Me Bc My Childhood Actually DID Really Affect Me And How I Feel About Men, Women And People As A Whole

"No M, you can't carve the name of all your mutuals and friends onto your body !"

God forbid a boy has hobbies 🙄

Im undiagnosing myself, i do not have trauma I'm just being dramatic and I have a good home life therefore I'm faking it

Wdym my thighs are in pain and there's NO ONE available to kiss them better?!?!?!?!?!??💔💔💔

FUCK YAEAHHHH MOONYYY !!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

MOOOONYYYY HAIIII

uugguughh my stomach hurtsssss nowwwwwww, whyyy can't I js diiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

"Don't do a permanent decision to a temporary situation 🥺"

If you fucking say this to people, I reeealllyyy hope you wake up tomorrow and all your fingers are gone >:(((

Whenever someone has said this to me it basically fells like someone is saying

"That horrible thing your going through ? Yeah, it doesn't matter enough for me to give actual advice or show I care, I'm just going to invalidate how you feel ^^"

Sometimes people who experience mental illnesses, poverty and suffering in general, it doesn't feel like a 'temporary situtation'. So technically you are just invalidating how someone feels. If a kid has been suffering with severe depression and abuse for over 10 years do you think it's going to feel like a temporary situation to them ? Abuse isn't forever, but it can last years. And what about people with permanent mental health issues, or chronic pain issues ? That doesn't sound so fucking temporary to me.

I don't want anyone to commit, but if someone tells you they're thinking of it and you put on a shit eating grin, and say that stupid line, I will be finding you and eating you😍

I reeeealllyyy wanna go to a mental hos >_< no responsibility, no expectations just being as unhinged as I want and getting care !?!? Sounds fabulous

I got too tired to post my make up and sfx last night ^^

But here it is now :3

Tw: realistic cvts and bl00d

I got triggered by a song, how pathetic....ahsufohajr I miss ber so much :(((

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Js some cat scratches :3

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I did this first then i really needed to do it again :(((( soooo glad my ex dearest can make me feel this shit about myself (*´～｀*)

Secconddd cut thingggg. I did it more on my hip :P

Also this one wouldn't stop bleeding >:((((

At least the blood is yummerssss >////<

Im lonely and tired :((( I js want my dearest back💔

If and when I get some new blades, I wanna add my dearests name and then I want to try some patterns :D

I've seen people do hearts and stars AND a hello kitty thing. I LOVVE HELLO KITTTYYY !!! But I don't think I have that much control (or patience) to carve a whole Hello Kitty face (and Cinamarolls my favorite, so I'd prefer to do him tbh :P)

Sooo ya !!!! When I get some blades, I might do some hearts and show them o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

(ill sob if I don't get some blades soon istg)

"I don't feel safe around men, unless there a gay man or trans"

GFRGAGAGGR STFU FAGGOT ILL SKIN YOU AND EAT YOU JUST AS MUCH AS ANY CIS GUY HDIRHWAJUSVDJSHABSHDHSBDVX