Me When My Blades Are Dull So To Keep Myself Sane I Have To Look At Shblr Until I Can Get Some New Ones

Wdym my thighs are in pain and there's NO ONE available to kiss them better?!?!?!?!?!??💔💔💔

I’ve been alone before, but being alone again still hurts.

Intro :P

-> ☆ Name: M (or anything, give me a name and I'll use it :3)

-> ☆ Age: In between 14-17

-> ☆ Pronouns, sexuality: He/him/ + neopronouns that I'm too scared to share >.<). Bisexual, possibly demi-romantic

-> ☆ Likes: Bungo Stray Dogs, Needy Streamer Overload, Suicide Boy, Sanrio, Sonic, Death Note, Flowers, The rain, cutting

-> ☆ Dislikes: Most people, yelling, animals, eating, when my blades are dull

DNI: I don't think I mind to much who interacts, as long as people don't dm me :P I'm very paranoid about getting weird stuff ＞︿＜ I think anyone under 12 shouldn't be on Tumblr or social media. So, no DNI, I'll just block if I want :P

I'll post things about self h4rm, 3ating disorders, su!cide, or just any of my depressing thoughts or opinions. I'm also a Jirai >:3 So if I act different sometimes, I should be back to normal soon enough :]

I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but I'm semi in the process of getting diagnosed with Autism and SAD (social anxiety disorder). I have asked my therapist if I could have BPD, and he said my symptoms can eventually evolve into BPD :P Trynna get help for it, but idk if its working :/

ANYWAY

Enjoy this blog ^^

born to hit beans forced to have parents

thx for spam youre literally so awesome sauce >w<

NO WORRIES VRO 💪💪💪🔥🔥🔥

typing “me n who?” knowing that i am difficult and unlovable

"jealousy is so cutee!!"

until I admit that my chest physically hurts whenever I see you interacting with anyone other than me

I hate how I never get to talk about my interests ( ´△｀)

My irl today was yapping about whatever thing he likes, and I make sure I make a noise or answer back and ask questions to show im engaged, and then when I yap about my interests he just completely ignores it :(((

He was talking abt supernatural (the show idk??) And I was listening and like staying silent to listen and then when I tried talking about Yandere sim he completely shifted the conversation to how his ankle hurt....

Idk, I'm js gonna start not reacting when he talks about his interests, because it's fine that he's interested or whatever but it's alllll the time. His interests are the only thing we talk about and it's boring :/

i hate having a dream about the actual perfect man to exist ever, and where i get all taken care of and loved because waking up is even more unbearable :(((

FUCK THIS BINGING PERIOD I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO THROW UP