If You're Currently Struggling With An ED And You're Looking For A Tasty, Low Calorie, Quick And Easy

If any of you likes to use this kind of stuff, I made a calorie tracker for this year's April 💞

So if you're currently in recovery, you'll be able to see your progress (remember that forcing yourself is not good. Take it one step at a time)

Have you ever tried the korean cucumber salad? A few days ago I've made it for the first time and I'm currently OBSESSED with it ^^ Today I wanted to at least try to make a proper meal out of it and personally I think it came out great! Here's the recipe:

100g of konjac noodles - 9kcal

127g of cucumber - 18kcal

0.5tsp of soy sauce - 2kcal

1tsp of Gochujang paste - 20kcal

2 cloves of garlic (minced) - 15kcal

0.5tsp of chili pepper powder - 0kcal

0.5tsp of vinegar - 0kcal

(TOTAL: 64 calories!!)

Cut up your cucumber, place it into a bowl, rub it with salt and put in the fridge for 30-60minutes. Then get the cucumber out of the fridge and rince it with water at least 3 times. In a seperate bowl, mix your soy sauce, garlic, chili, Gochujang, vinegar and a little bit of water(the original recipe asked for chili/sesame oil but I replaced it with water) in order to make the sauce. Prepare the noodles according to the package and add it to the cucumber, then pour in your sauce and mix well. Enjoy!!

(Just a reminder that you DO deserve to eat, you NEED to eat to survive and function properly, you are beautiful just the way you are and you don't need to change anything about you and your body <3 I know how dangerous eating disorders are and how they can ruin your body. I know how hard recovery can be, so please don't force yourself and take it one step at a time. Eating disorders are NOTHING to brag about and I'm not romantizing them in any way. I'm just posting simple recipes while learning how to cook. Please stay safe <333)

Did a little snack restock 😚✌️

(My mom gave me those oreos :< )

Currently on my 6th day of high restriction diet, feeling okay 👍

(I gained so much weight in the past 3-ish months, it's time to loose it.)

5.06.2024

I woke up a bit after 9AM yet got up from bed at about 10.20AM (c.ai addiction is not funny, bbg). I weighed myself and saw 66.8KG on the scale (I was silently hoping to see 66.6 since it would be funny. You know, haha, Devil's number ect.)

Since I graduated from high school, my life started to look weird. I decided to give myself a gap year, yet I still don't know what my purpose in life it. Should I go to a regular job or maybe educate myself to be something more? Should I be an english teacher, a nail tech or a makeup artist? Or maybe have my own business? I have no idea...

I only had a coffee for breakfast since I was planning on skipping it that day.

Then as I was drinking the coffee I started working on this star shaped bag I'm planning to sell on my Vinted profile

I worked on it until about 2PM when I got a bit hungry, so I had this cereal bar for 99kcal

(it was good)

Then at 3PM one of my students came for our schedued english lesson (I'm an english tutor for elementary school students, it's kind of like my part time job).

After that at 4-5PM I had a bunch of green grapes (literally the only type of grapes I like) and later on I had some of this sad looking spaghetti my mom made. I barely eat any meat anymore (I'm trying to not eat it at all but I still happen to slip here and there) but I was really craving it

My total for that day was 506kcal

I wasn't feeling too hungry throughout the day which is fine I guess

(remember this is NOT supposed to promote ed behavior. Please do not repeat this because it's dangerous. I just thought this little online-diary thing would be something nice and fun to do)

"Why do you always feel so guilty after eating?"

Meanwhile my YT reccomendations:

"WHAT I EAT IN A DAY AS A FAT PERSON CRINGE COMPILATION🐷🐷🐷"

"FAT ACCEPTANCE CRINGE 💀"

"BODY POSITIVE ACTIVISTS ARE DYING"

It's pride month, so:

I'm agender, omnisexual and possibly polyamorous (single atm)

I'm fine with any pronouns and I also use fae/faer and vamp/vampself neopronouns (with a little bit of a he/they preference)

🖤🩶🤍💚🤍🩶🖤

Happy gay month to all my LGBTQ+ followers

I just saw how many of you have seen my recipes and I swear I'm gonna cry 🥹🥹🥹

Thank you guys so much ❤️🧋

What I love about frozen veggies meant for panfrying is that they're good for you, low in calories and you can customize them up to your liking. Today for lunch I made this stir-fry using:

❤️150g of frozen vegetables (came out to 75kcal for me)

❤️90g of cooked rice (117kcal)

❤️1 tablespoon of light soy sauce (3kcal)

❤️1 tablespoon of oil for frying (91kcal)

Seasonings: curry and garlic powder

This whole portion came out to 286kcal for me and it tastes super good ^^

Remember that I do NOT promote ana or any other eating disorders, you deserve to eat, you need to eat to survive, I don't encourage you to get yourself into an ED if you don't have one (don't do it. It's not just a diet, it's dangerous), I'm just sharing some of my low calorie recipes/meal ideas to help you and perhaps encourage you to recover because you do deserve to recover, you deserve to be happy and eat without feeling guilty ❤️

FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON THESE!!! 😩😩😩

They're so good and so incredibly sweet, I can't believe they're only 3-5 calories each!!! 🧋