two are different, at least you think so from what Mark has told you about this hero he's met.

like every black cat, you meet your future little fling by being caught red handed where you don't belong, by Invincible. At a museum at night, after hours and dangling upside down to steal the supposed " Jewel of the Sea'. You look like a delicate thing to mark, pretty and suspended with greedy claws reaching for glistening jewel through the spaces of red lasers. you blend in with pretty art pieces and glistening chandeliers. you should be framed on the wall and admired for all to see.

course, like all black cats, you get hauled to jail that night when invincible breaks his trance of staring long enough to aprehend you far too easily. you give in, give up. you don't like fighting against pretty men or people like him. that boyish grin and dimples that are apparent when you purred against his chest, trapped wrists encircling around his neck while you bat pretty eyes. you try to convince him poorly to let you go, and not give you up. you'd rather spend a night in his bed and arrested by his hands, than by locked up behind bars.

red and blue police lights catch the red of your lipstick on the corner of his lips, the smear of makeup never comes off quite right as much as he rubs at it with his fist. invincible is glowing, a red hue covers his cheeks when you give him a wink behind the glossy cop car window.

a few days later, you'll be out. no bail gives you freedom, but your keen cat like intelligence and your stupid minions that managed to bust you out. it gives you enough time to plot your next encounter with your colorful superhero, and how you can get revenge for him ruining your museum heist.

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can someone help me find this fic?

It was a fic (i think one of the flashโ€™s / wally x reader) who accidentally went back in time to stop Barbara & bruce from cheating on dick/ betraying his trust? I CANT FIND IT I NEED IT ๐Ÿ˜ญ


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Shadow opened his eyes and squinted when the bright light greets his vision. The wind brushes through his fur, warm and welcoming. The grass pokes through his fur, cold and soft. The blinding light was then shrouded into a dim visage, leaves from the branches providing a veil. His head felt light as his body felt as though he had fallen into an endless pit of the nonexistent ground.ย 

โ€œFinally awake, are we?โ€ a soft voice spoke amidst the quiet, tranquil atmosphere.ย 

Shadow looked to meet a pair of warm and kind familiar eyes gazing back at him. Then slowly rises as if gravity was holding him down until he is in a sitting position. He places a hand against his head, processing the situation he is in.ย 

Shadow then finds himself asking, โ€œHow did I get here? Is this real? A dream?โ€ he says as he looks at his gloved palm, trying to figure out whether he is dreaming or not, his mind still in shambles. He receives no answer so he turns his head to look at the person who heโ€™s been trying to find ever since..ย 

She only offered him a gentle smile as she stood up and held out a hand, indicating for him to take it. Shadow furrowed his brows, confused why she didnโ€™t answer his question. He glances at her outstretched hand for seconds before he gives in and takes it in his. She gently pulls him up on his feet with a little giggle, the sound having Shadow even more befuddled at her antics. He knew she had always been a playful spirit in nature, but there was something peculiar in the layers of her mirthful demeanor.ย 

His eyes flickered to their still connected hands, and a fuzzy feeling suddenly poked inside him. Her hand felt comfortingly warm against his, but it vanished too soon when she let go of him. Shadow disregarded the feelings away as there were words that he needed to say, questions that needed to be answered. There was something foreseen in the air and the place heโ€™s currently in, the leaves rustling, the winds whispering, all this was foreign to him.ย 

โ€œWhat happened to you? Where are we and how come that youโ€™re here?โ€ the words slipped from him, his voice steady.ย 

But to his disappointment, the girl still had not provided him any reply, not even a single hint to make him understand what was going on. Though there was a little movement in her one ear and an unreadable glint in her eyes. Still, Shadow started to grow impatient at her incessant silence and narrowed his eyes.

โ€œWhy wonโ€™t you answer me?โ€ Still no word from her as she blinked at him. He only sighed in defeat and shook his head.ย 

โ€œAt least tell me,โ€ he says again, slow and restless; the one heโ€™s been wanting to say ever since he woke up and her being the first thing he sees in his awakening. โ€œIf youโ€™re alright.โ€ย 

And she finally responded with a nod as an answer to him. At least he was convinced that she wasnโ€™t going to give him the silent treatment all day. Relief washed over him but the contradiction of her actions dwelled, the simple gesture not enough to sustain his intuition towards her.

Suddenly, she held out her hand again and curled them into fist. Shadow arches one brow, confused. A knowing smile finds its way to her lips again, a lilt in them. She repeats the same notion again and starts to slowly back away from him. Shadow, still left in the dark, wondered what she was trying to do until something finally jogged up into his head.ย 

Oh.ย 

It was the gesture between them of which she had created, a game probably, where she wanted him to follow her along. He always disliked them as he found them utterly ridiculous, such activity is not for him to partake in his nature. But there was nothing stopping the girl from always gesturing for him to do so, until he finds himself eventually giving in to her wiles.

ย He rumbles a grunt in his chest. Itโ€™s not like he canโ€™t do anything else at this point. There was nothing else in this world heโ€™s currently in; just him and her.ย 

He finds himself taking a step forward, mindlessly, as the girl gets farther away from him. Then another step, and another, then his walks turn into a jog, until heโ€™s following after her footsteps. He heard her laugh, the sound distant yet harmonic, echoing throughout the fields and into the trees, as both of them ran through the forest. For a moment, Shadow felt strangely at ease, a weight being taken off from his shoulders, a knot being tied loose. Itโ€™s like he could relive this moment for as long as he could.

With her.ย 

Her silhouette drifted to and fro in Shadowโ€™s vision, like a pure enact of a nymph vanishing and appearing in the eyes of a lost wanderer, her laughs that sound of a melodic chant that lures them in.ย 

Shadow kept jogging after her, a rush of light adrenaline rushing through his veins, his heart starting to palpitate against his chest. No matter how close he got to her, she seemed to simply outran him with a lighthearted laugh. Perhaps she could be a potential opponent in terms of racing in the future.

Until they both slowly skidded to a stop when they reached the opening of the forest. A vast greenery land, garnished with a plethora of florals in various shades of color. The wind blew them as they danced along with its gust, a cascade of warm light upon the sky, the sun gleaming through the thinly veiled clouds that waltzes by. The girl lets out a breath of relief, closing her eyes as she relishes in the breeze, calming her nerves from the previous running. Shadow having no need to rest since heโ€™s accustomed to it, as what he was created for in immune exhaustion for a little activity such as this one.ย 

After what seemed like a long time, at last out of breath, she said in the air, โ€œI missed that.โ€ย 

Shadow looks at her and huffs, crossing his arms against his chest. โ€œDecided to finally speak?โ€ย 

She turns around to meet his red, sharp eyes and links her hands behind her. โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ she smiles woefully at him as she continues, โ€œI couldnโ€™t risk them hearing us. The aura was too exposed at the place we were in.โ€ย 

Them?ย 

Shadowโ€™s eyes taper in puzzlement. โ€œWhat are you talking about? What do you mean by them? Just what is going on in this place?โ€ The questions came flooding out once again, brick by brick of his burning curiosity sending him to the edge.ย 

The girl hums, lifting her head up to look at the clear sky and closes her eyes. โ€œDilly dally shilly shally. Why worry about a thing when youโ€™re in the safest place youโ€™ve ever been?โ€ She says in a sing-sang voice, her gaze returning to him.

Shadow could only stare at her in pure bewilderment, baffled nonetheless. He has known her for a long appropriate period of time, and he never thought there will be a time where her character strangely feels out of ordinary, would ever ignite a sense of uncertainty in him. The way she was acting just does not sit right with him. What if sheโ€™s not real? Posing as an imposter to deceive him? What if something did happen to her and what all heโ€™s seeing now is all the remains of who she once was?ย 

โ€œHey..โ€ she softly calls out and Shadow instanly breaks from his clouded, dire trance. His attention diverted towards her and she was smiling reassuringly at him. โ€œDonโ€™t think about it so deeply or you might lose yourself.โ€ย 

Shadow breathes as if heโ€™s been holding his breath the entire time. โ€œIโ€™m,โ€ he starts, strain barely audible in his deep voice, โ€œI have no idea whatโ€™s going on, especially with you. Youโ€™ve been gone for days and now, I woke up in a strange place and youโ€™re the first person I see in it,โ€ he trails for a moment and averted his eyes away in frustration, the mixed emotions he held in and suppressed, was slowly pouring out of him. โ€œHow do I even know if youโ€™re her? That youโ€™re real? Damn it, Rouge is worried about you. Omega canโ€™t keep his machines from stirring every second whenever he mentions where you could be or how you were.โ€

This feeling in him, one that heโ€™s repressing, foreign yet known. That feeling whenever heโ€™s around her, although he tries to discard it away, it keeps coming back as if it has already been part of him from the very start.ย 

Silence came. None of them said a word as they stood in the meadow, nowhere, where both of them were the only living things that existed. The wind whispers amongst the trees, flowers partaking along.ย 

โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ she apologizes for the second time. Shadow huffs disapprovingly and presses his hand against his forehead, shrouding his eyes. โ€œIs that all you can say?โ€ he retorts in her way.ย 

He heard footsteps and the rustle of grass coming onto his way and before he knew it, he felt a warm, tender touch in his cheek. Taken aback, he whisks his head towards her, steel red eyes widening at the sudden close contact between them. No one had ever touched him like this before. Not since Maria. The sensation melted through him, a river of longing and ache running through his bloodstream. Her eyes that held his gleamed in sincere remorse and kindness combined that caused his heart to skip a beat.ย 

โ€œI mean it,โ€ she merely said to him as she smiled.ย 

There was an urge but Shadow resisted to act on it. The urge to take her hand, hold it against his, and never let her go; that she will never be taken from him again.ย 

So he chose to close his eyes and leaned into her touch and felt her hand stiffened the slightest against his cheek, surprised at his action before it relaxed.ย 

โ€œWhere are you?โ€ Shadow utters quietly, a voice he didnโ€™t think himself would possess.ย 

โ€œIโ€™m right here. I always have been.โ€

Her touch slips away too soon, like a silk coming free. Her warmth vanishes from him, leaving a trail of her touch lingering on his fur.ย 

โ€œTell me where you are,โ€ said the dark hedgehog, his voice now serious and determined. The soon those words slipped from him, his surroundings started to dissipate into wisps like thin smoke. Alerted, Shadow quickly looks around as he witnesses the place heโ€™s been in, the once calm field is gradually turning into disoriented images. Shadow cursed under his breath.ย 

When he looked for her, she was only a gap away from him, the smile etched on her face bordering between sadness and reassurance. โ€œDonโ€™t come for me.โ€

The world disintegrates further like a fire burning into cinder. With her words triggering something inside of Shadow, he sprints towards her yet before he could reach her, the gravity pulled him away. He struggled against the invisible force, outstretching his hand to her in desperation, weariness that ever glinted in his stone red eyes.ย 

โ€œI will find you,โ€ he shouts, the pressure in his chest and body urging him on as he attempts to break through the webs of gravity pulling them apart , โ€œand I will come for you wherever you may be! I promise!โ€ย 

Then everything went to black with her face being the last thing he saw as he was pulled into vast darkness.ย 

Shadowโ€™s eyes opened and groaned when he felt a throbbing sensation in his head. This was really getting tiring as of late now. It was only then he realized had fallen asleep against the wall. He looked around and saw Rouge still asleep on Omegaโ€™s arms, papers and pen scattered around the floor, walls imprinted on the wall.ย 

And his mind drifted to her. His head fell against his hands as his shoulder tenses while his jaw clenched. The hopelessness of not knowing of her whereabouts, her state, not even a single clue. The slow agony of the possibility of losing another person dear to him, someone he cherishes so deeply, Shadow had felt this kind of feeling before and it was happening once again.ย 

His fingers dug into his quills as he tried to compose himself. Now is not the time to despair. What matters is that he dreamt of her just as she dreamt of him, their subconsciousness connecting together, a sign that she had reached out for him just as he was trying to. It was a foretelling fortune, a sliver of hope.ย 

โ€œI will find you,โ€ he repeats again, just like he did to her in his dream. Whoever or what took her away from him, he swore on his grave that he is going to end their life. The one thing he cherishes that has been stolen from him, will not have an easy end in their face of death.ย 

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00. spiderwocky โ”€โ”€ kid-buggy

00. Spiderwocky โ”€โ”€ Kid-buggy

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00. Spiderwocky โ”€โ”€ Kid-buggy

your head slams against the mechโ€™s ceiling, and your vision blurs for a second. a troubled robotic voice keeps reading out statistics, leftwing engine down, visors breaking off, remaining web fluid at 17%, and enemy still engaged.

you have to wince, pushing your head against the whiplash, slamming a half-ripped off metal leg at the large metallic eyeball staring keenly in your direction. mysterioโ€™s been trouble before butโ€ฆ youโ€™ve gotten soft.ย 

a thin wisp of gas permeates the suitโ€™s vents, and sp//drโ€™s robotic droning takes an almost human, frantic quality. โ€œair quality has been compromised,โ€ it hisses,ย  โ€œ(name), pulling out of battle is optimal.โ€ youโ€™ve got to ignore it, you think with strain, a thin string of web leaping out at the building behind mysterio, there are people in more danger than you.

pulling harshly on the string, you can hear the noisy clank of metal as the mech-suitโ€™s arm bolts creak under the pressure, and propel yourself at the sphere. and you do it again, to the left, again, from the right, while sp//drโ€™s voice reads out the remaining fluid clerically.

"16%", slam it into the concrete building next to you, it makes a dent, "15%", swing it into a billboard, people are screaming, "14%", jump up into the sky on your- the suitโ€™s- good leg, "13%" shoot out two strings to the ground besides mysterio-

"12%", slam him into the concrete, shattering the road under him. youโ€™re running out of air. the sphere breaks a little, curling inwards like a cracked egg. you have to disarm mysterio- before he floods the streets with the brain toxin that-

thatโ€™s currently bypassed your filtration systems.

the suit takes a staggering step towards a boy inside the vessel, his head encompassed by a globe of white, a single eye etched and staring. you barely hear his โ€œyouโ€™re taller in personโ€, more focused on another voice whispering to you.

ย โ€˜make me nothingโ€™, it says, itโ€™s your father's voice. no, itโ€™s sp//drโ€™s voice. a hand reaches up on its own, crushing a drone, โ€˜iโ€™m a teenage weaponโ€™. itโ€™s your voice, your head, sp//dr. you can barely breathe, another hand sending a drone flying into the thin walls around you. "safe inside the colours", his face looks at you in pity, admiration.ย 

itโ€™s a familiar look.

you stiffen, your mind clearing to sp//drโ€™s warnings. โ€˜i donโ€™t need your love, boy.โ€™ the suitโ€™s arm slams against his skull, and he falls to the ground, with a strangled; โ€œmy voice!โ€.ย 

the brain toxin begins to leave your systems, flushed out by a steady, furious buzz in your ears, your vision clearing as you approach the man. his face is exposed, a bloody, spectacled and oat-haired figure. he croaks to you; โ€œi hate my voice,โ€ as though youโ€™d care of it, โ€œyou donโ€™t know me- iโ€™m just a fanโ€ฆโ€

his voice becomes shaky, and heโ€™s struggling to blabber out his words. youโ€™re tempted to web his mouth shut. โ€œbut i could have been anything to youโ€ฆโ€

โ€œdid you ever get the mix-disc i made you?โ€ he slurs, his cracked glasses breaking.

00. Spiderwocky โ”€โ”€ Kid-buggy

you donโ€™t wake up with a jolt. thereโ€™s no chain of anxiety that hits you, no spider-sense going off. youโ€™re well tucked under heavy covers when you open your eyes, rigid in your sleep. not in the suit, you havenโ€™t been in it for a while. itโ€™s sill broken, and youโ€™re notโ€ฆ not at work. not right now.

it doesnโ€™t feel natural waking up in the manor. youโ€™ve been opening your eyes to the posters your roommate put up on your walls, insisting on brighter decor. grown used to waking to sounds of chatter, maybe the radio, or the school bell telling you were devastatingly late to class and would be reprimanded for it.

youโ€™re not used to waking up to neat wallpaper in a dark, old room. in the house youโ€™ve barely lived in, barely wanted to live in. wayne manor is a sad place, and you're suddenly glad they send you away for most of the year.

summer vacations are the most miserable time of the year, everyone being sent home or off on vacation with their parents until they come back for next term. all the time you're stuck going to a manor you donโ€™t want to be in, in a city youโ€™re close to hating, with people whoโ€™ve made it too obvious they donโ€™t want you here. they never say it to your face. but you know well enough.

but- but this time itโ€™s different. this break, you wonโ€™t go to trouble tim with a puzzle youโ€™d hope would interest him, one heโ€™d take from you with a nod, and never think about again. you wonโ€™t go watch jason sneak into the pantry from a distance, trying to muster up the courage to talk to him and inevitably fail each time, as he swiftly left again. you wonโ€™t even offer to ask alfred if you could help him tend to the garden, only for him to smile pitiably gently at you and ask you if youโ€™d 'rather not spend your time having more fun elsewhere'.

this time, you have work. something to do. someone to be.

you take to sauntering awake to a little desk in the corner of the room at five? four? in the morning, and sliding the drawer open to pull out a thick and scrappy diary. youโ€™ve been writing in this since they first sent you off, since you were nine.ย 

"SP//DR BOT" graces the page you flip to, in bright paint-marker-blue. the picture of a poorly sketched, vaguely-humanoid mecha-suit follows, on which you scrawl with a drying pen. for the last seven months you've had someone to be. so you'd best get to it; kid-buggy.

00. Spiderwocky โ”€โ”€ Kid-buggy

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How to Remember (Chapter 3)

How To Remember (Chapter 3)

Relationship: Batfam x reader (platonic)

Summary: At the age of 11, you woke up in an other world without any guidance and all the money you once lacked. You were left with only your memeories and your other memories.

You tired to remember, their life, but it seemed like they didn't want you too. So when trying to navigate the intricate sides of an elite school, but you always got in trouble when it came to faces and names.

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How To Remember (Chapter 3)

VROOOOOM

The drive back to the manor was silent. The night is slowly moving on as they cruise along the tunnel leading back to the manor. This isnโ€™t unusual for Bruce and Damian. They would always get in some type of fight with each other causing them to ignore each other, but this time is different. Bruce seems off. Damian knows that his father would never let his emotions showย  easily. So picking up on something being off with him, even if only Damian could see a glimpse of it, is a rare moment.

Damian observes his father. Bruce didnโ€™t move to speech, only blankly staring down the tunnel. Damian knows only one thing would make him so stuck, you. He isnโ€™t sure why but it has to be you. From the photo on the wall to the way Bruce seemed far more concerned with your well being after tonight then he would for any normal civilian. You mean something to Bruce, and Damian hates that he doesnโ€™t know why. Sure, you are very interesting to watch, and seem to have a decent head on your shoulders, for most things.

ย But why you?ย 

What makes you the one to make Bruce Wayne, The Batman, lose his indifferent attitude? He alway cares for the people they are saving but never in the way Bruce seems to be so concerned with you. When they pull into the batcave, Bruce wastes no time getting out of the car and on to the Computer. Alfred stands idly by with medical equipment, and tea in hand.

ย โ€œGood evening to you too master bruce.โ€ Alfred says with an abundance of sarcasm, his eyes follow Bruce across the room. โ€œWhat has you in such a hurry tonight?โ€ Alfred was pouring a cup of tea and handing it to Damian as he approached him. Bruce doesnโ€™t respond, he is pulling up all known social media sites looking for the same thing โ€˜Gotham drone fightโ€™. The screen is flooded with videos of you early that night, of you. Alfred drops trays when he sees you, He stares at your face on the computer, the way you smile. โ€œIs thatโ€ฆโ€

โ€œ___, Yes.โ€ Bruce grabs his chins and leans bad in his chair. Afred quickly starts to clean up the dropped tray and its content, he places them to the side as he walks closer to the computer. โ€œThey are different.โ€

โ€œThey are difficult.โ€ Damia states matter-of-factly. He sets the empty tea cup aside as he walks over to the computer. He watches the video of you punching the man, you claimed you knew how to fight from martial arts but this seemed more like something someone would learn to survive, it was too inconsistent of material arts. Your kick is from material arts, it was clean and precise. โ€œFather, how do you know them?โ€

โ€œIt doesnโ€™t matter Damianโ€ Bruce stares at the video for a while longer before he moves it to the side and brings up records for you. They all seem to be outdated as they only have a photo of you when you were younger. God, you looked depressed as a child. He starts clicking on other files bringing them, comparing and contrasting them to the video of today.

โ€œI think it does matter when you canโ€™t even think when they are in dangerโ€ Damian points out. He always knew how to get under his father's skin. Bruce stops, and slowly turns his chair towards damian. โ€œDon't think I didnโ€™t see how you froze up when they had a knife against their throat.โ€ย 

โ€œThat was nothing,โ€Bruce dismisses Damian's accusation as he turns back around to the computer, clicking on different files. For a few moments there is only the sound of typing and clicking in the room. Damian was trying to get a read on his father, what was he thinking at this very moment? He looks at the computer, most of this stuff was things he had found in his earlier research. Bruce reads the files so intently that it was almost like he was reading about someone from their family. Dmaian continues to watch his father, until a family portrait, or a photo of one.

It is a photo of a damaged portrait from both a fire and some type of tear, it looked like it was from a police investigation. Damian stares at it, there is a family of 3 in that portrait, only a mother and child are recognizably human, the father didnโ€™t have and upper half. The mothers face is unrecognizable due to the damage, but the child has a bit more of a face then the mother. He moves closer to the computer. Bruces is too distracted by the other file and photos to notice Damian looking over his shoulder. Alfred, on the other hand, is watching Damian closely, he tensed up as Damian's eyes grew sharper.

ย Damian looks closely and the childโ€™s face, only half of their face is barely intact. The childโ€™s looks as if they are staring into his soul, reading all of his secrets, they have a detached look in their eyes. Damian almost missed the familiarity because of the unsettling eyes.Damian feels Alfred's eye on him, but he has had enough of them avoiding his questions โ€œWho is the-โ€ Damian starts, but before he could get another word out Alfred pushes him toward the exit of the cave. โ€œAlfred, what's going on?โ€ He tries to dig his feet into the floor with little success.

โ€œIt is almost 8:00 am, Master Damian.โ€ Alfred is rather abrupt, he is in a rush. โ€œWhile master Bruce should also go to bed, he is an adult and I can't make that decision for him but I can for you.โ€ Alfred ushered Damian to the exit even quicker.ย 

โ€œFather, are you going to let him do this?โ€ Damian holds back Alfred for a moment to see if he can get a reaction out of him.

โ€œAlfred is right damian, you should go to bed, we have a big day ahead of us.โ€ Bruce nods as he continues to read over things. Alfred pushes Damian into the elevator and pushes the button to go up.ย 

โ€œMaster Damian, please donโ€™t ask Master Bruce about this, at least not today.โ€ Alfred states in a hushed tone, he gives Damian an earnest expression. Alfred hopes Damian could understand, maybe one day. Damian folds his arms as the doors close, leaving Alfred and Bruce in the batcave to continue their work.ย 

Damian is furious. What make you so important to them? Damian is greeted by Titus waiting for him outside of the entrance. Damian pets his head quickly as he exits the elevator. He knows something is up now, and what his father and Alfred are hiding has something to do with you. He wants to know, no. He needs to know. He will know. Instead of walking to his room to sleep, he walks into the kitchen to feed his pets before he goes to sleep. When he walks into the kitchen, he meets 2 other people in there. One of them is grabbing food from the fridge as his laptop is resting on the countertop with his phone being right next to with articles pulled up on, and the other one is eating cereal while scrolling through his phone.ย 

โ€œGood morning, Damianโ€ Duke takes another bite of his cereal as his clicks on another video of last nights fight. โ€œHow was patroll last night?โ€ Duke looks over his phone at Damian,smirking. Damian clenched his fist and grits his teeth. Duke, laughs at him . Damian takes a deep breathe and closes eyes, he doesnโ€™t have the energy to deal with this. He walks over to a cabinet, opens it and takes out food for Titus, as well as his other pets.

โ€œIt was fine, thomas, just busy.โ€ Wow did he sound like his father with the vague answers. He picks up titusโ€™ bowl and pours some kibble in it.ย 

โ€œOh really, Nothingย 

He stops and looks at Tim still standing in front of the fridge with the door wide open. โ€œDrake, What are you doing?โ€ He puts the bowl of food in front of titus and walks over to Tim, placing a hand on his shoulder.ย 

Tim jumps at the sudden contact, he quickly turns his head and holds his breathe. โ€œOh,โ€ He lets out a sigh of relief and annoyance, because it was only Damian, and it was Damian. โ€œI am grabbing food.โ€ He pulls out an apple and a slice of cheese. Damian raises an eyebrow, Tim looks tired. Well he almost always is but he looks like he is trying to break the world record for the amount of time a human goes without sleep. Tim looks at his hands and puts back the slice of cheese and takes out the milk instead.ย ย 

โ€œDrake, you should really think about something more nutritional than cereal.โ€ Damian snaps at tim as he walks out of the kitchen. Duke stop mid bite and looks down at his food. Duke turns to say something but Damian is already half down the hall.

Damian is getting really tired of this cat mouse game when it comes to information about you. He is going to find out the truth, even if that means going to you.

How To Remember (Chapter 3)

โ€œOkay,โ€ Percy clasps they hands together and exhales โ€œ So you fought the man that held a knife to your throat, in front of Batman and Robin, and it went viral?โ€ Percy says through their gritted teeth, you raise your head above one of the multiple clothing rank of formal clothing that take up most of your foyer, which was already pretty large in itself. You stare at them, they are taken a back by your stare, which always seems far off, but then you hesitantly nods. โ€œOf course.โ€ Precy shout exacerbated, throwing their arms up into the air.ย 

โ€œI can never understand how you change up so fast ___โ€ Val laughs softly as he pats Percyโ€™s shoulder, โ€œI have never seen someone go from cry on my shoulder to being almost completely normal in less than 12 hours.โ€

โ€œWell you see my dear, Valโ€ You chirp as you push your way through the clothing hang on the rack, pulling out serval articles of clothing out with you. โ€œI have my therapy appointment on monday, and we all that when I go longer then 3 week without talking to her I go completely off the rail, these clothing being exhibit Aโ€ you gesture toward the rows and rows of clothes. โ€œNever would be going on a normal dayโ€ you say flatly.

โ€œThen why are you going at all!โ€ Percy screams gripping their hair and pulls on it. You giggle and and shrug you shoulders. โ€œNo thats bullshit. Tell me the real reason now.โ€ย 

โ€œFine-โ€ you roll your eye, โ€œI meet damian wayne yesterday at school, by running into him, we talked, and I want to mess with himโ€ you look away from them. Their mouth drops wide open in utter horror. Val face palms shaking from his held back laughter. You knew Percy wouldn't be happy with you but hey it fun, sort of.ย 

โ€œYou are utterly insaneโ€ they laugh, โ€œListen i know you aren't from this world, but everyone know that the wayneโ€™s are the equivalent to royalty in Gothamโ€ You look at them blankly. โ€œOf course you didnโ€™t know.โ€ You nod your head. โ€œOkay, we will come back to this.โ€ They crack their knuckle nervously as their eyes dart around the room before landing on you. โ€œGo put those on!โ€ They wave their hand at you as you tun off to the bathroom giggling. They fall down into a squat after you leave the room.ย 

โ€œPercy, I will never know how you got everything together so fast.โ€ Val sighs, he watches them as the are hunched over kneeling. โ€œYou do a lot for us.โ€ย 

โ€œTt- you donโ€™t have to say that again.โ€ they take a few deep breathes โ€œBut i would do anything for themโ€ Val hums, agreeing with Percy. They were alway hopelessly devoted to you. They sit in silence for a while before finally Val break that tension.

โ€œDo you really think we should let ___ go to their gala?โ€ Val held a bit animosity in his voice when speaking of โ€˜themโ€™.ย  Percy hold tightens their grip on their arms.

โ€œThey have no memories of them so it is a dangerous bet,โ€ You were walking back as they are talking, you stop at the mention of you. You hide behind a wall to continue to listen โ€œ but we might be able to play off because of how things ended with the original ___ but I have my doubts.โ€ Percy furrows their eyebrows. Your heart tightens. You remain quite as you peak around the corner.ย  They walk over to a rack over on the far end of the rack and pick out two suit that didnโ€™t look like they were meant for you.

โ€œWhat are the suits for?โ€ Val question walking over to them.

โ€œUs,โ€ Percy hands a suit Val โ€œYou didnโ€™t think I was going to let them go on their own did you?โ€ Valโ€™s mouth drops, but then he smiles and takes the suit from them.

โ€œYou are just as attractive as the day I meet youโ€ He teases. They roll their eye and smile. You take this chance to walk out, you were quick to put on a cheerful smile as you quickly walk out from behind the wall. They turn to look at you.

โ€œMaybe you should save the flirting for later, lover boy.โ€ Percy pats Valโ€™s cheek and walk towards you. They looks over your outfit just making sure everything is in place. โ€œPerfect, now don't forget your shoes, and to brush your teethโ€

โ€œWow, can't you just compliment me?โ€ You sigh while pursing your lips, โ€œyou will never stop nagging you.โ€ you laugh. Percyโ€™s eyes soften as you laugh, they place a hand on you cheek and smile. Itโ€™s rare a genuine smile from them and not some strand laugh or tight smile when someone annoys them. Itโ€™s a real smile, not big or bright but a smile all the same.

โ€œYou look amazing.โ€ they whisper to you, your heart tightens more as they pat you cheek a retract their handย  โ€œnow go up stair and brush your teeth. Your breath stinksโ€ย 

โ€œOf course you would do that.โ€ You shake your head โ€œYou two should get dressed, I wanna eat something before we go to the galaโ€ย 

โ€œOf courseโ€ Val and Percy say in unison

You push Val and Percy toward to separate bathrooms for them to change before walking up to your room. You still feel the fresh air from you broken window, โ€˜replace within the next day my assโ€™. You walk in to your bathroom, everything was out of place thanks to Robin from the night before. You mentally note to take care of this later. You start brushing your teeth and let your mind wonder. It was about half past six in the evening now and you had only woken up maybe four hours ago, but really you got up with Percy arrived. You had never slept for over 12 hours, or not since you first came here. You know something was off about last night but you have yet to figure it out.

There almost always some villain that show up toward the end, you werenโ€™t going to stick around for that. it started at six and ends at midnight (really one to two am), but knowing you, you are going to be there around eight since you arenโ€™t going to leave here without getting something to eat (even if that meant you brush your teeth for nothing). You spit out the toothpaste foam, or whatever its called, and wipe you mouth on a hand towel discarded on the floor, while turing on the sink to wash it down the drain You look in the mirror fixing you outfit and hair. You alway wonder what it wouldโ€™ve been like to see you mom here with you.ย 

What would she have said, done, and how she wouldโ€™ve she looked at you. She probably wouldโ€™ve come with you to the gala, she would be protective and scare of all the weird people that come near you two. Val and Percy would actually be able to enjoy the party. You always would want the impossible to be possible. This is only a far off dream of your, having to people you hold dear now and the person you have always held dear in the same world could never happen.

You let out a breathe you didnโ€™t know you were holding. You exits your bathroom returning downstairs. Percy and Val still seem to be changing to so you take this as your que to grab a snack from the pantry, and scroll through social media. You, as you predicted, went viral, some love you, some hate you, and some are able to just admit they are jealous. It didnโ€™t really matter what they thought, you are just having fun with it. You come across serval post about the Wayne gala to night, mostly from gothamites. They are mostly posting about the drama and fashion that comes from events like this, but a few did raise a good point about how even if it is of charity, there was no need for it to be so fancy and exclusive. You kind of agreed with them.

You turn off you phone, and place it down as you are finishing up the snack. You look over at the pile of mail on the table, still unsorted. The invitation is still where you left it, you didnโ€™t really read it all, you leave your phone and snack on the counter and walk over to table and pick up the invatation

โ€œ___, Where are you?โ€ Percy calls, from another room. โ€œWe need to get going soon.โ€ Percy isย  getting closer to you as they continue to talk.

โ€œI am in the kitchen Percy, needed a snack,โ€ You quickly slip the invite into a safe place, while you walk back over your snack. You finish eating and throw away the wrapper right as Percy enter the kitchen. They are a very elegant person, you honestly were in awe when first meeting them. You rarely seem them dress so formally, but it was nice. They were adjusting their earring when they walked in, you smile softly at them. โ€œWow, you look amazing.โ€

โ€œThank you,โ€ They run their hand over their suit to flatten our wrinkles โ€œnow if Val could just hurry up.โ€ They raise their voice so that Val could hear them, but val round the corner right as they finish.

โ€œCalm down you cant rush perfect, now.โ€ Val smirk at Percy, they roll their eyes and walk away from you and him. Valโ€™s face falls and you laugh โ€œWhat did i do wrong?โ€ He turns to you with a defeated look.ย 

โ€œYou have an egoโ€ you walk past him following Percy towards the front door. He stands the for a moment before following after you as you are leaving the apartment. The three of you enter the elevator, Percy presses the button for the ground floor

โ€œSo how are we getting there?โ€ Val asks โ€œIt doesnโ€™t look like we will be taking the normal car.โ€ he nervously adjust the sleeve of his suit, cars always made him nervous.

โ€œYouโ€™re right about that,โ€Percy replies, as the grab his sleeve and re-adjusts it for him.ย  โ€œ___ was admit that we let them drive their Motorcycleโ€ a cold sweat rolls down Valโ€™s face after hearing that you would be driving. โ€œSo we will be taking a separate carโ€

โ€œHaha, donโ€™t worry I wont drive fastโ€ the elevator doors open โ€œor at least i wonโ€™t get caughtโ€ you leave Val in utter shock while a stressed Percy drags him as they follow behind you into the lobby.

โ€œDid you really have to say that?โ€ Percy rubs their temple as a reluctant Val is struggling to form words. โ€œYou just made it worst for me to deal with.โ€

โ€œSorry not sorry.โ€ You stick out your tongue. โ€œyou wouldnโ€™t want to drive with me anywaysโ€ You smile as they quickly try to regain their composure from your idiocy. Percy walks away in a toward valet, leaving you and Val alone. Val looks at you, concerned.

โ€œAre you sure you wanna go?โ€ He looks at you in your eyes. For a moment you really consider if this is what you really want. You donโ€™t really know why you are going in first place, you could easily have a simple weekend and do nothing but bask in your new social media fame while eating Batburger for the 3rd time this week.ย 

โ€œYes,โ€ You stop, โ€œmostlyโ€ Valโ€™s stare really wears you down quickly โ€œNot really, I am just nervous but I feel like I am too far in.โ€ so the truth finally comes out. โ€œI just kinda want to go to figure out why i am invited in the first place, you know? And i think it would be kinda fun to annoy damianโ€

โ€œBut are you really going to just annoy Damian?โ€ Val was alway good at raising good points at the worst times โ€œIt seems like your doing to much for a guy you just meet.โ€ he place a hand on your shoulder and give you a reassuring squeeze.

โ€œI hate when youโ€™re right.โ€ You look at Percy who already seems to be losing hair, you feel bad but you feel like this is needed. โ€œBut i am trying to understand why i am invited in the first place sp, I still think i should go.โ€ Val presses his lip together.

โ€œFine, but we can leave whenever you want.โ€ Val letโ€™s go of your shoulder as Percy returns with two key and hands you one of them.ย 

โ€œOf courseโ€ You tighten the grip on your keys, you sometimes wish you be more honest with them, but you can never feel like they care for you like they seem to for their version of you. You walk out grabbing the helmet from the valet attendant as the get off of the motorcycle.ย 

โ€œNow, don't be too crazy.โ€ Percy grabs onto you helmet before you put it on. โ€œWe want you alive, and not more injured than you already areโ€

โ€œOkayโ€ย  You smile at them as you start the engine โ€œI wonโ€™t do any wheelies thenโ€ You put on your helmet and quickly push up the kick stand up, waving bye to Val before Percy could get in another word in, you speed off.?

You weave between the cars on the street as you drive. You rarely drive, but when you do itโ€™s always fast and messy; this time is no different seeing as you just missed your turn. Probably would miss the turn at least 3 more times before finally getting it right. To be honest you might do it subconsciously to make the drive longer, but whos knows. Lights of the city blurred together, you always feel the most free when you act the most reckless.. When you finally get the right turn you slowed down as you approach the entrance.

The gala was being held in wayne tower (which was only meant to be a 5 minute drive for you, but you easily turned it into a 20 minute drive), Percy and Val are waiting by the entrance for you. The paparazzi lines the stair, lights flashing as you pulled up and pull off you helmet. The red carpet is busy with serval celebrities and business officials posing and taking interviews There already seems to be a commotion a bit further up, you try to look to see who it might be but the flashes blinds you.

โ€œYou would think they might not use the flash as muchโ€ you use your hand to cover you eyes as you turn away from the red carpet. Percy walks up to you left side and leans in covering their mouth with their hand.

โ€œMaybe you were here 15 minutes ago you wouldnโ€™t have had to deal with thisโ€ they jest at you โ€œYou seem to be upstaged by a wayne member who just arrivedโ€ You roll your eyes as you squint harder to try to make out which member it might be. Val approaches you on the right.

โ€œI think you should start moving instead of acting like you are apart of the paparazziโ€ He gently pushes you forward a step in front of him and Percy โ€œYou canโ€™t act too star struck now, you didnโ€™t even know the wayne two days agoโ€ Val laughs.ย 

โ€œI am not star struck,โ€ You start walk up the stairs moving around the people posing โ€œjust trying to see if itโ€™s damian so I can annoy him fasterโ€ Percy and Val let out a heavy sigh trying to hide their laughter. You see a man in a suit a talking to a news anchor as you walk up the stairs, you can easily assume that is the mentioned Wayne. It wasnโ€™t damian, he was too happy to be talking to someone, you almost immediately lose interest. You look toward the paparazzi, they were all focused on the Wayne. You start to feel pressure behind your eyes as they go in and out of focus.ย 

โ€œAt least we wonโ€™t have to deal with the mediaโ€ Val lightly nudges you to the side, you blink a few times before you look up at him. He gives you a sly grin, โ€œWe wouldn't need theses sharks looking for fresh blood on out door step.โ€ You are quick to get back in to moment.

โ€œHey!โ€ you slap his arm โ€œHow dare you compare sharks to these people? At least shark are cute!โ€ He letโ€™s out a low laugh as percy was pinches their nose

โ€œYou really need to start moving rather then just stand here.โ€ Percy whispers into your ear, you nod your head to acknowledge them, all while rolling your eyes as you starts walking up the stairs.ย ย ย 

You look straight forward for the most part. You know its better to keep a low profile rather then make your presents know, but of course you are meant to make a mistake. You look over for no more then ten seconds, and yet they recognize you. You almost immediately look forward again but it is already to late, someone recognizes you. It is a a domino effect after this. Slowly, each reporter and photographer are trying to get you to pay attention to them.

โ€œShitโ€ you squeak out as Percy quickly guides you through the crowd avoiding the sides as best as possible while Val follows closely behind trying to shield you. But with your luck you run in to someone separating you and Percy. You try to find you way back to them however you are met with a wall of mics.ย 

Oh well isnโ€™t this just perfect?

You donโ€™t know what to do in front of camera when they have people behind them, so whatโ€™s better then giving them two thumbs up and a half assed smile? Anything. So thatโ€™s what you do as the cameras click away.ย 

โ€œWho are you?โ€ย  a reporter loudly asks, you feel the panic start to set in.

โ€œUhโ€ฆโ€ You can feel your mind turn to radio static.

โ€œDonโ€™t say anything.โ€ Val and Percy simultaneously yell at you in a panicย 

โ€œ I am ___ โ€ Their words reach your brain a second too late. Instant regret fills your mind. They start call out your name being followed by serval variation of the same question. Your head is spinning from the crowd. You start to move up the stairs once again trying to avoid answering anymore questions. Val and Percy quickly follow after you.ย 

You bump into the wayne who was now paying more attention to the commotion you caused then then person interviewing him. Percy quickly guides you away from him as you barley see his eyes meet yours as you are being usher into the building. You feel sick. You quickly find a place to sit down. Val and percy talk a bit before, Percy takes out their phone and calls someone.

You are unable to walk from uneasiness that grows in your heart. You feel as if thousands of hands are crawling up your back, all while someone is forcefully keeping your eyes open to watch a fast moving filming . His eyes, you know them, you knew them. You always want to remember the life of the other you, but when you did it is always painful. The memories are never clear enough to understand, but the emotions are. You canโ€™t even deal with your own issues to adding on someone else's makes it worst.

Fuck, this is going to bite you in the ass this week.

โ€œWow, that was something.โ€ You play with your fingers staring at the floor as Percy is on the phone pacing while Val is trying to get you to say something. โ€œAre you okay? They didnโ€™t try to grab you right?โ€ You nod your head, not looking up at him. Percy ends the call and sighs.

โ€œOkay,โ€ Percy claps their hands together โ€œ we will have people to help us get out of here when you are ready to.โ€ you donโ€™t respond. They put their phone away in a pocket of their suit, then sit next you. โ€œAre you..?โ€ they gently and slowly wrap their arms around your back. You flinch away, before looking up at them and then to Val.ย 

โ€œNo, no. I am here. I am fine.โ€ You shake out your hands, then wipe them on your clothes as you get up quickly. Pushing their arm off of you. โ€œThank you for getting people for after.โ€ You smile at them, โ€œsorry to cause so much concernโ€

โ€œIts okay.โ€ They stand up and pat your back. โ€œWe should have done this to begin with.โ€ Val nods in agreement. You try to ignore the way the memories make your head throb.ย 

โ€œWe underestimated the impact of social mediaโ€ Val looks towards the door. Many of them are still attempting to take photos of you in the lobby. You use your hand to shield your eyes from the flashes of the camera.ย 

โ€œYou wouldnโ€™t say.โ€ You look at Val from the side of your eyes before you look around the lobby. The receptionists have gone home and it was only a few rich people in far off corners of the room. Some of them are starting at all of you as you are in the middle of the lobby. โ€œLetโ€™s just get up stairs.โ€ย ย 

โ€œI agree.โ€ Percy grabs Valโ€™s arm and walks him over to the elevator waiting for you. You give the lobby one last glance before you walk over to elevator. You press the button to call for the elevator. The elevator couldnโ€™t have come at any later, the Wayne from earlier entered the lobby. You can feel the memories trying to rip away the fog put up by the other you, but it is easier to handle now. You take a glance at him just to try and figure out which Wayne it was.ย 

It was difficult to tell with most of the boys because majority of them are copies of Bruce with no biological relation, so it would be better to go off of age. He looks older than you, around 20-25, closer to middle of that guess though. With process of elimination you safely assume that it is Tim Drake, famous for being just as smart as Bruce, maybe even smarter. He has his own personal fortune thanks to his parents, so he is familiar with the upper-class environment. Basically, avoid him because of the headache and having no experience in โ€˜high societyโ€™. He seems to be to more consumed by the crowd of rich people who had left their corners. They are like shiver of sharks coming at him as if he is fresh prey.ย  You grin and bite your inner lip as you recall the nature document you used to watch in public school.

โ€œPercy, What do always you compare theses events to?โ€ You turn your eyes away from Tim as you look at Percy. They look at you from the corner of their eyes.

โ€œIt is like toddlers and tiara, but itโ€™s only the overbearing adults who couldnโ€™t fill their need for attention.โ€ Percy looks toward the crowd growing around Tim. You cover your face as you are giggling quietly. โ€œBut this seems to be more like the pageants and its the adults competing instead.โ€

โ€œI couldnโ€™t agree more.โ€ You clear your throat like you have to cough trying to conceal your laughs. You look back over for a moment to try and get another visual of the crowd, but you are surprised to see Tim pushing his way to the elevators, towards you.ย 

Why did i decide to be so difficult for myself?

You drag your eyes away from him. Right on que, there was the blessed ding of the elevator. The doors open and you are quick to step in, while trying to get Percy and Val to get on so you could close the doors. As much as you would love to understand the connection, you donโ€™t really want to have to deal with emotions of the memories, and the possibility that he might recognize you, if he knew the other you.ย 

You werenโ€™t quick enough of course, he steps on right as the doors star closing. You hide your face as he turns back to all of you guys. โ€œWhat flo-โ€ he stops mid sentence. Shit. โ€œPercy?โ€ your eyes go wide, he recognizes percy? You turn your head slightly, only enough to see percy out of the side of your eye. They did not look happy in the slightest, they look almost hateful to him.

โ€œWhat floor do you think?โ€ they fold their arms and doesnโ€™t even try to hide their annoyance behind their smile. โ€œThereโ€™s really only one floor we could be going to.โ€ They push him to the side as the press the button for the top floor.ย 

โ€œYeah of course.โ€ Tim awkwardly turns a back a round. You go back to staring at the wall of the elevator, it was surprisingly fun to look at, but the ride seems to be endlessly slow. Percy and Val move in front of you blocking his view of you. โ€œI saw __ with you early,โ€ you freeze up as the elevator grows more tenseย  โ€œdid they already go to the gala without you?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t think you need to know.โ€ Val speaks up. unlike Percy. he is trying to hide his emotions with a calmer tone. Why are they trying to hide you?

โ€œWell I mean it kind of is, seeing as I am a ward of the hosting family.โ€ TIm snaps back with a stranded smile. Val and percy are both about to respond as the elevator door open. A woman stands in front of elevator.

โ€œInvitations pleaseโ€ she smiles.

How To Remember (Chapter 3)

Quick A/N- Just to clarify the ages of batfam, and reader + co. (i did age up and age down some for story purposes sorry if this bothers you)

Damian - 15

Duke - 17 (same grade as reader)

reader's friend group - 17-18

Reader - 18

Cass- 18-19

Steph- 19

Tim- 22 (i think tim is meant to be 6 to 7 years older than damian so he is finally not 17 )

Jason- 24

Barbara - 33

Dick- 30

Percy- 40

Val- 38

Bruce- 44

Alfred- 63.

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pairings. vamp!batfam x gn!batsib reader

warnings. these are just general ideas/hcs I had for the batfam, not a fic. death, murder, general batfam content no specific series or iteration.

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What ifโ€ฆ

โ€ข Bruce came from a long lineage of vampires, and the people who murdered his mother and father were vampire hunters.

โ€ข After his parent's murders he finds out from Alfred that he's a vampire, and that Alfred was also a vampire.

โ€ข Time skip to him adopting Dick

โ€ข Instead of Dick becoming orphaned and getting adopted by Bruce, he dies alongside his parents. Only to be brought back by Bruce biting his neck and turning him into a vampire.

โ€ข Insert conflict between Dick and Bruce about him only saving Dick and not his parents as well + possible survivors guilt; this leads to him going off to do his own thing after his days as Robin ( + him not wanting to be in Bruceโ€™s shadow )

โ€ข Incomes Jason's tragic tale

โ€ข I think heโ€™d be one of the few non-vampire Batfam members since he got brought back by the pits

โ€ข Alfred, Bruce, Dick, Tim, Damian, Cass, and Duke would all be vampires in this au. Steph, Barbara, Jason, and Reader would be some of the few humans theyโ€™d have around.

โ€ข Damian is half demon half vampire (insert -Damian- alpha/single/emo/half-demon/vampire/prince)

โ€ข Tim would come from a line of vampire hunters, getting turned into a vampire one night by accident and being taken in by Bruce (idk much about his lore & parents so let's just say that he ran away or they disowned him but couldnโ€™t bring themselves to kill him)ย 

โ€ข I think Damianโ€™s introduction would be the same

โ€ข Same with Cass but her parents would be vampires.

โ€ข I think Bruce would have a rule in place similar to the โ€œNo killingโ€ rule, just that they can't drink human blood

โ€ข Reader is introduced to the Batfam by accidentally stumbling across it during a rainy night, stereotypically breaking into a โ€œwhat seems to be abandoned mansion but is actually the home to a bunch of immortal vampires.โ€

โ€ข They couldnโ€™t turn away a weakโ€“half dead human, so they take them in and let them stay โ€œtemporarilyโ€

โ€ข Obviously their stay was not temporary, over the few days that the storm rained over Gotham, Reader grew close to the members of the batfam.

โ€ข They all came to a unanimous agreement to keep them there, even if they had to hide their identities (both vampire and vigilante)

โ€ข Possible yan au / or something with obsessive themes

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aaaaa sorry for this being short and booty, I wanted to get a post out & write some more but my laptop keeps lagging whenever I do anything. Ill def go back n edits some stuff :((


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you just made me realize one of the main reasons why i barely ever feel engaged w a lot of mark x reader fics omg, so many people on here characterize him as this of pliant โ€œsoftboiโ€ who can never do anything wrong bc he has trauma so much it feels like heโ€™s an entire different person when they write him LOL no shade at all but if mark was as one dimensional and weak willed as ppl portray him as i genuinely wouldnโ€™t like him like i do now ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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oh my god YES you get it completely.

no shade to anyone, but youโ€™re so right so many fics flatten him into this super soft, trauma-coded, shy, clumsy โ€œyes manโ€ version of mark, and it completely misses the core of who he actually is. yes, he struggles. yes, heโ€™s emotional. but that doesnโ€™t make him weak or passive. it makes him messy. it makes him reactive. and honestly, sometimes it makes him dangerous.

You Just Made Me Realize One Of The Main Reasons Why I Barely Ever Feel Engaged W A Lot Of Mark X Reader

people forget that mark can and does do real damage. not in a harmless way, but in a way that hurts people because he leads with his heart and his instincts instead of thinking things through. heโ€™s impulsive. heโ€™s stubborn. he doesnโ€™t just roll over when someone tells him what to do he fights back, even when itโ€™s painful.

You Just Made Me Realize One Of The Main Reasons Why I Barely Ever Feel Engaged W A Lot Of Mark X Reader

like when he literally gives up on heroism in the comics. not just because heโ€™s mad at the GDA, but because he realizes the whole system he fought for is fundamentally broken, he wants to protect his family, and staying would mean betraying himself. thatโ€™s not some passive sadboy move. thatโ€™s a gut-wrenching, conscious choice to walk away from everything he thought he was supposed to be.

You Just Made Me Realize One Of The Main Reasons Why I Barely Ever Feel Engaged W A Lot Of Mark X Reader

people really miss how mark is actually portrayed sexually too. the fandom loves making him this whiny, submissive mess in relationships, but if you actually read the comics? when he gets older, even in his late teens and early twenties, heโ€™s way more confident. heโ€™s not shy about wanting things, emotionally or physically. he initiates, he asks, he wants.

he's a man who likes sex, who gets good at it, and who is not afraid to get messy, greedy, needy and to give as much as he takes. no offense, but fandom keeps writing mark like heโ€™s this shy, blushing bottom who falls apart if you touch him, and thatโ€™s not him at all. in the comics, heโ€™s confident, physical, and not shy about wanting someone. heโ€™s not some giggling teehee virgin or a trembling sub and heโ€™s not a strict, cold dom either. heโ€™s human. messy, eager, hungry. he fucks like he means it because he feels everything hard and real, not because heโ€™s performing some kink stereotype.

itโ€™s like people are scared of a guy whoโ€™s emotional and sexually aggressive/active in a healthy way, so they flatten him into some weird soft uwu caricature that has nothing to do with how he actually acts. mark is messy, heโ€™s real, heโ€™s passionate. but thatโ€™s who he is. he grows up. heโ€™s allowed to want sex and have it without it being ooc.

heโ€™s not some clueless virgin blushing at a kiss. dude would absolutely pin you down and ruin you with a stupid smile on his face.

You Just Made Me Realize One Of The Main Reasons Why I Barely Ever Feel Engaged W A Lot Of Mark X Reader

and then thereโ€™s the Oliver and Allen fight one of the biggest proof that heโ€™s not weak-willed at all. he literally goes against his own brother and friend to stop the release of the scourge virus, because he knows itโ€™s wrong. he knows it would cause genocide, and even though it shatters his relationships, he still stands his ground. because thatโ€™s who mark is. heโ€™s emotional, heโ€™s stubborn, he screws up but when it matters most, he chooses what he believes is right, even if it costs him everything.

You Just Made Me Realize One Of The Main Reasons Why I Barely Ever Feel Engaged W A Lot Of Mark X Reader

you can definitely tell when some fic writers either havenโ€™t read the comics (which, fair, theyโ€™re long), or honestly havenโ€™t even fully paid attention to the show. they just base him off a one-dimensional stereotype like heโ€™s this helpless, submissive little softboy who needs protecting. and thatโ€™s just not mark grayson.

heโ€™s layered. heโ€™s messy. heโ€™s a disaster sometimes. but he fights, and he grows, and thatโ€™s what makes him one of the best written characters out there.

iโ€™m so glad this clicked for you too omg. same braincell, same emotional damage, same desperate need to defend comic/show markโ€™s honor forever <3 this ask had me going on a rant but i genuinely had to talk about it.. :)

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