Im Very Happy Rn🤤

Just in case anyone was wondering

Obsession is not cute or romantic

Its dangerous and unhealthy

Its not fun being on either sides

Being obsessed with someone is so physically painful at times and it causes you to lash out and do irrational, unforgiving things

I can't speak for people who have been obsessed over but I imagine it would be an unfortunate uncomfortable thing

Stop using it as a little quirky trait, and if you are going to use it, potray it correctly and do not romanticise it because in no way is it romantic

Oh, my thigh is just begging to be cut..

OMGGG MY MOTHER DID THAT, SHE TOOK AWAY ALL THE BANDAIDS AND THE CLEANING SPRAY💀💀💀 Critical thinking just left her i guess :P

I hate when people take away bandaids when they find out about your self harm, like how does that help???? The whole point of trying to get someone to stop self harming is that it isn’t safe, and since taking bandaids away isn’t stopping them that just makes everything even more unsafe. Some ppl are dumb

I needdd to take a shooweerrrrrr, wahhhhh I don't wannaaaa.

But my hair is so crunchy, it's been like a week since I've had a shower or brushed my teeth🧍‍♂️

' "Awww, [you're] admiring my work? How adoorablleeee."

Dazai clapped his hands, giggling softly.

"I wasn't, I just like the hoodie, don't flatter yourself." Chuuya muttered...'

A scene I liked in @mewhenigettosilly's fic, 'Why Would You Do This ? Doesn't It Hurt ?'

Skk's just come home from a boring day at school, and Chuuya hurries to change into more comfortable clothes-- more specifically, a hoodie and sweatpants that he and Dazai had embroidered. (...mostly Dazai.)

I thought that skk embroidering together was adorable, so I had to draw something about it!

( ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ )✧

Idk what I did but I lost around 2kg

I WASNT EVEN TRYING TO AND NOW MY HEARTS MESSING UP AGAIIINN, WAHHHH I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO THE HOSPITALLL💔💔💔

(I'm at 42.9kg🤤 I was up to 44.1kg or smth. I wasn't actively trying to loose weight though, its just randomly started to drop :000)

“Jirai Kei is dying” thank god now all the posers are gonna start selling their shit for lower prices on Vinted because it’s “less desirable”

Intro :P

-> ☆ Name: M (or anything, give me a name and I'll use it :3)

-> ☆ Age: In between 14-17

-> ☆ Pronouns, sexuality: He/him/ + neopronouns that I'm too scared to share >.<). Bisexual, possibly demi-romantic

-> ☆ Likes: Bungo Stray Dogs, Needy Streamer Overload, Suicide Boy, Sanrio, Sonic, Death Note, Flowers, The rain, cutting

-> ☆ Dislikes: Most people, yelling, animals, eating, when my blades are dull

DNI: I don't think I mind to much who interacts, as long as people don't dm me :P I'm very paranoid about getting weird stuff ＞︿＜ I think anyone under 12 shouldn't be on Tumblr or social media. So, no DNI, I'll just block if I want :P

I'll post things about self h4rm, 3ating disorders, su!cide, or just any of my depressing thoughts or opinions. I'm also a Jirai >:3 So if I act different sometimes, I should be back to normal soon enough :]

I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but I'm semi in the process of getting diagnosed with Autism and SAD (social anxiety disorder). I have asked my therapist if I could have BPD, and he said my symptoms can eventually evolve into BPD :P Trynna get help for it, but idk if its working :/

ANYWAY

Enjoy this blog ^^

I can barely touch my cat now without needing to wash my hands at least twice

My p0rn addiction is getting worse again, istg I can't do this anymore, I'm gna shoot myself in the face