Okay, Someone Named The Whole Season 8 And I Just Finished Rewatching It And HELL YES WHAT WAS THAT Like

Okay, someone named the whole season 8 and I just finished rewatching it and HELL YES WHAT WAS THAT like what do you mean Dean told Cas 'I need you' with that desperate voice TWICE

What do you mean Cas broke literal mind control because he doesn't want to hurt Dean like he can't hurt Dean, despite all hundreds of fake Dean's he's killed (Naomi was so smart but Cas was gayer)

What do you mean Dean was running and fighting in purgatory for the whole year just to find Cas, who he was mad at for the whole previous season. Dean Winchester became a nightmare of every monster in MONSTERland. He prayed to Cas every freaking night. And Cas' 'I ran away to... to keep them from you'.

And what do you mean you Dean started seeing Cas everywhere. I mean. Yeah that was Cas trying to reach out, not just his nightmares, but It's the narrative. It's not Sam seeing Cas. It's Dean seeing dead Cas and his internal guilt for failing him.

And Cas telling Dean that he planned to stay in purgatory or when he told why he can't go back to heaven. I don't know, these scenes just killed me and they also killed Dean.

And the scene in the bar with Dean's 'talk to me'. A second ago he was fighting with Cas but here he's just 'hey man you really want to lock yourself with pissed off angels who want to kill you are you sure?'. He's still worried.

I don't know guys I wish they weren't such fools and the world was easier and they could finally kiss and stop making me sad.

of all deancas episodes which one is your personal roman empire? the one that you keep thinking about for some reason?

(the despair goes without saying)