Reblog If You're Ugly As Fuck.

Why

Why can't I control myself? Why can't I just not eat? Why can't I be beautiful and thin like so many other girls?

Yes finally someone said it

I would just like to point out that people with anorexia do actually eat. Sometimes it’s a lot of food and sometimes it’s nothing. A lot of the time it is very restricted amounts of food, but there is still food consumption involved, most often daily. There seems to be some pro-ana notion that anorexics never eat and if you eat even one thing, you’re not “anorexic”. This is very false and very stupid. There is a lot more to this ED than “not eating”. There is guilt and pain and total self hatred that you can’t stop. There are no cheat days. There are no breaks. Anorexics binge and it’s not “I ate an apple!!1! Omg binge”, it’s “jfc I literally ate 5lbs of food and my stomach feels like it might rip”.

I’m sorry, I just hate the fact that pro-anas act like anorexia is never eating and that’s it. Anorexics do eat.

I'm Back

I tried to recovery but I'm here again. Time to lose all this fat

I look at my wrists and they just aren’t thin enough.

I look at my stomach and it just isn’t thin enough.

I look at my thighs and they just aren’t thin enough.

None of it is thin enough and it feels like it never will be.

Before You Eat-

Think about what’s under all that fat.

Start from the top of your body and go down.

Cheekbones

Collarbones

Ribs

A flat stomach

Thin legs

And even your hands

Think.

What do you want more?

And when you do eat

Think about the food turning into fat on your body. Think about the calories. Visualize yourself getting bigger.

What do you want more?

Look at yourself.

Are you still hungry?

I was upstairs crying while you where downstairs laughing

Need money

One day ill have a gap between my thighs

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