Having No Friends Isn't Cute Or Mysterious, It Fucking Sucks. Imagine Not Texting Anyone, Not Going To

I wish I had a reason to attend school :P

How my mother wants me to act after she threatens to hit me

I want to slitttt their throaatssss, it's not FAAIRRRRR, HOW COME THEY GET TO BE TOGETHER AND IM ALL SAD AND PATHETIC AND ALONE !!!!!

I was imagining the perfect partner in class again >////< Im going to try to get in classes without all of my current 'friends' because i just neeeeed to meet other people and find a partner whos js so nice >////<

KK therapy was alright today :3

My therapist convinved my mother to stop pestering with questions about my life, sooo yipiierrss !!!!

But now i feel weird, ebcause i feel happy without feeling manic and hyper...sooo uhhh, i might slit or sum to make myself feel worse again :3

ALTHOUGH I DOOOO WANNA KEEP UP SOME MOTIVATION TO WRITE, SO I MIGHT TRY TO GET SO MANY CHAPTERS OUT :D

i am such a terrible and disgusting being!! i deserve to have terrible things happen to me!! ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

"Don't do a permanent decision to a temporary situation 🥺"

If you fucking say this to people, I reeealllyyy hope you wake up tomorrow and all your fingers are gone >:(((

Whenever someone has said this to me it basically fells like someone is saying

"That horrible thing your going through ? Yeah, it doesn't matter enough for me to give actual advice or show I care, I'm just going to invalidate how you feel ^^"

Sometimes people who experience mental illnesses, poverty and suffering in general, it doesn't feel like a 'temporary situtation'. So technically you are just invalidating how someone feels. If a kid has been suffering with severe depression and abuse for over 10 years do you think it's going to feel like a temporary situation to them ? Abuse isn't forever, but it can last years. And what about people with permanent mental health issues, or chronic pain issues ? That doesn't sound so fucking temporary to me.

I don't want anyone to commit, but if someone tells you they're thinking of it and you put on a shit eating grin, and say that stupid line, I will be finding you and eating you😍

"I don't feel safe around men, unless there a gay man or trans"

GFRGAGAGGR STFU FAGGOT ILL SKIN YOU AND EAT YOU JUST AS MUCH AS ANY CIS GUY HDIRHWAJUSVDJSHABSHDHSBDVX

Just in case anyone was wondering

Obsession is not cute or romantic

Its dangerous and unhealthy

Its not fun being on either sides

Being obsessed with someone is so physically painful at times and it causes you to lash out and do irrational, unforgiving things

I can't speak for people who have been obsessed over but I imagine it would be an unfortunate uncomfortable thing

Stop using it as a little quirky trait, and if you are going to use it, potray it correctly and do not romanticise it because in no way is it romantic

"No M, you can't carve the name of all your mutuals and friends onto your body !"

God forbid a boy has hobbies 🙄

i think i have bpd but idk how to mention it to one of my therapists because what if im wrong and just being an attention whore ˙◠˙