I Have A Hunch That Asagiri And Harukawa Replay Akutagawa's Death A Lot In Flashbacks As Of Late In The

Akutagawa really likes wrapping Rashomon around Atsushi's neck...

Something about how Akutugawa saved Atsushi on the boat at the weakest he’s ever been. For he didn’t have his coat which was the main conduit for his ability.

And yet Akutugawa managed to manipulate the literal shirt off his back to get Atsushi to safety.

But when Akutugawa is at the strongest he’s ever been thanks to Bram passing his ability onto him.

When he reaches the strength that he’s always wanted to attain. That’s when he’s powerless to save himself.

That’s when he’s powerless to save Atsushi.

Akutagawa finally got everything he wanted…and it cost him everything.

jolts upright I've just had a realization. how much did atsushi think about when akutagawa died? how much did he replay it in his mind, go over every detail again and again? how much did he mourn it, grieve him? how many times did he recall akutagawa's last words? because for atsushi to be able to, in a split second, as he *dies* and everything around him has already gone to shit, recall what akutagawa said to him, and repeat it back? it must have been constantly.

2 years of the tour of the century

also, my 22nd birthday! <3

Hi! Are you able to make a “bro, I am straight up not having a good time” but with aku instead of atsushi? You don’t have to!

The heartless cur, with heart ablaze

a sskk psychoanalitic canonical angst poem by yours truly!

Summary:

A question, rid of doubt, Met a spirit most devout. “Just the two of us?” he pondered, Yet conviction never faltered.

A poem from Knight Akutagawa's POV, a dive through his mind and heart during the events of chapter 119 onward, until the post-credits scene of S5.

Read on ao3, here clicky.

Or if you prefer here:

A knight reborn with purpose clear,

To rid the world of death and fear.

He strikes with newfound resolve,

For the sins of man to be absolved.

Until he hears a panicked voice,

Begging him to make a choice.

To save himself from slaughter

And protect his treasured daughter.

And his hand shall not be reckless,

If he wants to free the helpless.

But his prowess would be bested

By a creature most detested,

A mortal turned a god,

A truly wicked fraud.

In the vile vessel’s grasp,

With a faint and muted gasp,

He falls a pray to beast

Who’d relish in his feast

Of cursed souls, corrupt;

A pure world to construct.

A sudden slash would catch his eye,

The strangest phrase, perhaps a lie.

Till he’s pinned aghast in place

By an almost tender gaze.

Eyes that have entrapped the sunset,

Bearing not an inkling of regret.

Familiar words, a recognition

Of a far forgotten mission.

A sacrifice, his heart ablaze

For companion he couldn’t chase.

A scream tearing through space,

Through time and pain’s embrace.

A heartless cur.

Mind a blur.

In need to be stronger -

Mayhap no longer.

Trust. Sincerity.

Become a Singularity.

Shared affection, 

Mutual protection.

A feeling unnamed,

That couldn’t be tamed.

But now left fractured and torn,

For he just lost half his soul.

. . .

The fight was cruel, frightening, 

Enough to send him spiraling,

Grasping at the memory

Of a long forgotten enemy.

A shadow of the past,

That wasn’t meant to last.

But now a close companion

He wouldn’t dare abandon,

Not until his cursed lungs

Have sung their final verse. 

He swore he would protect him

From the fate forever grim - 

To be a weapon of destruction,

Devoid of human function.

The knight revealed his shield

Amidst the haunting barren field.

Soft-spoken words of reassurance,

To preserve his friend’s endurance.

A question, rid of doubt,

Met a spirit most devout.

“Just the two of us?” he pondered,

Yet conviction never faltered.

“Do we need any more?”

To win this godforsaken war.

They were bonded as a pair

In a world most unfair.

But through love unshaken, trust,

The devil shall be turned to dust.

my favorites pics of 'the eras tour' ♡

List of songs by Taylor Swift that fit Bsd characters and relationships bc why not;

Fyolai - I Can Do It With a Broken Heart

Fyodor - Dear Reader

Dazai or Ranpo - Mastermind

Soukoku - All You Had To Do Was Stay

Shin Soukoku - invisible string

Shin Soukoku - Enchanted

Shin Soukoku - Treacherous

Shin Soukoku - Midnight Rain

Yosano - mad woman

Chuuya - Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?

Shin Soukoku - Haunted

Shin Soukoku - Ours

Soukoku - happiness

Soukoku - Cornelia Street

Soukoku - I Knew You Were Trouble

Shin Soukoku - Sparks Fly

Shin Soukoku - Timeless

Dazai - Antihero

Akutagawa - Breathe

Soukoku - I Almost Do

Shin Soukoku - Back to December

Ranpoe - But Daddy I Love Him

Dazai - Clean

Shin Soukoku - Come Back...Be Here

Atsushi - Clara Bow

Shin Soukoku - Call It What You Want

Shin Soukoku - Delicate

Atsushi - The Archer

Soukoku - Death By a Thousand Cuts

Kyouka - Daylight

Tachihara - epiphany

Shin Soukoku - I'm Only Me When I'm With You

Soukoku - Forever Winter

Soukoku - Fifteen

Soukoku - Hits Different

Soukoku - High Infidelity

Soukoku - Getaway Car

Akutagawa - mirrorball

Soukoku - Gorgeous

Shin Soukoku - Lover

Gin - Soon You'll Get Better

Shin Soukoku - Glitch

Soukoku - I Bet You Think About Me

Atsushi - I Hate It Here

Shin Soukoku or Soukoku - I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)

Sigma - my tears ricochet

Shin Soukoku - If This Was a Movie

Akutagawa - I Forgot That You Existed

Kyouka, Atsushi or Yosano - Innocent

Soukoku - Is It Over Now?

Shin Soukoku - Jump Then Fall

Soukoku - King of My Heart

The Armed Detective Agency - Long Live

Shin Soukoku - Last Kiss

Shin Soukoku - Love Story

Atsushi - Mean

Dazai - marjorie

Kyouka - Never Grow Up

Shin Soukoku - Our Song

Ranpoe - Paper Rings

Soukoku - Style

Atsushi - seven

Shin Soukoku - "Slut!"

Shin Soukoku - Sweet Nothing

Soukoku - Sad Beautiful Tragic

Soukoku - Say Don't Go

Shin Soukoku - This Love

Ranpoe - the lakes

Fyolai - tolerate it

Atsushi - Tied Together With a Smile

Soukoku - The Story of Us

Soukoku - The Way I Loved You

Shin Soukoku - Untouchable

Soukoku - Wonderland

Yosano - Would've Could've Should've

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Well that ended up longer than I expected. And I'm probably forgetting some lmao

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*Mrrrr*

we need an international sskk day. 8/8 or 1/22 are contenders...