I Need Someone To Stay With Me So Bad Omfg😭

I need someone to stay with me so bad omfg😭

The amount of times I've tried to tell people to not talk to me if they can't handle me bc I know I'm not a great person, but people are always like

'No I don't mind, I can handle it ^^'

LIKE OBVIOUSLY YOU COULDNT BECAUSE YOU LET ME GET ATTACHED THEN LEFT

AGAHAUAHAHAHA IF I GET ONE MORE FP OR FRIENDS AND THEY LEAVE, YALL WILL NEBER SEE ME AGAIN 💀

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mewhenigettosilly

1 month ago

gng i literally couldn't get out of bed without crying this morning, but then I happy now 🤤🤤🤤🤤

(the delusions and Maretu are keeping me alive rnnnnn🤤🤤🤤🤤🔥🔥🔥💪💪💪💪)

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mewhenigettosilly

1 week ago

I wish I had a reason to attend school :P

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mewhenigettosilly

1 week ago

having a partner must be so awesome

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mewhenigettosilly

2 weeks ago

“you hurt yourself so what’s the difference of me hitting you” im mentally ill and your just crazy.

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mewhenigettosilly

3 weeks ago

How my mother wants me to act after she threatens to hit me

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jirai jiraiblr I feeeellll like this isnt supposed to be normal but it mighttt be normal Like kids' parents threatening to hit them i think thats something that happens a lot :P my mother is lowk all for hitting kids thankfully she hasnt done it yet 🤤 maybe idfk she does like to throw things though :3 THROW BACK TO THAT TIME THAT ME AND MY BRO GOT MILK THROWN AT US 🤤🤤🤤🔥🔥🔥🔥💪💪

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mewhenigettosilly

3 weeks ago

I wanna be independent because that's how I've been taught to be, but whenever someone starts talking about having a partner or a friend group I get so sick with jealousy

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mewhenigettosilly

1 week ago

I really want to cut off my friends because their so toxic and make me feel like shit, but I don't have anyone else to hang out with at school :/

I might not even talk to them, but at least I don't look like a fucking loner :(

One of them in particular is pissing me off cause they always tell me about their relationship struggles or their interests, and whenever I tell them something they dont listen. I can't care about them at all atp, like your partner doesn't like that you like men ?? Well I fucking told you that they were toxic I can't help you. The fuck do they want me to do ??? They send me weird images or weird things in general, and I tell them to stop and they never apologise and continue. They js make me uncomfortable and they used to punch me alot ╯︿╰ I fucking hate my friends, I'm gna jump into a meatgrinder.

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mewhenigettosilly

1 week ago

It’s so weird that people’s first thought isn’t cutting themselves when they’re having a shitty day. Crazyyyyyy like I’m about to have the time of my life with my blades when I get home.

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mewhenigettosilly

1 month ago

"jealousy is so cutee!!"

until I admit that my chest physically hurts whenever I see you interacting with anyone other than me

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mewhenigettosilly

1 week ago