Sorry Kittens Daddy Is About To Kill Himself

My p0rn addiction is getting worse again, istg I can't do this anymore, I'm gna shoot myself in the face

Im undiagnosing myself, i do not have trauma I'm just being dramatic and I have a good home life therefore I'm faking it

Saw my moots @sw33tl1f3 do this poll so I'm doing it ^^

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I wanna be independent because that's how I've been taught to be, but whenever someone starts talking about having a partner or a friend group I get so sick with jealousy

i am such a terrible and disgusting being!! i deserve to have terrible things happen to me!! ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

I'm definately over her

*I whisper, stalking her social media and stalking the people that she follows and the things she likes*

i hate it when mental illness doesn't just make me a silly person who cuts and is chill about it or whatever but also an actual deppressed loser who stays home alone all day and cries >:(

Ahfiwnar idk if I'm gna get hate for this but I don't trust women and find them terrifying :P

I really want to cut off my friends because their so toxic and make me feel like shit, but I don't have anyone else to hang out with at school :/

I might not even talk to them, but at least I don't look like a fucking loner :(

One of them in particular is pissing me off cause they always tell me about their relationship struggles or their interests, and whenever I tell them something they dont listen. I can't care about them at all atp, like your partner doesn't like that you like men ?? Well I fucking told you that they were toxic I can't help you. The fuck do they want me to do ??? They send me weird images or weird things in general, and I tell them to stop and they never apologise and continue. They js make me uncomfortable and they used to punch me alot ╯︿╰ I fucking hate my friends, I'm gna jump into a meatgrinder.

When scars and marks start to form >>>>>